#mysadlife

[sparklecurlyart]

OCsss wow another rare flavour of post for me

[normal-i5-boring]

If someone could come lay in my bed and let me hold them that would be awesome. I dont need to kiss or fuck or anything. I just miss falling asleep knowing my presence is comforting another soul.

[i-am-such-trash-help-blog]

When you have a realization that you’re pretty much in love with your best friend and you’re telling her over an rp how much you love her through your character haha

[queensvision]

I just realized my wife is going to be one of two things...

Either she is a black engineer who graduated from a HBCU OR She is a black HBCU graduate Those are basically the only two qualities needed, that is the only way you will be able to understand why I'm so fucked up now. Of course there is more involved however that seems like a good starting point to the madness that is being emotionally attached to me. And if we start dating and you haven't finished or never went I'm paying for you to go. IDC the major, if you say school isn't your thing, pick an easy major like class attendance or some shit IDK That is all.

[menivevaq]

yesterday was beautiful, we were in new city just for weekend trip, we were happy, but she had read my chat with friend, found some losted ( one sight photo) and it is started, she started eating my brain..

today we can't sleep in the morning, she said I don't like your hugs. and I was shocked 😳.

so ai tried to explain her what nobody interesting me except her.it is difficult

[r3stless-mindz]

Just saw a video in my fyp about "The Baldi's Basics Iceberg" I have absolutely no idea just how deep this could go or what it could entail but I'm not turning back now so

[lustfillollipop]

This is my last time

Hear n said that a million times

Stole touching me and my heart

Emotions fucked from start

Get outta my life

Demonics n undertake my life

Go for it cuz I'm no good

I'll cloak too face covered w hood

Wild n smoked

Dark eyes meet bright

Feel forever revoked

Take me down w you

Cuz this level defeats me and you

What the fuck did I deserve

To get the deep end treading water hardly stayin above it

The man I once had

The one married to n ended bad

I hope he can forgive me

But hard for me to see the things clearly

But forever been a day

I cry instead of let laughter out anyway

I give my front n haven't got one

I need for much these days

N now my palms are sore

I don't wanna forgive and forget

Can we just act different n oretend we never met

Im rotting inside out

He's spelled every word in the spell perfectly out

Im tricked n hypnotized by all the words going through my ears n passed my eyes

Csnt seem to get Shit done

Stuck surfing n uncomfortable w people I thought used to be fun

Now dreary n dab n dull

I'm needing to move quick n now down from the addict

I'll slow my intake

I've met some huge big mistake

Im left dry n cold n sad

Shiverred under the blanket of memories of then

I want for u need

Help too much n out myself high uo to jump off the balcony

Flat I land 9 lives bullshit

Now im intro t if god faced w all the shit I forhot to repent n forgive

So my judgement times here

How'd thos stupid bitch slut whore do this time screw it bad or is she in the clear

Bitch is into clear alright but I think I need to see more n it'll be scary esoecially at night

I'm leah dumbass Cox who listens too much to people who don't talk

In my mind I met you

Now I'm ford Dr been searching to never let you

Go n slip away

But seems to be the ladder n im outta it all inckudibg you ..keft swiftly

I'm understood not at all

But im still trying to work throughmy mgk downfall

I cant n won't but ebd up

Doing exactly what i said it give up

Im emotional but have it less

With bkocked Shit out n I get all undressed

Bare naked n kinda a lady

Nothi g but bones skin n a beating heart maybe

That ticjs but not too much longer

I know times up me to pick or him on the side im not a kion mainly a cancer ctabby n swimming thirsty all the time

I wanted n got

Then I got unwanted Shit then skiooed up outta brain n forgot

Im easily forgotten

No impression left except the words I hit down...ventin

This is a call from the judge

Big guy hey u gimme some love

But then im kicking it out bubble surounded

Sad to say im me

Dry n not be yet founded

Divirced single n yet to g bigger

Shaved head growing little day by day unsealed mouth

No kissing sexual or any more coming out my mouth

Im sexually defiant

In the mood swing n rising up n down slowly

Between a rock but wanna be on

Now I feel some good stuff bouts to come on

He it or whatever tries to make me Help us someway anyway n it's doing its job now I know u can just me outta my funk come with me let's go not faking it mister for a the big trunk

I know that I'm smirking cuz im opposite of defiant u know I love u between n in me

Its not the first time for u

U seen this stupid type before n u hardly come thru

I'll find u n want u more but I know you're girl has demons w me n wants to even the score.

I don't wish that I didn't know

Imunfavored n not easy on the eyes like I maybe used to

Heavy u push in I feel your weight

Hips dig deep n within me u lay

I'm just trying to stay forever pull u in even more

Barley breathing n can see anyone around us anymore

My favorite thing n I gotta let u go

Cuz I put me in last n I like the front row

So when I are real ready singly tangible

U come back to me or just wait don't go

[a-randomgremlin]

I have made art yay 🎉🎉 The first one is Ray my weird oc The second one is of my two other boys mercury and Alex their is a whole timeline and stuff with all these guys which is kinda sad when I think about it 😂 The last one is of a new story idea I was thinking of 😅so I had to draw some stuff I have loads of doodles and sketches I’ve been working on 🙂 #art #oc’s #gay #mysadlife https://www.instagram.com/p/ChFmOrTKAhs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=