#myledge

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Sent to vids to my fp and im nervous idky but im so nervous about sending him vids and pics??? even though i usually do it with everyone???? is he special?????

But being home in my room

Its a habit to show my body to someone i want and entertain them online

So why am i so meek around him??????

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Yeah i need to eat but will i FEEL better afterwards? No

So no eating

Duh

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*eats 100 cal special k crisp at 3 pm* lunch

Ed brain: you dumb bitch i said starve

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Food isnt worth feeling full

Food isnt worth how I'll feel afterward

The taste means nothing

Emptiness means everything

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We are God's favorite Angel's ment to love and be soft with each other in this breaking world. We hold each other close in knowing we are safe and loved in each other's arms. Stay with me my love, we cannot lose each other.

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I want to be yours, entirely

But betray me and it will be you in my chains

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I wasnt like this til i fell in love with you

So take me

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Ive always felt so lonely in here

I'll wither away

In the sanctuaries where i sacrificed myself