#myshat

[reluctantl-y]

I'm baaaaack!!! Missed you tumblr!!!!

[reluctantl-y]

okay im taking applications for a person that wants to constantly have amazing sex, eat pizza and watch the stars with me every night. lmk if your down.

[reluctantl-y]

a healthy obsession i guess

[reluctantl-y]

is it just me or do you guys feel uncomfortable when being with people in the same religious group as you?

[reluctantl-y]

texture

[aqua-phile]

happiest here

[aqua-phile]

Rant

My siblings are honestly the most spoiled, obnoxious people I've ever met. They're both so pretty and smart. However, my older siblings always acuse ME of getting what I want. What the fuck. I never get what I want. If I like someone, it is rare that they will EVER like me back. My sisters always get who they want no matter what. It is absolutely rediculous. All they do is sit on their phones and contemplate gossip. Like how superficial ugh. I'm so done goodbye

[aqua-phile]

good omens

so today my family and i decided to go snorkeling sight called honeymoon beach which has a super beautiful sandy shore and a fascinating reef past the sand bar. today, when I was snorkeling, I was definitley not expecting to see anything special because it seemed like a pretty popular sight for amature snorkelers and people that clearly did not understand the LNT principles, however, I found the opposite. the reef was esquisite filled with many fish and beautiful coral. something that really struck me was that I saw an octopus, which is my favorite marine invertabrate. To me, octopi represent adaptability because of their ability to change to disguise themselves in their environment. As some of you may know, I spent my fall semester at the high mountain institute as an escape from my hell hole of a high school, to deepen my connection to the natural world, and to have a fresh start. my time there was truly inspiring and unforgettable to say the least. as the program ended, i started to freak out because i knew the transition would be extremely hard for me. when i saw the octopus, i realized that whoever or whatever realized that i was going through a big transition in my life. whoever or whatever wanted to remind me to be like an octopus, to adapt to any environment despite how much i don’t fit in. truly a good sign that i will have (hopefully) a sucessful transition back to my sending school. the universe truly amazes me.