#myownsunkencity

[myownsunkencity]

Well. This happened.

[myownsunkencity]

I. Just. Want. A. Healthy. Polyam. Relationship.

Y is that so hard.

FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOVE. WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK.

[myownsunkencity]

I am in search of a penpal!

Basic requirements are that a) you also want to write back and forth. B) that giving your address is acceptable and safe for you to do (i.e. roommate permission, SO permission, etc) and c) you gotta be cool. No mean beans or creepy peeps! Send me a message if you're interested!

[myownsunkencity]

I dunno what stresses me more; life or..... no it's life. Whoops. I need a fucking break!

[myownsunkencity]

Do you really love your partners if you don't make the one drink they both like that you find absolutely awful and also do the dishes and all their laundry? Because over the past week I've dine like all the laundry in the house twice at least and I just made two gallons if sweet tea and if I wasn't tired as fuck is probably scoop the litter boxes and i would deep clean the kitchen. But I'm so so tired.

[myownsunkencity]

Every time they argue, my plans with her get cancelled. It's like they never even learned how to talk to each other. She bottles everything up and when everything bubbles over it hurts everyone. He's emotional and sometimes that goes awry... I love them both but when things like this happen I can't do anything and it's awful. Every wish I've ever made leads back to them. Every 11:11 wish, every eyelash....even my birthday wish was for them. I'm trying my hardest and it's not working and I've resorted to wishing for all of us to be happy, every chance I get. I don't know what to do.

[myownsunkencity]

And the day starts with the terror of being woken up abruptly and is continuing on with what I said last night being unnoticed. I don't know what to feel.

[myownsunkencity]

IT'S MY MUH FUKKIN BIRTHDAY.