lohen angst with the song "Little Soldiers" by Crane Wives where you two are in a situationship in a sense where you act like your dating but wont actually admit anything or put labels. And by the time you try and work up the courage to ask him, he's sent on an expedition of somewhere so you have no choice to wait for him. then one day you hear a knock on your door, and you open it hoping to see lohen only to find a knight standing by carrying his polearm and the last letter lohen was never able to send.
(check the comments for extra bits lmao)










