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Never

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The perfection of the scene

Who's gonna play it out for me?

Chosen once but not again

My looks are not good enough for them

Vein n horrible critics be bout it all

They are the ones to point it out

But never reflect on themsekves

I for one can only speak

For me cuz that's the truthy

The extra y in question

U tell me cuz I won't mention

I got a lot to say

Not enough ugly for u though bout me

So keep on searching but don't find

So keep repeating the same line

Get some new Larry new vocab enough to scare me

But im done w bullshit

U can smell n have it

Matches no dot calm

No haters made but maybe you n your mom

So keep killing it at building yourselves up

Bully me don't matter u win

I just give up

I can't do much so hardly cone around

Been trying to figure it all out

No answers to me good enough

Just like I giving me up.

Best or worst thing

I can only reflect on my part of the whole thing

U have yours n I got mine so keep it that was every time

I'll stand up for u maybe unexpectedly

But dont see a lot doing that for me

Cuz it might be behind my back

No knives are still in my spine so im doubting that

Get out you are unwanted here

Mumble fumble bee I'll make u a cabin near but away from me

Imma stank a kank a sore imma be outta here ...i wish but can't find the means or a working car

I'm not one to opposite I'll sit down n let u have it

Stand more though contraindicated

Again I'm sorry to seem filled w hate.

Been thru some random Shit

Digging holes n sand filled ruins can't explain it

Falling worlds n life as I know

N that's absolutely nothing I know so can't ask me to explain it all

Lifes whatever it can go away

Precious to u but I don't feel the same way

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Add something I like. Not a l9t. Been sad n full of hate. I hate myself more anyway. Get love out n fuck you all. Get the shit away from me. You're my evil. You're a demonic I can't fuck you again. Fuck fuck fuck fuck no way of be your friend. Suck it all beotch I dont want you talk8ng Shit. All day long..mcamt handle it. Stop touching me cold you are n no heads up. I fucked up big time n im giving you up. I've done what i was told n no redemption. No money no happy no you here so now I want you the fuck away from me. Kill me please again 8m dead but to u you only see. The girl the beauty the aweskme one n tha5 broad isn't me. So hard to let a thought to tha5s crowded me completely. I have hopes been high n now im drowning slowly I'm mad at me not anybody. But I don't wanna hear u moan. It's nasty hearing your fantasy since im not involved. I'd rather burn myself on a steak rhen have u pointed me out that bad mistake. I'm not one to call at all or text since nnoying I was the best. U know it's what it is. Love is gonna hold me up. The part of me is the gone n u are for sure nothing to me anymore. I know i had to give u up. Let go n restore. But it's hard to do n easy to say in my stupid head of course. Stop breathing heavy n acting sun thru stop hearing her cause I want nothing to do with me. So at least we are all on the same team. Leah hate yes all if us same. So cheers to you assholes n dix cuz im the cox who never wins.

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I haven't seen you in a long time and I finally run into you literally crash but it's my body and not a car you knock everything out of my hands and bend over it's our meat cute but it's really just a second ugly meeting cuz I'm on confident I'm sorry you but my stomach drops just like the things in my hand and we both kind of fumble up on our words like typical not knowing what to say but instant feelings of the same as before I don't want to say we pick up where we left off baby pick up what I dropped and I just say to him in his ear we have to finish the business we started it's definitely unfinished and he just laughs and says follow me he takes me to a kitchen and I have to make him cookies first and they're just as good but we didn't eat any if you know what I mean so my God the same time I look back at him in his eyes closed and he just says he couldn't come up with any words and I said well how about this I'm not going to let you go this time cuz if I do I have no idea what I'm going to see you again and I want to keep you

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This is my last time

Hear n said that a million times

Stole touching me and my heart

Emotions fucked from start

Get outta my life

Demonics n undertake my life

Go for it cuz I'm no good

I'll cloak too face covered w hood

Wild n smoked

Dark eyes meet bright

Feel forever revoked

Take me down w you

Cuz this level defeats me and you

What the fuck did I deserve

To get the deep end treading water hardly stayin above it

The man I once had

The one married to n ended bad

I hope he can forgive me

But hard for me to see the things clearly

But forever been a day

I cry instead of let laughter out anyway

I give my front n haven't got one

I need for much these days

N now my palms are sore

I don't wanna forgive and forget

Can we just act different n oretend we never met

Im rotting inside out

He's spelled every word in the spell perfectly out

Im tricked n hypnotized by all the words going through my ears n passed my eyes

Csnt seem to get Shit done

Stuck surfing n uncomfortable w people I thought used to be fun

Now dreary n dab n dull

I'm needing to move quick n now down from the addict

I'll slow my intake

I've met some huge big mistake

Im left dry n cold n sad

Shiverred under the blanket of memories of then

I want for u need

Help too much n out myself high uo to jump off the balcony

Flat I land 9 lives bullshit

Now im intro t if god faced w all the shit I forhot to repent n forgive

So my judgement times here

How'd thos stupid bitch slut whore do this time screw it bad or is she in the clear

Bitch is into clear alright but I think I need to see more n it'll be scary esoecially at night

I'm leah dumbass Cox who listens too much to people who don't talk

In my mind I met you

Now I'm ford Dr been searching to never let you

Go n slip away

But seems to be the ladder n im outta it all inckudibg you ..keft swiftly

I'm understood not at all

But im still trying to work throughmy mgk downfall

I cant n won't but ebd up

Doing exactly what i said it give up

Im emotional but have it less

With bkocked Shit out n I get all undressed

Bare naked n kinda a lady

Nothi g but bones skin n a beating heart maybe

That ticjs but not too much longer

I know times up me to pick or him on the side im not a kion mainly a cancer ctabby n swimming thirsty all the time

I wanted n got

Then I got unwanted Shit then skiooed up outta brain n forgot

Im easily forgotten

No impression left except the words I hit down...ventin

This is a call from the judge

Big guy hey u gimme some love

But then im kicking it out bubble surounded

Sad to say im me

Dry n not be yet founded

Divirced single n yet to g bigger

Shaved head growing little day by day unsealed mouth

No kissing sexual or any more coming out my mouth

Im sexually defiant

In the mood swing n rising up n down slowly

Between a rock but wanna be on

Now I feel some good stuff bouts to come on

He it or whatever tries to make me Help us someway anyway n it's doing its job now I know u can just me outta my funk come with me let's go not faking it mister for a the big trunk

I know that I'm smirking cuz im opposite of defiant u know I love u between n in me

Its not the first time for u

U seen this stupid type before n u hardly come thru

I'll find u n want u more but I know you're girl has demons w me n wants to even the score.

I don't wish that I didn't know

Imunfavored n not easy on the eyes like I maybe used to

Heavy u push in I feel your weight

Hips dig deep n within me u lay

I'm just trying to stay forever pull u in even more

Barley breathing n can see anyone around us anymore

My favorite thing n I gotta let u go

Cuz I put me in last n I like the front row

So when I are real ready singly tangible

U come back to me or just wait don't go