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Bit of a hairstyle change 💖
Its been a week buddy boy, pass the OC blind box /silly /ref
[I'll do more professional box pngs later rip]
hit shuffle and drew whatever reminded me of Hillni!
was gonna do a third but Tired. Good for this week !! first one took an hour, second one 30 mins
Part one of
THE DATE
"But what if I say the wrong thing?" I ask while Lola fixes the collar of the sweater im wearing. I still can't believe i agreed to a date. "You're not gonna say the wrong thing." Kai reassures me while putting a shimmering lip gloss on me. "Just remember not to bring up anything to do with royalty." Lola says picking out a silver choker with a heart moonstone pendant for me to wear. She chose a low cut sweater for me to show off my neck and collarbone but she's worried that the vampire will bite without permission. I don't understand why he would do that but im trusting my best friend. "What if he asks about my hobbies? What do I say? Hunting?" I ask starting to panic again, how do you tell your date you do something violent for fun?! "What did you say he looks like again?" Kai asks sliding a rose quartz bangle around my wrist for good luck in love. "He was strong but not in the body builder way he definitely does races for fun." I sigh happily at the memory of my date. "Hmm mention you enjoy being outside but avoid the hunting topic," Kai decides while turning me towards the mirror. Wow I look incredible. Kai chose tight jeans for me to wear that definitely compliments the sweater and the hairdo... "dont touch you'll mess it up!" Kai says grabbing my wrist before I can touch the intricate braids. "Any other jewelry you wanna wear?" Lola asks and I glance at my necklace with N's ornament attached. "No i think I'll be ok," i say quietly. There's a little ding fron my bubble phone and I grab it. "He's here!" I rush towards the door almost forgetting my shoes. I slide my feet into the black boots before rushing down the staircase to the front door. i take a second to catch my breath before opening the door. my breath catches in my throat at the sight of the vampire in front of me. he's in a gorgeous silk suit making me feel way underdressed. "Wow sweetheart look at you," he says in this deep velvety voice that makes me melt a little inside. "You look good enough to eat," he says and I giggle too flustered to notice the hungry look in his eyes.
It's time to visit a christmas market like 2 normal ponies. There are plenty of things to see and eat ^w^ with @mysteriathealicorn
@pixiestickthealicorn in a winter job
✧ Lost, but never forgotten ✧
Even death cannot sever our bond. My heart will hold our memories, the good and bad, until we meet again.
✦ Featuring some #FantasyFaire releases from Spires Society, Petrichor, Belle Epoque, Everlune, Mysteria, and Starlight Designs. 💖
✦ Credits & blog post: https://lachrymosemoon.wordpress.com/2026/04/25/lost-but-never-forgotten/
✦ View photos on Flickr for better quality. Also available on Bluesky & Primfeed. ♡
hello hello mystie 🩷 bon has decided to visit you once again.
i am recently going through quite some turbulence with my writing. i have been working on a aot reiner piece for quite some time but it's been feeling rather... unfulfilling? i guess i just want to open up a bit.
as a black woman, i've seen a number of posts on here of other woc having takes about how we should 'embrace our blackness' and write our fics in a way that reflects that. i always understood that this is a valid opinion, as we are often pushed by society to 'calm' ourselves down and water down our personalities and our way of speaking (often not to fall subject to a number of disheartening stereotypes.)
but i've come to a more different, personal conclusion over the past few months. i am a black south african girl who grew up watching british cartoons in order to learn english. my mother took me to a catholic school where english was the language of instruction and we had a similar education system as most british schools (colonisation has a role in this system but that's a discussion for another day.)
i've always been called 'whitewashed' as i am fluent in the language. there's still heavy racial tension where i'm from, so ever since i was little i was compared to speaking as a white person. a 'coconut' if we want to go that far, lol.
besides this, we've become more westernised and my peers around me began to see the struggle of african americans as our own (since we're all experiencing the same biases and discrimination as poc.) now for some reason, seeing the takes of other woc made me feel as if the way i write and speak was incorrect. i felt like a phony, like someone who was dodging away from racism by writing like a 'white person' to stay unattacked.
to cut this short (as this has already been quite long), your writing put things into perspective for me. it might not be 'that deep' but seeing another black woman write and speak similar to myself has healed a small part of me. not only is your writing excellent, but it makes me feel as if that i don't have to pretend to be the stereotypical black writer all the time.
that my way of writing does not make me any less 'black'. i now know exactly how i want to create stories and write them down, as i always could've done.
thank you for being the talented individual that you are. love you lots.
-Bonnie 🩷
Hello my beautiful, Bonnie 💕
I apologize for the delay, I’ve been traveling for work so my activity on Tumblr has been low recently.
It’s a weird sensation of fate to read your post, because I resonate with your thoughts deeply. Growing up as a military child, I moved frequently, so I never really had a “home” like others. The friends that I had were all military children too and made up a melting pot of race, diversity, and background. I did not have a primarily black friend group and because of this, others often made fun of me for not being “black” enough. The way I spoke, wrote, dressed, and my mannerisms were all representative of a “whitewashed” version of a black woman. The concept of whitewashed is a topic for another day 😒
I’ve dealt with being called an “inside out Oreo”and constantly heard the annoying micro-aggression of “talking really well for someone like myself.” And for years it bothered me more that I wanted to feel and act like others, instead of embracing myself. Thankfully, I got over that.
Joining Tumblr and finding a community of black writers has been a great experience, and I definitely agree that we should ‘embrace our blackness’, but embrace it in a way that represents YOU. Not everyone else.
For myself, I embrace with what I write about, not necessarily how I write. Because I write how I think and talk, but I try to share plot and experiences that normally resonate with who I am as a black woman. Cookouts, extended family mannerisms and traditions, how I do my hair and take care of my skin, etc.
You are not a phony and you are not ‘whitewashed’. You’re Bonnie, and Bonnie writes how Bonnie speaks, acts, and feels. Period.
In my opinion, trying to write a certain way to appeal to someone else only takes away from your own authenticity. This isn’t to invalidate someone else’s experience, but you shouldn’t have to pretend to embrace your ‘blackness’. Being able to overcome this feeling is such a strength that you should continue to hold close 💕
Girl, look at me rambling LMFAO. THE POINT IS, I’m so happy that I was able to help you embrace more of who you are. I’m happy that you enjoy my words. I’m happy that you have the strength to create how you want. And I’m just…really happy for meeting you 🥹
Create your stories however you want. As long as Bonnie is happy and Bonnie is enjoying it and Bonnie is not intentionally hurting others, that’s all that should matter.
Love you lots as well. Thank you for being the beautiful mootie that you are 💕😘
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