Aug 14, 2018
Delicious sundae @LoftyPursuits for Cheat Day Saturday (: #Latergram #MyLifeChronicles (at Lofty Pursuits) https://www.instagram.com/p/BmcaLW4g5Dh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ui69mah35ljo
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Delicious sundae @LoftyPursuits for Cheat Day Saturday (: #Latergram #MyLifeChronicles (at Lofty Pursuits) https://www.instagram.com/p/BmcaLW4g5Dh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ui69mah35ljo
Trying to get my thoughts together... #MyLifeChronicles (at The Ritz-Carlton Orlando, Grande Lakes)
Having a great time in Vail! Love the beautiful, rustic surroundings! #MyLifeChronicles (at Vail Marriott Mountain Resort)
Another beautiful day in sunny San Diego!!! I LOVE it here!!! (: #SheratonSD #MyLifeChronicles (at Sheraton Bay Tower - San Diego Marina)
2016 NCFIE National Wraparound Conference Keynote Speaker @rapping_dad took a selfie with @metdl and @cbdeb! He was amazing! #NCFIE #WraparoundTraining #MyLifeChronicles #Latergram (at Crowne Plaza Melbourne - Oceanfront)
Had a great time training with youth and parents at the Federation of Families office in South Bay - The Glades. They were so hospitable and eager to learn (: #NCFIE #WraparoundTraining #SAMH #MyLifeChronicles (at Youth MOVE Florida)
Already miss the quaint little town outside busy DC. Can't wait to get back (: #MyLifeChronicles #NCFIE (at Woodstock V.A.)
Unloved
I don't think I am being a better friend to anyone. I am always not the best friend. Always the end in the priority list. But then, I still hope that as time goes by, someone might actually come into my life and trust me more than anything! The thing is, in my life I have never been felt to be loved by anybody. Maybe because I was already broken and crushed. Maybe because...just maybe because.... I really just hope that there would come a time in my life that I will be trusted by the ones that I trust. It just feels so stupid! In the end part, I realized that I have no one to trust to. Nobody might have made me so happy. There was always hurt that I tried to hide. Secretly, I wanted someone to know these hurt I buried deep inside. I wanted someone to be there. Someone who can trust me. That was why I have been missing my past friends because I feel so special to them. In the end of the day I experience a certain bliss. Everybody trusted each other, no lies nor secrets, just the pure truth. There was honesty, and trust. This never happened in my new set of friends. It does gave me a constant reminder that the only time I miss the past was those times when I feel lonely and unloved that's why I am trying to escape the unbearable present. And this happens a lot now. I really wanted to go and change schools to where my former "barkadas" were because they LOVE ME, CARE FOR ME MOST ESPECIALLY TRUST ME! This will never happen to any of my new set of friends. They hide secrets and does not trust. It kept me thinking though that they also might have been hiding their true selves from me all this time because of this.