#myfutureboyfriend

[hazelsababe]

DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND ❤️

December 12, 2021 | 20:50hrs

Hi my love! I can't believe I'm sitting here on my bed sipping my cup of tea, flicking through Tiktok and for somehow I was reminded of my Tumblr days! I must say, it took me a bit of time to remember my tumblr name though, baby! Anyway, how are you?! Gosh, we've got 2 years of catching up to do! I have been doing better with my life. I'm finally a nurse and working at a private surgical hospital as a PACU nurse. I'm so proud of myself for landing this specialised job! I learned so much throughout it all and made incredible friendships along the way.

Should I mention, I'm writing this at 24. I can't believe I have been writing this diary entry since 2013... I must still be thinking about finding you, honey haha. Okay, so my last entry back in 2019 made me chuckle as I sounded like I got my life figured out 😂 truth is, I am no where near where I thought I was going to end up by 25. Unfortunately, I got really unwell earlier this year which required me to go through surgery and prolonged hospitalisation... but the good part of all this is that I lost 15kgs! 😂 I'm sorta a sexy bitch again lol.

I'm still pursuing my dream to build a tiny home though! I've also started investing this year, it's been 5 months now and I am still learning my way through it. I am doing it for long term investment which I know will be so worth it in return. I wonder what you have got planned for your future, babe? I want to know what you see yourself doing in few years time. There is nothing more attracting than seeing you go strive and chase your dreams. I'd be so damn happy for you ❤️

Yes, I'm single. I was in a long term relationship though babe and I've learned a lot from that experience. It's a long story to elaborate through here though. We can talk about it when we finally cross paths. I am now standing on my own two feet and discovering new things about myself. I'm moving to the beautiful Queenstown in 3 weeks time babe! I landed a job there for the same company but a newly built hospital! I must be honest, I am beyond excited about it but getting to this point wasn't easy at all. I had gone through so many obstacles to get this far, and I know that I'll be tackling more obstacles when I move out on my own. Something in my heart is telling me that this is will be one of the greatest adventures yet though!!! I hope I'll meet you there though baby ❤️

I hope to discover more about myself and find my happy place. I'm still yearning to find you, my love. I know you'll come around one day. I hope you have a great Christmas this year and a prosperous New Year despite the pandemic. I'm supposed to be celebrating this holiday in Northern Europe though haha which I'm bummed about, but there will always be next time... hopefully with you and my family! I love you babe. Catch up next time ❤️I will try write more here.

As always, i love you.

xoxo,

Hazel

[hazelsababe]

DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND ♡

January 3, 2019 |12:53am

Hi future boyfriend,

Wow! I took 1 year to write here again... it's a record haha. My life has been up and down in 2018 BUT, I definitely grew as a person and I learnt so much more about life now. This year 2019 will be a good year. I will be graduating from my nursing degree and finally start working as a registered nurse. Baby, I have been sorting out my plans in life now and I hope that one day we'll be meeting each other along the way. With my career, I want to gain 1-2 years of experience in the hospital; and then do contracting jobs overseas like Australia. I am very much fond of living in tiny homes and I want to implement all the ideas I have in reality before I turn 25. To start off, I'd like to live on a trailer and it will be off-grid. Once I managed to buy a small section of land and legally own it, i'd love to start building my dream A-frame tiny home which will be off-grid and sustainable. It will have a greenhouse so I can grow plants and flowers which lessens my budget for grocery in the future.

You might wonder, why I started thinking all this stuff? I want to live smarter. I want to dodge mortgage, a ton of bills amd I don't need a large house at all (unless I start my own family then that's a different story). I also want to help the environment because it is truly deteriorating everyday. I want to be unique. Imagine how much $$$ you could save?! You can travel anywhere in the world and can afford a lot of things without being tied down to debts. I know that once I get into fulltime workforce, I will be paying off my student loan and that, itself, is a huge debt for me. Living in a tiny house will take some big adjustments and learning to do but I'm sure it will be one of the best decisions of my life. I know that when I decide to move to my A-frame house, I will get the trailer rented out as another source of income. It gets me so excited and I can't wait to finally get there someday. I'm aware that there is a lot of misperceptions about this growing tiny house movement like people not earning enough money hence the small houses... and "being afraid of bills... can't afford essential costs..." etc but that don't bother me as long as I am living a good life with less stress than most people do then, I am a happy billy!

I guess this year is all about setting myself up for the future now; and doing things that I had never done before... take more risks and be open-minded. I do wish that this brand new year treats us very well, babe. I hope you are achieving your dreams and wishes too. I can't wait to share great memories with you! I love you ❤

Hugs and kisses,

Me xoxo

[soontobe-engineer-blog]

My Dream Relationship

Together let's

Slow dance

Kiss in the rain

Roadtrip

Ride extreme rides

Watch the city lights and fireworks

Sleep together

A picture together many many many

Family hang out

Piggy back ride when i'm tired

Holding hands when walking

Study and dream together

Help each other in sickness and in poor

Suprise me

Never forget the most important dates

Couple shirt, phonecase, cup and etc.

Know our limitation

And last accept our flaws negative or positive, trust each other, and love each other despite of what/who you are.

Uh-ohh babybabe! Wer na u?

[hazelsababe]

DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND ❤

January 23, 2018 | 11:16PM

Happy 2018! I apologise for not being consistent with my writing (as always) but this time I genuinely wanted to take a break and just live my life. Honey, 2017 was a good and frustrating year for me, I went through a lot but I got over that now and here I am, back on my own two feet! I realise that the older I get, the mature I become. I’m more mindful of my decisions and have that constant reminder that my actions in the present have an impact in the future. Getting into relationships is not on my priority list anymore, although I still wish the universe would give me a chance and hope for luck. I’ve met some guys along the way babe, and after Asger had left; I met one who brought colours in my life for 5 months. We were in a “committed relationship” (or so he said) but we were not official (which sucked because I really thought we could happen). It was great and I wouldn’t change it for the world, until towards the end of the year, our relationship spiraled unexpectedly because I just knew he was confused about me and our status. I chose to let go because what’s the point, right? What’s the purpose of me clinging onto something that I knew it’ll just be toxic? Babe, I tried so hard with this guy. I went beyond my limits for him and yet I found out, it was all a lie... Until now I’m so confused why it had to be me... Is God teaching me a lesson? I find it to be so unfair because I had been genuine all my life. Anyway, this is where I say goodbye now. I hope you’re doing okay wherever you are babe. Someday we will meet and we will be #goals ;). I hope this year treats you good <3

[tyqhahatyqah-blog]

Turenyim itu bukan siapa-siapa... ( dia hnya akn muncul pda umur sy yg ke 25 tahun ) - dia pasti akn muncul! #love #truelove #lovers #iamwaitingforyou #myfutureboyfriend (at Kota Kinabalu)

[tyqhahatyqah-blog]

Turenyim itu bukan siapa-siapa... ( dia hnya akn muncul pda umur sy yg ke 25 tahun nanti ) 💖 - dia pasti akan muncul! #love #truelove #lover #iamwaitingforyou #myfutureboyfriend (at Kota Kinabalu)

[hazelsababe]

DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND ♡

June 28, 2017 |10:57pm

Future boyfriend, hey! I’ve missed you! I’m flying to Europe in a few days, are you excited for me?! I have not packed my clothes yet though, I always leave it at the last minute (no surprises). Love life? Interesting enough because I have been going on to so many dates... problem is that I can’t make them stay (yeah, I bet you’re singing to that last bit aye? lol). *Sigh* babe, I’m tired of waiting. Having Asger running in the bad of my head almost every day gets me so down because I truly do miss talking to him and seeing him every day. Going overseas if the best opportunity for me to start my life over, and I cannot wait to see a new perspective. Occupying my mind with work, family and friends have definitely got myself grounded; I hope you are proud of me for trying to be optimistic and for moving forward despite the dark days... I just want to be happy :/

I love you baby!

[hazelsababe]

DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND ❤

May 05, 2017 | 10:42pm

Oh here I am once again, handsome :) I’m just sitting here on my study table neglecting my uni work (procrastination lvl 1000000). From now on my love, I’m not going to be vocal about my “love life” unless it’s genuine... you know what this means now hun, and I’m freaking bummed about it and I guess LDR is really hard. I knew it would come to an end and I did tell myself I’d be okay and have to accept for whatever is coming my way... and this is it :) I never thought it’d be this soon but okay, better early than later, right? :)

Future boyfriend... this sucks haha when will I meet you?

Love, Me xoxo