MURPH'S LAW #5
i can't fake it anymore... i kinda dislike having a job, but i can recognize it's importance for this era of my life. There is a lesson in this grocery-themed mirror maze.
IT'S A LESSON ABOUT TIME. i tend to rush things. i get excited, my timing isn't the most accurate. I'm at this job to learn more patience for the same of every relationship i will build in the future. Starting over my game sucks... but this time will be different.
with this job, i'll learn to be me again. i can forget the pain. i can move on and prove who i am to the world with my actions. i can find what my subconscious was looking for.
i'll learn to make friends again... to be a person again. i have been so alone. i sacrifice so much for art and knowledge. i need to be physical again. reality and fiction blend so seemlessly for me...i can't tell who is real.
"does it even matter?"
"can't i just laugh about it?"
I'M TRYING TO.
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forgot my lil commentary thing i do here. my job is okay...im just not used to staying in one place long. maybe this will be different? i know when i am bound to leave, it is written in the stars. when you live so much of your life thinking youre gonna off yourself, it's kinda hard to think about the big picture methinks. music and video are calling to me, but i will still try to keep up with my 2D stuff. so much to create, so much to do, im glad...to be alive.













