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PICK A CARD: Your Future Spouse, In Depth

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4

Intro & Disclaimer: Hello~ Sorry for the delay! This is part of the future spouse series. We will be covering their personality a bit more in depth, and seeing how they present themselves to different demographics in their lives in the extended version. However I noticed that when I read the question, I saw your person from that person's point of view, so that was quite interesting!

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Pile One

Character Traits: Twelfth House, Ninth House, Hygeia, Waxing Gibbous Moon, Pluto, Saturn, Capricorn, Pisces, South Node, Eighth House, Peacock, Bat

Your person has a thirst for knowledge but it’s not in a traditional sense. Some of them could prefer to go to school, but I get someone who prefers to throw themselves into a situation or a culture to ‘truly understand what it feels like’. Try looking up clips from a show called Dark Tourist from netflix, their energy seems a bit like that. They seem to be pretty worldly experienced by the time you meet them — they are extremely curious and are willing to always uproot themselves to discover more about either themselves or the world around them. For some of you I need to specify that they may not necessarily be from another culture or country, just that they are cultured or you may meet them whilst traveling. This isn’t the reading for that anyhow.

I wouldn’t say it’s a duality, but their dedicated approach to exploring the unknown can make them come off as friendly and approachable. Your person can come off as extroverted or open when that’s not the case. They actually seem very soft and determined to a slight fault. They might have a problem with perfectionism or triple-checking their ‘work’ (really, anything they do). When they want to learn about something or someone then they will usually end up exhausting their resources. Their approach towards interpersonal relationships doesn’t feel bright like Gemini, but it’s still very soft and ‘open’ in their own controlled way. Either way, engaging with others seems to be very important to them.

There is also a small piece about comfort. They mainly explore all of these unknowns to enrich their knowledge, but it’s not them jumping into completely uncharted territory. If they travel somewhere they’ve never been before they’ll try to have a friend with them, or they’ll be decently prepared to communicate to minimize problems. It’s the same feeling of reading a menu before going to a new place to eat — they like new things but with preparation. They don’t like to be ignorant but they don’t like to be vulnerable. Capricorn is showing up in all of these decks and air is prominent for the spirit animal ones so I wouldn’t be surprised if they were an earth sign of some sort or influenced by Saturn (either ruled or having it sit in an angular house).

[Find out how they portray themselves in the extended]

Pile Two

Character Traits: First Quarter Moon, Eighth House, Libra, Juno, Pisces, Mercury, Jupiter, Aries, Neptune, Seventh House, Tiger, Fish

The first thing that sticks out about your person is that they focus on their relationships but there might be an insecurity of the ego — they might be working on either voicing their thoughts more, standing up for themselves, being selfish, things like that. It doesn’t seem like they have trouble being alone, they just prefer company. The messages for this one are coming out a bit different; more slow, a bit more blocked and slightly difficult to connect to so either they’re currently trying to figure themselves out or I’m being blocked from some core parts of themselves, we’ll find out in the tarot portion lol.

Another interesting thing is that I’m not only having trouble not being distracted, but it’s very quiet in my mind right now despite so much noise which is usually not the case. The fish can point to qualities of flitting to different people or groups within a short amount of time (think of the way a fish darts in the water), and pretty sure tigers are primarily nocturnal (or at least they do their important activities during the night). So your person could actually be introverted and just find their relationships valuable. I also keep circling back to the message that ‘they interact with their loved ones differently’. By that I mean they may have quirks or a special way of communicating with the people they love, hence why these connections are so important to them. It’s something you can spot easily (think of a vocal tic, which I wanted to stay stim but?), so their relations are being highlight for that reason.

I can see them not necessarily enjoying the night but just quiet. They might be someone who’s easily overwhelmed, because with both Mercury and Jupiter here that would be opposing qualities representing a tugging issue. Whatever they would take interest in, they would enjoy it slowly and explore the topic over months – years. They might be interested in a lot, but because of this you wouldn’t know immediately, and it could also frustrate them because they might not be able to keep up with updates to some of the things they take part in. An example would be they like animal crossing because it’s calm, and it doesn’t overwhelm them especially because Nintendo doesn’t update it as much (we just got a new update after I think 2022?), whereas if they were also interested in Pokemon, they’d have to know about trading cards and the new releases and all the new pokemon and it would probably stress them out. Overall they seem like a sweet and sensitive person and they’re slowly working on themselves to build a stronger shell for themselves it feels. They are not embarrassed or disappointed in these qualities that I’ve explored, but want to still interact with the world and people around them.

[Find out how they portray themselves in the extended]

Pile Three

Character Traits: Waxing Crescent Moon, Taurus, Seventh House, Juno, Sagittarius, Gemini, Pisces, Scorpio, Fifth House, South Node, Lion, Vulture

**If you believe you are drawn to both pile two and three, you might need to meditate a bit more before picking your pile or there is one specific message from either pile, but both piles have vastly different energies that might seem the same on the surface, important message to get out of the way**

This person has interesting energy lol. They seem difficult to get close to or befriend but they’re not in reality. The two main reasons I’m picking up on is that they seem intense, or they might seem important in their circle or community, or that they simply hold that mutable energy where you can see them but you can’t touch them. However they don’t feel mutable, their other cards feel much more present and assertive.

The connections in their life mainly feel the ones they’ve made in relation to work, those around the neighborhood, in association to people they know, etc. So I’m interested to get into the second half of this reading. They are someone who is particular about those that are close to them, but they are good at socializing. I think some people would be fooled and believe that they’re closer to your person than they actually are, but your person isn’t intentionally trying to do that lol. I believe it’s due to how comfortable and sure they are of themselves that people naturally are drawn to them. I think it’s best to really compare their energy to a lion. Known for beautiful manes, can be intimidating, usually associated with royalty or leadership. Your person wouldn’t associate themselves with these qualities though. From them, I’m getting someone who’s calm/lowkey and focused on bettering themselves. They don’t really hold themselves to this majestic vision that they are externally viewed as. Which is interesting because we have Gemini sitting in the middle of Sagittarius and Pisces — pisces being a mermaid which is known to be associated with alluring and peaceful imagery meanwhile sagittarius is the wild and bold centaur, completely different energies but both cannot be controlled.

The last piece that stands out about them is that I think they may like old types of entertainment if they even enjoy topics regarding the fifth at all, especially old films? Very specific, but with Taurus, the Fifth House and the South Node, there’s something here about comfort or seeking out the past for some reason to me. So your person may be someone who doesn’t want to go out or like gaming all that much, but if they do they’ll either play old games (so maybe a game released 5-10 years ago from now), or they’ll do things like crossword puzzles? Their fun isn’t very loud, and it fits their personality. Chill. With their other cards of transformation or digging deep, I also wouldn’t be surprised if they watched documentaries or things like that.

[Find out how they portray themselves in the extended]

Pile Four

Character Traits: Cancer, Eris, Fifth House, Virgo, Saturn, Leo, Gemini, Moon, Third House, Aquarius, Panther Conflicted, Crocodile Blocked

This person may not have control over their temper and it’s a bit difficult to explain. Their emotions are able to flow pretty well, and there are many signs that they might express their feelings best through communication or writing. However when they do express their feelings, they might do so dramatically or they will explode suddenly. There is a feeling that they might try to seem like everything is ok or they’re not as affected by what people do or so, but they’re just bottling these things up. They might have a habit of rationalizing their feelings...there’s this sense of embarrassment when it comes to how they express themselves. It also feels like they can be harsh with their words like they are specific and they can cut.

They might not like this side of themselves because usually they seem to be put together in a ‘sleek’ sense. There are a lot of cards here that are aligned with a sort of slow movement. Your person could be someone who likes to come off as the guy who is ‘nonverbal’ at parties or has infinite knowledge but they’re just too cool to run their mouth about it. I think they are quite sensitive to how they are viewed and also their surroundings. The way they present themselves is a backwards approach at control? I’m not sure if this is a childhood wound but they really don’t like being caught off guard and having these outbursts so they try to avoid it as much as they can.

I wanted to check the bottom of the decks because most of these messages are about their anger or how hurtful their words might be at times, and the other cards are pretty light. So this might just be a warning for you in particular. I have a few friends that are very nice but their way of picking on friends to show their endearment can seem mean from the outside, this is what their energy sort of seems like. Your person enjoys communicating, so they won’t be so distant that they just won’t talk to anyone, but I think they might be hard to really get to know. We’ll see soon but I don’t think they put up a front, they just simply have a wall between them and other people. They have a bunch of water cards at the back of one of these decks and most of them speak of community, family, and also playfulness. This is something that’s either been triggered currently, or they’re trying to fix this right now. Or it’s just an important trait of theirs.

[Find out how they portray themselves in the extended]

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PICK A CARD: Message From Your Guides

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4

Intro & Disclaimer: Hello~ Sorry for the delay. I actually started this about two weeks ago but some of the piles' energy felt so heavy it took a minute to not only recover from them, but decipher what exactly was the most important issue. So here I am hours later lmao.

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Pile One

Message: IX of Air Rx, The Burn Rx, V of Air, Knight of Fire, II of Fire Rx, The Empress

This pile stubbornly wanted this deck and I usually translate any renamed decks back to their original names but I wanted to keep the system of this deck to loosely correlate with how this deck works.

This energy is being called to realign themselves and find their inner balance again. It’s mainly to do with systems of self-care or doing things that bring them happiness. I can see that for some or most of you, you’re in the middle of this process! However for most of you, there is guidance coming in to trust yourself more. There might be a tendency to overthink and create problems that were never there. It feels like someone who types and deletes a reply to a message for a few moments before deciding to just like whatever was sent to them to be on the safe side. You guides are asking you to take a moment to yourself and really think about if you’re feeling ‘normal’ in your own skin — if someone described the current you to yourself, would you resonate with it?

I also see that you have a small message of playing it too safe as well — which makes sense because if you’re needing to re-evaluate your self-care or if you’re overthinking a lot, it could be due to a recent wound. I wanted to clarify The Burn which is The Tower and it’s essentially saying that you should, ‘get out more’. Experience new things, put yourself out there, try different things, take risks, etc. These don’t have to be big obviously, something as small as just getting something different for lunch instead of a tried and true would implement this energy and slowly get you more comfortable with new systems. Obviously take care of yourself, anything that could harm your body, diet, health, etc—is a no go.

The main message overall is that this pile seems to be very comfortable. In a sense that you have your routine and it’s not going to change, but change is good and healthy for you. Accepting impulsive invites could be good for you and I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re throwing those into your life more often to get you out of this rut. They also want some of you to be comfortable with sudden instability or your plans going awry, because ‘shit happens’. Plans are great and I co-sign them always, but you will never know every single variable and not everything has an answer, so what then? Your guides want you to be flexible and be okay with the what-ifs of the world, with the chance that something has come up in someone’s schedule so now you can’t smoothly go from karaoke to dinner because the timing is off. That is ok and it happens.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: Any Current Advice]

Pile Two

Message: The Moon Rx, The Star Rx, The Hermit Rx, V of Pentacles Rx, II of Wands, Judgement

Life Itself — Glass Animals

There’s a highlight to you being paused because you need to connect with yourself. It’s deeper than figuring out what career path you want or friends you’d like — it feels more like an inability to describe who you are or why you do the things that you do. If you are constantly on the go or feel the need to keep yourself busy, they are requesting you take some time out to sit still. You need this time to declutter internally. There has been — or will soon be — a realization that you are a bit empty. It feels like someone hitting a wall and they can’t do much to make themselves feel better about it. It feels necessary? A lot of these cards are just saying that you need this realization and to not immediately try to fix it, because it doesn’t actually fix the underlying issue. You will be okay/get better — and I’ll pull advice for this — but you have to relax and let the water carry you for a minute before you get to this ‘new dawn’. It’s a weird message but they’re highlighting this wake-up call so what’s not for you can get flushed out. I have a book that describes Judgement in reverse as a track that will skip and replay the same part of a song over and over, and that’s what this card seems like right now. You’re not fully there but they’re pointing out habits or trying to redirect you before you get stuck repeating mistakes.

The girl in the Two of Wands looks despondent and is seemingly letting the Giraffe lead her, not making the plans herself. So it’s really like the order is you realizing these negative traits or life points out these habits consistently enough that you can’t ignore them, and then you get put in situations where you have to spend time alone whether you want to or not. You’re going to be forced to look internally and deal with these things, but over time you’ll heal from this — plus it could be that you literally just needed to sit yourself down since the Five of Pentacles follows The Hermit. You will slowly build yourself back up but it’ll be different from the way you were moving before. There’s a lot of blocked energy at the back too (King of Wands, Hanged Man, Page of Pentacles, etc — all reversed). I was getting a lot of messages about needing to find yourself which is a part of this, but you also truly need to give yourself a break or rely more on others around you.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: Any Current Advice]

Pile Three

Message: VII of Pentacles Rx, X of Pentacles Rx, Knight of Pentacles, V of Swords Rx, Knight of Cups Rx, Judgement Rx, Justice

I had to shuffle your pile twice because I couldn’t connect to it due to what seemed to be too many ‘other people’ coming in and the messages were polarizing. I got some of those cards back but it seems much clearer now. I was listening to What It Sounds Like from K-Pop Demon Hunters, I wouldn’t say that’s the song for this pile but some of the lyrics make sense.

I’m not sure what’s happening here — I’m sure it’ll come out in the oracle section — but however you’re going about it is a waste of time to you and it’s not going to make you happy this way anyhow. Honestly, there was so much ‘chatter’ the first time I pulled which is why I scrapped that spread, whatever I pieced together would’ve been useless because it would’ve been for someone else essentially. It feels like you’re seeking help from others or other people are trying to give you advice to help you on your journey but that’s advice that works for them, it’s not going to be the quick easy fix that works for you. Like I was just talking to my dad on the phone about an assortment of stuff and updates, and usually it ends with advice or him wanting to help me — things like that. Sometimes I take pieces of it and sometimes I don’t, because it won’t help me. It feels like in your position you take all of it and try to implement all of it even if it’ll clash. So they’re saying that you need to be more discerning and be willing to reject some people or advice. Or even methods.

You’re being encouraged to move more slowly and cautiously. Putting more thought into what you’re doing and why you’re doing things. I can pick up that there’s a want for immediate satisfaction and it feels like it’s stemming from frustration. You’ve already done so much or you’ve been trying to do stuff ‘the right way’ but you’re not getting anywhere and so many people are passing you so you’re trying to catch up but you’re still not moving. The thing is you’re still being encouraged to do stuff ‘the right way’, because you’ll be rewarded for that, in whatever way the universe will pay you back equally or more. Don’t try to be so calculative or cut-throat in what you’re trying to achieve because it feels like you’re just going to keep circling the drain at the end of the the day.

For those that have been more intense or borderline cold with their energy: you will face disappointing results. That’s not how they want you to be utilizing your talents/skills. For those simply disappointed/frustrated: they want you to be more understanding of how long these things can take (which can be long). If you keep at it and focus more on enjoying the small things along the way, your results will be enjoyable and worth the struggle. Regardless, Justice represents the energy you’re putting out being mirrored back to you in some way.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: Any Current Advice]

Pile Four

Message: King of Wands Rx, Queen of Wands Rx, Ace of Swords, Queen of Cups, Knight of Pentacles, II of Cups Rx

This is most likely for people in relationships or have someone of interest. Considering this is a message you need to hear, it’s either confirmation or well...news.

The relationship between you two is not showing signs of growth or possibly future stability at the moment. I can see the interest considering we have a pair, but both are reversed right now; so the male is coming off disinterested or lacking enthusiasm while the female is showing signs of insecurity in regards to this relationship. However both people see the other on their own as someone who is confident, creative, beautiful, magnetic, and compatible with who they are.

Right now there is a chance for communication between the two of you in regards to this relationship but it’s mainly being pushed by the female. For a small few of you, it’s just the female having a revelation/some ideas about this relationship but may not be communicating these thoughts just yet — their energy is more about implementing actions than just talking. Meanwhile the male energy...I’m not picking up on them at all. As for the female counterpart, they feel very emotionally available or at least open to expressing their needs when it comes to this situation — and that would be working on this relationship and progressing it slowly.

The issue is that there seems to be a disconnect in compatibility when it comes to what you both want. Two of Cups reversed always signifies that each partner wants something different and it’s going to cause a problem. So currently I’m getting the male counterpart is quiet and not really engaging or feeling ‘lethargic’ in regards to this. I’m not pulling a relationship spread so I can’t say that’s how they’re showing up, but for this message that’s how their energy is feeling so I might just be reading primarily for feminine energy. The feminine energy is showing up as I said before: very proactive. However I don’t see a choice being made at the end of this — in regards to the future of this connection. It feels more like a talk you have and then things stay the same regardless. A few more cards at the back of the deck show emotional happiness but a lack of effort toward the relationship thus the lack of stability.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: Any Current Advice]

Pile Five

Message: VIII of Pentacles Rx, VI of Cups, Temperance Rx, Page of Cups, X of Swords, Queen of Pentacles Rx

You need to go apeshit, but in an explorative artistic way. This pile feels very stuffy and like they have had to keep their shit together and it needs to burst. Like you need to have an ugly cry, you need to just laze around for a day, need to be an absolutely mess — you need a break and you need to be allowed to be unpresentable at least once.

Two of these cards are showing pairs but it feels like a mother and child, so I’m not sure if you want to do these things but an external figure is reminding you of reasons why ‘you can’t’ or ‘it’ll be ok’ — things like that? However this energy is not providing you with alternative outlets to usher these uncomfortable feelings hence why it feels stuck in your body. It also feels like this pile is dealing with a lack of results or like they’re not doing enough to produce the results they want therefore it makes them feel ‘useless’. You need some sort of creative outlet but mainly something you did when you were a kid.

So it doesn’t necessarily have to be creative — I’m just mainly getting that from the cards here. Let’s say there was a TV show that had a big impact on you as a kid, you need to rewatch that show as an adult, you might see it differently or process their themes in new lights now. Martial arts, playing an instrument, going hiking, etc. If you did something with your family or as a kid that brought you joy, you need to be integrating that back into your routine to help get rid of this stress. For a very very small few of you I can see siblings being involved, but that’s for a select few. If you’re extroverted I can also see going to community events that produce some type of emotional give and take being good for you as well right now (movie nights in the parks, art fairs, any event you see happening around you for free tbh).

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: Any Current Advice]

[sixthwater]

PICK A CARD: Who Is Your Future Spouse?

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4

Intro & Disclaimer: Hi! This is part of the future spouse series, but for those who don't believe in marriage, it can be interchangeable with life partners and the such! I cover who they are in this pac, and what's going on in their life currently. There is a wide array of personalities here but not surprised that their focus is all the same considering today's climate lmao. I am also honest in what I see in the cards, if it's positive, negative, or neutral. So if a pile isn't gushy or perfect, it'll happen. If that's not your cup of tea, then I'm probably not your reader.

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Pile One

Who Are They: The Moon Rx, IX of Pentacles, The High Priestess Rx, Mentor, Samaritan, Jupiter, Ceres, The Moth & Eucalyptus Rx, The Quail & Gooseberry Rx, Elk

A message for a select few of you: they might be a twin of some kind. I only wanted one card for these pulls and I kept getting two, which I usually ignore but it happened with almost every single deck besides the one I wanted.

Interesting message coming through here is that your person is wonderful at taking care of others or nurturing them, but they suppress it. This can be expressed by either them actively ignoring their strong abilities to soothe others in exchange for self preservation or they don’t enjoy that everyone leans on them for help so they don’t extend it very often. They themselves though can be pretty sturdy and reliable. There is a chance that they’ll prefer to be more independent and an inkling that they’ll like material things. Not necessarily covered in luxury items but they’ll splurge on something high quality if it’ll last a while — they like things that are as dependable as they are.

They seem very grounded. They remind me of someone I watch who has a series debunking ghost videos and breaks it down step by step instead of just blowing it off — that’s how their energy is being explained to me. They are very practical and I think that’s part of the issue when it comes to this topic of helping others because they can’t just ignore those in need. I’m not sure if these are family values, but it seems like a ‘help the community/help your loved ones’ type of value that has been ingrained in them, even if it’s difficult at the moment. It feels more like a conflict of them wanting to pass down lessons they’ve learned but those around them would rather have something material and they don’t feel like arguing so they just give in.

This person has experienced a good amount in life and they would love to help others, but it’s gotten to a point where they’ve just started to keep this knowledge to themselves. There’s also a piece of this where there’s pent up rage and turbulent emotions in the background. So they are dependable, but they’re also tired. At this point they’re okay with a bit of solitude or not going out as much, probably due to the previous influence I mentioned above.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: What’s Currently Going On With Them?]

Pile Two

Who Are They: Knight of Swords, V of Wands Rx, IX of Pentacles Rx, Child: Nature Rx, The Chipmunk & Laurel, Venus, Golden Egg

Your person is goal-oriented and it can cause problems. The reason this causes problems is because they prefer people/solutions/things/etc to come to them, they are not going to go out and search for them. They are the person who moves the pieces — they’re never going to be a ‘piece’. The main issue I see is that it might involve light manipulation within their relationships. I don’t get any other cards that point towards a sever problem, but I get this because there are a lot of cards pointing towards material focus, goals, success, etc. So I don’t see a lot that will balance this out. They could do small things like make sure all the right people happen to be in the same place at the same time or at worst might ‘spill’ the fact that someone doesn’t like someone else so that they partner with them. It’s not the best, but that’s what I mean by light manipulating. If it gets them closer to their goal, they will do it.

They are more of a communicative person, they’d prefer to solve their problems with words and they’d prefer to not argue if they can. I’m going to see if I can get anything else because they’re really just trying to highlight this and I’m not getting any other messages: VIII of Cups, II of Swords, Page of Pentacles Rx

Super Psycho Love by Simon Curtis as well as Hold Me Like a Grudge by Fall Out Boy have been the songs that were playing and I think that’s how you’re going to feel in regards to them. They leave situations and people that no longer fulfill them emotionally — which is a good thing. They don’t entertain things that are simply taking space. However at the same time, they tend to hesitate when making choices and there’s not…it feels airy in a sense that they are relationship oriented and want to make sure everyone’s good which is interesting. Regardless of how it ends, their strength is interpersonal relationships and navigating them. Due to this, they usually don’t have a strong tie to anyone, they float in and out of people’s lives, so this might affect their romantic relations as well.

I think this is being highlighted for you Pile Two, because now I’m getting a lot of sweet lovesick songs. If you are someone who needs a long-term committed from the get-go clear answers immediately, you might need to either be clearer with your guides for who you want or be absolutely ready for this because you’re going to clash. I don’t sense shitty energy from this person (not the best moral alignments but I’ve gotten way worse than this), but I’m not ignoring their negative qualities being the first to be thrown at me.

**Mediator’s shadow trait sits at the back of their archetypes which highlights ‘negotiating with an ulterior motive’ so doubling down as an important quality of theirs that needs to be relayed to you

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: What’s Currently Going On With Them?]

Pile Three

Who Are They: II of Pentacles Rx, VIII of Swords Rx, The Sun Rx, Sun, The Salamander & Black Pepper Rx, Crocodile, King

If this person doesn’t have strong Sun in their chart I’d be so surprised. Your person is confident, sometimes too confident. They could take on more things than they should because they enjoy the stress it gives them but I’m not so sure they’re aware of that themselves, because it causes them to get out of sorts and fall out of balance. They could be forgetful and disorganized due to this (forget date nights, birthdays, special occasions, etc because of this habit of theirs). They’re sure they can achieve whatever goal that’s set in front of them — it doesn’t feel like an ego thing it’s just confidence from life experience.

This energy however feels youthful, weirdly. I’m not sure if they’re simply a happy person, but granted the Sun is a star…so. Weirdly specific but they could have Mars in Scorpio or Capricorn, because one of these cards point towards storing their energy which can be similar to not going all out. Basically utilizing your strength and energy smartly and over extended periods of time. It is also possible that they can stand out even if they aren’t doing much, similar to Leo & Aquarius energy. For example, I was once watching people enjoy a live band (dancing, talking, all that jazz), and out of the blue a woman came over to tell me she liked my energy and wished she could go out to do the same thing alone with confidence. So they could have the same experiences as that — people just come up to them with compliments or are just drawn to them when they’re just standing there.

There’s also something about how Salamanders can regrow their limbs, and that’s most likely where their confidence comes from. They have either failed and overcome those failures (made bigger achievements to overshadow the failure), or come very close to failing but succeeded anyway. It’s like playing with fire somewhat. It’s not that they know they will win — even to this day — but they know that they’ve survived before so they should be able to do it again. Despite all of the sun imagery, I think they might be self-employed to some degree so they’re just ‘known’ to some degree. Usually that’d be a mark of authority but they have too many markers of wanting to do things and ‘feeling the heat’ so I don’t think they’d want to be a leader and hand out orders cause where’s the fun in that lmao.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: What’s Currently Going On With Them?]

Pile Four

Who Are They: The Star Rx, VIII of Pentacles Rx, Ace of Cups, Dilettante Rx, First House, The Crow & Dogwood Rx, Cosmic Egg

Your person has mutable energy. They dabble in a lot of different areas that grab their interest, but there’s something about an affected ego. First off, this person is talented and I’d dare to say creative as well. They’re curious and willing to try out whatever passes their way as long as it’s interesting. They don’t really want a mentor, they just want to jump into things themselves. There’s an underlying current of strong emotions that push them towards more creative outlets which is why I think they prefer artistic endeavors. They seem sweet but can be sensitive.

I say sensitive because they feel like they need to impress people. You know how when you have a hobby or niche knowledge/abilities that friends are aware of, and they point it out at a party and suddenly everyone wants to see it? This person seems very aware and anxious when it comes to this, so they might put up a front that they are an expert in all of these fields when they’re not. This can lead to them either directly being called out or accidentally making a fool of themselves. I don’t sense malice in regards to this but I feel not only insecurity, but a strong avoidance of putting themselves in any position to be known lmao. Not in regards to a spotlight or posting on social media, I mean just telling their friends that they’re doing something. If people find out then that’s when they start inflating their abilities due to nerves.

Honestly this person seems very sweet and somewhat innocent? The way they interact with their hobbies/interests is what seems innocent. They simply want to enjoy things they like and be left alone is what I hear. They are very capable/talented but those slip-ups can make them think the opposite and it affects their confidence. I think that’s where I’m getting this energy of depression from because when this happens it’s like they hole themselves up and almost abandon it for a while before they return to the hobby as well as interacting with others. They’re easily affected by external events.

[Extended reading on Patreon covers: What’s Currently Going On With Them?]

[sixthwater]

Hello! I will be doing some short pick a card's to help see if I'm the reader for you! Today we'll be doing a personality reading with my astrology oracle cards. Let's go!

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4)

Decks Used: The Arcana or Astrology, Astrological Oracle Cards, claves astrologicae, astrological dice

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Pile One

Cards: Pallas Athena, Eighth House, Eleventh House, Fourth House, Cancer, Pluto Rx, Sun, First House, Solar Eclipse, Virgo, Capricorn, Eighth, Saturn

So far I’m not really getting *you*, I feel nothing. Not in a bad way, but everything is about other people. Which is funny because I have a video I haven’t started yet about how a character’s transformation throughout a series is through his relationships, which I think is what you offer to others. It’s not a subconscious thing, it feels as if you actively seek to help people or point out issues within relationships or people so they can fix them. You value bonds and community and you like things to be even. However this isn’t just you so let’s dig a bit deeper.

Ah I was just thinking ‘they probably really need to feel comfortable’ just as Cancer flew out. Mmm you might have fourth house placements not necessarily Cancer ones, but it’s just more about being easily...frazzled? Oh you’re difficult to explain lol. It’s not that you’re easily frazzled because you can confront/spot these issues within others and it’s not simple things like ‘oh well did you talk to them’, it’s usually deep wounds that long conversations unearth. However at the same time you’re very simple and a bit introverted? This introversion is mainly because you feel more comfortable around people you know or in places you’re familiar with, but you also make people around you feel comfortable enough to be that vulnerable. I’m doing it again- did you. Pick Pile 2 from my pac fooreeeveerr ago when I couldn’t even focus on you - for what makes you attractive. A lot of your personality is like a guiding light, which is a bit annoying because that’s not really describing you it’s about your effect on others you know. So what I can get from that is...you might hold a lot of stuff in. With Pluto coming out in reverse, because I always take my oracles upright, it feels like struggling to deal with that energy on your own. However you have all of this glowing energy to welcome others so that they can be loved and comforted even though you can’t do that for yourself.

Solar! Oh, are you one of my cardinal siblings?! I would guess signs but whenever I pull this section they never match hehe, but I did guess maybe a Cancer Rising, however that doesn’t add up — I’m rambling. Understanding why I took Perfectionist, you sometimes present yourself as someone who needs to always seem okay. I don’t think it’s physically? It’s more like that Virgo cringe of being wrong or making mistakes or like. Existing, let’s be real lmao. However you are very open to new phases in your thinking or view of the world — which does remind me of when people do room makeovers. Changing their aesthetic for something else? It’s like you sometimes do that with who you are (forgiving of your core values). As I said, this section tends to be people’s view which can sometimes conflict with the first pull, but in this case it can match up because the Eleventh can speak to group integration and the Eighth can be constant transformation, just not in the way people seem to think.

Okay with your last roll you have to have some Cardinal dominance with Eighth house placements lmao, happy Solar Eclipse! Really the only thing to add is that you might be a bit restrictive with how you express/present yourself? As in you overthink or you feel like you’re not allowed to do certain things because you didn’t suffer enough for it? Unfortunately problems and emotions will always present themselves regardless of your status, you don’t have to be at a certain level to be frustrated, it’s okay. Also you feel a bit goofy, I hope you’re allowed to let that side out enough.

Songs: Friends – Flight of the Conchords, Girls & Boys – Good Charlotte, Perfectionist – Flash Forward, Drew Barrymore – SZA

Pile Two

Cards: Twelfth House, Hygeia, Last Quarter Moon, Sixth House, Sun, Venus, Jupiter, First Quarter, Seventh House, Uranus, Aries, Eleventh, North Node

Oh? Well, as a side note the cards came out without issue, so there’s a feeling that you know yourself quite well. More than you might realize because I feel like you...there’s a feeling of you making adjustments for yourself without realizing. There’s a house opposition but it feels like it’s working well so far here. In tune with your body and soul, so when something feels off or you’re feeling sluggish, you make adjustments to one portion of your life and you’ll be feeling a bit better the next week. There’s also a pretty forward quality here about you, you don’t pretend to be anything you’re not and you’re down to earth. This first pull can also point to a healing quality about you — the dynamic of the 6th & 12th can usually have someone who ends up working for charities or having a natural ability to help others in some form underneath their daily routine.

I already had a feeling this pile was something else. I don’t know there is a very relaxed energy about your. Even while listening to your first song, it still felt more calm despite the meaning of the song? Considering these are Benefics and The Sun, it’s like you do your best to always look on the bright side of things. I mean yes this can point to overindulging and running away from issues, especially since we got the Twelfth, but I’m feeling more tranquil and like...happy. I’m not getting negativity. So it’s just minding your business and trying to live a peaceful life. Also lowkey spiritual/philosophical, always looking for more.

Not surprised by these cards. Due to your actual energy, you seem very harmonious and pleasant to be around. However looking at these songs I’m getting it’s clear that you’ve experienced connections/situations that weren’t so pleasant. As I mentioned before, you’re someone who prefers to live a happy life, you don’t want to stay in negative places. It’s reflected in these cards that you’re very determined to move on and live the life that you want. From the perspective that you might’ve just had the worst thing happen to you and you’ve moved on next week, it can seem a bit perplexing to others haha.

Oh! That’s interesting. There is that peaceful energy to you, but due to what you experienced you want to protect others. Not in a sacrificial way, but you want to implement change. You’re not someone who wants to sit around and wait to protect after the incident has occurred. Very passionate, possible leader material, and so much care to those around you and the community that you could foster. I absolutely love your energy.

Songs: Best of You – Foo Fighters, When the Day Met the Night – Panic! At the Disco, Demons – Imagine Dragons, Awake and Alive – Skillet

Pile Three

Cards: Virgo, Sun, Taurus, Hygeia, Sagittarius, Pisces, Cancer Rx

I keep being drawn into the hole on the Sun card. I’m getting nothing else, so I think right now there is some healing that needs to be done to the ego — or identity. To piece this together, it’s like someone is being too self-critical of who they are, and to solve this they need to implement self care because I also got that. That could just be parts of the personality but I’m getting. Nothing. Let me see.

Oh my god I can’t read any of this literally. Sag-Pisces makes me think of Jupiter influence, and could point to avoidance for this particular reason. It feels like being asked what to drink, not knowing what to choose so asking to try everything. Everything feels very flimsy, so either I have a lot of people within this pile or we just need to work on who we are at our core a bit longer which is just what happens in life. Cancer being in reversed is also important, because I never take my oracles that way unless they fly out as such. This signifies a lack of nurturing in some sort. Or the emotions are being pushed to the side. Ego can’t survive without emotion — it’s just a paper bag at that point. It feels more like trying to fit into another archetype or be someone that you’re not? Like following trends as an example. I’m pulling advice for you, one second.

Energy to Embrace: Whale, Oyster, Peacock

Yeah, you have to embrace your own qualities and put them back out into the world. All of these cards show that there has been some damage done, so I can understand that there is some insecurity or fear in doing that, but masking as someone else is not the answer and it’s causing more internal confusion/damage. You have gifts that the world should see. Everyone does. We each have something that no one else can offer, which is why we’re here. Don’t water yourself down just because someone else believes you deserve to be. Work on yourself bit by bit and I hope next time I can see this pile glowing.

**As I was finishing up I realized the first song could be from another point of view towards you and you're the second song, but that might only resonate for a few people**

Songs: Oogie Boogie's Song — Ed Ivory and Ken Page, Read Your Mind – Tayla Parx

Pile Four

Cards: Venus, First Quarter Moon, Cancer, Eros, Libra, Gemini, Cancer, Third House, Seventh House, Virgo, Second, Sagittarius, Uranus

Enjoying the finer things in life and all of it’s pleasures. I’m not really feeling an intense energy besides you starting off with a Britney song but it feels more like...hidden intensity. When pushed you’ll bite back. Besides that pretty calm? You know your worth and you’ve very giving to others. Can be a bit infatuated with the idea of love, but I don’t think it’s too unrealistic or imbalanced. You’re very peaceful but also determined to achieve your goals.

Not all my favorite signs??? So you definitely enjoy interacting with others, definitely flirting with and annoying people as well. I’m still getting a really chill energy despite having these signs hit the table haha. I think you’re pretty sweet, enjoy giving your time to others and would appreciate the same back *most* of the time. You can be sensitive to the energy around you considering we got both Venus and Eros before. I can see the messiness from here but I will look away because it’s funny.

Yeah, relationships are pretty important to you. Doesn’t have to be romantic, just making the connection with others puts a smile on your face. You could also be seen as someone who is really easy to get along with. Another thing is you might be known in your community? Like local, not a big name. I’m not sure why it shot out with that, but 3rd is giving me that your parents talk a lot or they’re very involved, therefore people end up knowing you. You could also be very dedicated to what you do? Maybe not a perfectionist but you take your job or craft seriously? So you could be seen as very intelligent or very gifted due to your ‘spotless’ record haha.

Okay also maybe a bit of a smart-ass because the second I said ‘what the hell is this’ I got the last song — which is basically ‘I do whatever I want’. I don’t think that’s your dominant personality, but as I said before there are times where people test you or think lowly of you and that’s when it comes out. Like ‘ah they’re too spineless to do that’ and then you do it to prove them wrong or just piss them off honestly. With the second house I don’t think it’s money that’s a concern, but more like that items that you have, or the clothes. It’s like how you’re seen and present yourself, which can be counted as valuables because they reflect you. Sagittarius and Uranus are both outspoken and well, you want to make sure you’re noticed sometimes.

Songs: Piece of Me – Britney Spears, OT – John K, Speak — DBMK, ^_^ – CHANMINA

[sixthwater]

Hello! Have you been feeling a bit lost recently? Especially with all of the eclipses that we've been experiencing? Well, here is some short advice from your spirit guides and angels to help get things sorted out.

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4)

Decks Used: The Psychic Oracle, Fairies Oracle Deck, Elle Qui Oracle, Woodland Wardens Oracle, Sacred Creators Oracle, Sea Melodies, Language of Flowers, Wild Unknown Animal Spirits,

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Pile One

I began your reading and my back started killing me; make sure you’re doing proper stretches or you’re not pushing yourself too hard to wear yourself out.

There is a sense of holding your tongue or keeping yourself trapped in the closet. I just got an image of The Little Mermaid when she signed away her voice but it’s not the Disney version it’s the legitimate fairy tale, it’s also more of a choice? It’s difficult to describe; it’s not that you prefer to be uncomfortable and to hide under a mask blah blah blah, but there’s experience of pain and loss so you don’t want to do it again. Maybe you haven’t expressed certain emotions or identities, but you overheard them being looked down upon or it was made fun of, so instead you locked these emotions up and threw away the key (ex; someone laughing at you having feelings for them when brought up as a joke or someone disrespecting a sexual orientation/identity, etc). Your pile is the very first, in all of my history of reading, where I want to be completely silent and only listen to certain frequencies as well.

The advice: You need to listen to yourself and the world (in a way). You already have the answers to your questions/concerns inside of you, but you do need some help finding them obviously. You’re looking for external answers, but it’s only causing more confusion because...well everyone sees the world differently. So when you try to put yourself in those shoes, it causes more scratches on the Vinyl record that is your life, you know? It’s funny to say this but they’re kind of asking you to pull back and not move on so fast from what’s going on because you haven’t really sat with your feelings and gone through the process. What’s been upsetting you and why did it bother you. Why did you react that way. Well how did you get to Point E from Point B? Take a time out and sort these things out when you can because it’ll get you some clarity. There’s also a piece here about communicating and becoming vulnerable. It’s not exactly the same, but I need to figure myself out sometimes with talking and I end up stumbling upon revelations through discussions. You might need to have a low energy discussion with someone you feel comfortable with you so can get to these answers. You don’t need to immediately express or explain these things, but it will help you out. Some of you might need to re-route yourselves because you are lost and you took the wrong exit; it’s fine, that’s life and it’ll happen constantly. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about, if you weren’t here to make mistakes then what are you even here for. Confide in other people, ask for help, get some guidance. You can rely on those around you, not everyone will want to hurt you. I keep being nudged to an issue with identity and — for some it’s just figuring out who you are but there’s pain so if it is what i mentioned earlier, only you know yourself. People can help, but do not let them police who you are and decide what’s ‘correct’ and what’s not. The main message overall is that there is a need for you to be vulnerable with people — or at least someone. There is either embarrassment or pride here holding you back and it’s smothering emotions that end up causing inner turmoil. I would say this points to seeking out a therapist but there are no swords here, so I believe this could just point to finding people to confide in or making peace with the softer aspects of yourself that you might find shameful.

With ‘Chance’ and ‘Dive’, I believe it’s just pointing more towards diving deeper into unknown territory which would be emotions you haven’t explored yet. ‘You cant live your life dealing with surface level things’ is the phrase I’m getting.

Pile Two

Pretty simple so this might be short. The energy check is a bit out of reach despite how simple it seems. I think the first two songs might sum it up a lot better than I can. I don’t believe it deals directly with love, but the idea remains.

I think the advice here is to not teeter too much to one side. You’re not lacking in passion, but you might pull back too much if something fails. There’s a slim piece about being a bit scattered in where you want to go, but we’ll touch on that later. For now, it’s being enveloped by how alive you feel when you’re going after your dreams. How happy it makes you and the rush you get. I keep being drawn back to Passion Ignited as well as Aylis because they’re similar; a glowing ‘orb’ that’s placed over the chest somewhat. Ah that reminds me of The Greatest Showman. Just it’s song ‘Come Alive’, I think that fits this pile quite well. You just have to be comfortable diving into your passion and not be embarrassed, and even when making mistakes, to laugh it off and keep chasing after it. It doesn’t even have to be a dream — people call nearly everything cringe these days. Are we not supposed to have hobbies? Enjoy your hobbies, that’s the point of living. What does it matter. Express yourself and be a bit goofy, you’re a bit tense and scared of messing up right now, but it’s okay. Now before I mentioned being scattered — there’s a small message of getting a clear view of what you want in your life. Do you want to be an influencer or do you just want a good work-life balance. Or a remote job. It’s the general idea that you have which might not really be what you want at the end of the day, and they’re just asking you to clarify, because you can make certain things come true if that’s what you want. However, with just as many ‘let loose’ cards you have, they’re balanced with some grounded cards here. Also, if you haven’t reached your goal yet, don’t give up. We never reach our goal with just one attempt or in just one chapter. You will get there.

Tiger Lily...maybe my job example was on point? If you’re thinking of jumping into something headfirst with no back-up, really think about it. Make sure you have savings, you have a safety-net, you have all your bases covered, etc. There are plenty of people who can afford to take a risky route of income because other people are covering bills with an insane paycheck, or they’ve had years to build up a base. Be patient, and work dutifully to get to that place. It’s difficult, but with these really precious spread I believe that you will have much to offer people if you take your time. This doesn’t mean give up, it just means be smart and take your time.

Associated Songs: Passion – Utada Hikaru, All My Heart – Sleeping with Sirens, Tonight – Kesha

Pile Three

This is gorgeous. The energy while pulling cards was light and goofy and I’m understanding why now. The meaning of these cards would usually give off a blue/purple aura, since there are a lot of messages alluding to soul searching, but I believe this is more...personable? How do I explain this.

Usually when you think of soul searching, you think of The Hermit. Someone who pulls back from socializing and focuses on themselves. However with this combination, it feels more like really thinking about- I’m sorry the strongest smell just popped through my vents and it smells like Cinnamon. It is not my favorite but it reminds me of gatherings late at night, anyway — It feels like thinking about the people around you and how they reflect you and what you want in your life. You figure yourself out and what you want out of life by interacting with others. It’s not that you need others to do this, but they shine a light on certain aspects of yourself or they bring you to do activities that you wouldn’t have done on your own, thus making you have these realizations. So the advice itself is saying that you should sit on these moments and really let them seep in. They’re not necessarily telling you to isolate and do some introspective thinking, but when you have these moments, don’t push them aside to keep up with others. You have a knack for knowing yourself inside and out, and what’s best for you. I know that seems pretty normal, but it’s not necessarily common. Knowing who or what you want VS what you don’t is a good gift and you should be utilizing it right now. I keep hearing ‘don’t be satisfied’. Keep looking for things that really make you happy. It’s not in a greedy sense, but don’t think ‘well that’ll do’, go seek out experiences or hobbies that make you feel whole! I don’t deal with chakras, but all this green is hard to ignore considering it stands for the Heart and I’ve felt happy and calm the entire reading. There’s not much advice here because you might already have the answer inside of you but more like recommendations; such as going for walks, or having calm hangouts with friends or family. I think you’re already doing what’s being said here, but do your best to keep a balance of focusing on those revelations of what’s best for you and healthy doses of engagement with those around you. I don’t have to pull extra cards either, you seem to be doing quite fine honestly

(There are no songs here, a lot of light-hearted songs. Some goofy mixes. Good Time by Carly Rae Jepsen & Owl City as well as chill songs that don’t really have messages in them)

Pile Four

Confidence. That sums up your whole reading. Well that and some change. Right now it doesn’t necessarily feel like doubt or naysayers, but you don’t really have people to boost you up. Or you need to feel extremely safe/supported in order to really go after something — which feels more physical than spiritual. So it could be a change in majors, career, personal expression, hell maybe just changing direction with your life in terms of dropping out or not using your degree in pursuit of something else entirely. The flowers in the Deceit card resemble horns right now and it’s like opinions or external thoughts regarding the situation that can make you overthink your next steps or how you feel about the topic in general. Gosh I’m forgetting the term but in a way, they could end up being right in a sense that they affect your natural ability and make you way too anxious to perform naturally, thus making you fail. So it’s the ‘well I’m going to fail so I’m not even going to do my very best’ so when you fail you think it was destined to happen.

Your guides and angels are asking you to just take a chance and trust in the adventure. You have to move with confidence, you can’t be sheepish with this. You could be new to this change, so obviously mistakes will happen, but you can’t go into this with a pessimistic attitude. I’m seriously not getting any negative energy around you so don’t worry about that. If the world around you is dull, explore different avenues that give you joy. I’m always going to say to never just leap into the unknown without any thought, but you seem extremely hesitant and it’s holding you back from a new chapter and great experiences that are meant for you. This could be in the shape of a new job or merely just new friends who could help you gain more confidence within yourself. Again though, this pile seems more material based than the others, so I’m thinking it’s related to money matters or at the most, possibly moving but that’s a stretch. There’s a small piece of being scared to take up new opportunities because you’re not well versed in them but, you won’t know everything in the world? The only way to gain experience is to test it out. If it’s for you, then you’ll know once you try it, right?

Haha the Bear! Yeah, this is an uncomfortable time for you, but it’s urging you to sort of learn how to walk, and embrace the natural calmness yet underlying formidable strength of this animal. I’m thinking of when someone was arguing that the bear was one of the scariest predators in the world, but this card also stands for inner strength and you literally have Strength here so, you just have to be comfortable entering this new stage of life (transitions, which there are too many examples for me to list here). Don’t be hard on yourself, everyone has been in your place before.

(Not many songs, just Bends by Carly Rae Jepsen stood out)

[sixthwater]

Hello! I was able to get a reading out! I've been thinking of doing this reading for a minute and it wouldn't go away so here I am. Hopefully this is helpful to those who read it. It briefly touches over scars/wounds that seem to stem from childhood, and advice on how to heal them.

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4)

Decks Used: The Luminous Spirit, The Horror Tarot, The Abandoned Oracle, Angel Tarot, Trickster's Journey, Sacred Creators Oracle, Fairies Oracle Deck, Animal Spirit Oracle

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Pile One

Cards: Ace of Pentacles Rx, Page of Wands Rx, Knight of Cups, X of Swords, III of Cups, King of Pentacles Rx, Combustion Rx, The Spider Rx

This feels like someone who is constantly let down but has to reign in their anger or have to put their desire on the backburner for others or due to external situations. So let’s see; virgo/libra/capricorn placements, saturn-moon aspects, afflicted mars? Those are a rough few off the top of my head. Either way, I get that it stems from childhood or you have a pattern with close friends that they would promise something or I hear ‘I’ll make it up to you’ but it always fell through, so in turn you just stopped hoping for things and you are a bit..shut off? It’s not that you’re cold and you still let people in, but there’s a big fear – even if it’s muted – that once you let them in they might hurt you the same way you’ve been hurt before. Or that there’s no point in hoping you’ll get what you want. We’ll see in the advice part obviously but it also seems like you’ve just started taking this behavior as well and there’s not much action against it. Page of Wands is a doll that’s slightly ruined and I get the same energy from the ten of swords as well for some reason. It doesn’t feel like bitching but it reminds me of that ‘everything is fine’ card from The Modern Witch deck. As for Combustion, I can see how that might be internally, but you smother that. Reminds me of the daydream bits from Scrubs – you going off on someone but you don’t really do it. Your escapism isn’t the typical form, it’s just that you avoid deep attachment with people or emotions in general so you won’t get hurt. From this, I’d have to assume you sacrificed or did/gave a lot for the people you cared about but felt like they didn’t care for you the same. For a select few it could also have to do with finances or a lack of due to the ace and king of pentacles, but that’s a fleeting feeling.

Advice

Cards: X of Cups Rx, Wheel of Fortune, III of Wands, Cut the Cords of Doubt, Treat Yourself, Desire, Tarantula, Panther

You have to feel. You have two Ten’s, cutting the cord, and two fire cards. There’s a lot of purging and passion – ‘extreme’ energy if you will. The advice given circles around the house of accepting that; you are upset. You’re hurt, angry, betrayed – whatever it is, you’re feeling it. So you have to sit in it and really let that shit sink in and then finally let it out. Accepting it isn’t letting bygones be bygones, it’s understanding that you’re human and you’re not always going to be forgiving of everything and your emotions aren’t always going to make sense. For example, my friend has recently gotten the cutest kitten I have ever seen and she loves her. She has also lost her grandmother recently who she was close to. That same kitten had wrecked an item that her grandmother gave her and she expressed that she felt bad for getting mad at the cat and like, that’s to be expected. Things like that, you (pile one) have to come to terms with. Once you go through this little purge, just kind of…let go and let be. By that I mean; don’t try to predict what people are going to do or what’s going to happen with the things around you. The angel on this three of wands has their eyes closed so it’s like, waiting for the effects of your purging to take place. Once you start to implement these changes into your mindset and how you interact with people, wait to see how it’ll affect your relations with others. So the main thing is, you gotta work on your mindset and you gotta allow yourself to openly access these emotions and just feel. It’s tricky, but you have to understand that not everyone is going to be ‘Rebecca’ or ‘John’, they’re new and different people who might treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Which they only know how to if you start treating yourself better too. A lot of this is just examining your relationship with yourself, the world, others, etc. Do you think you’re unworthy of something? Why? Actually work through it, the more you process it the more information comes out. We can be aware of simple things but unless we’re actively going through our memories, some things we might’ve locked away suddenly resurfaces and gives us new context that we can work on. I’m also not surprised to see that some of the cards is just feeling a new zest/passion for life. It’s about finding your purpose but I’m reading it as finding love and standing up for yourself. Not in an argumentative way but if you feel like you’re being treated unfairly, discuss it with that person. Don’t take it because you feel like you deserve it or it’s your version of the status quo. You don’t have to rest in fighter mode but right now I believe – if i have to speak in this deck’s language – you’re docile and the reflex is to flee. You need to learn the balance of fighting as well. Again, for some of you it might be that you stay with people or situations that are familiar or comfortable even if they hurt you and you need to go beyond what you know. Seek out new things once you’ve done the work on yourself, because there’s a high chance you might outgrow these things.

Pile Two

Cards: The High Priestess, V of Wands, Judgement Rx, King of Wands, Wheel of Fortune, The Lovers Rx, Tears

You guys are special because I had to read for you guys today. I checked in and they refused to let me do it. Even after saying it was a healing reading and I'm not invasive yadayadayada, they did Not want to let me do it. Moving on. . .

Now that I’m allowed to pull your cards, I understand the protection. The Priestess and King are coming up as parental figures or just – it feels weird to say this but in comparison to the rest of the piles, they’re coming up as specific figures. It stands out because usually you will get pairs (K & Q of Cups) but instead we have a figure who is seen as intuitive and in this deck a little intimidating vs a figure who is charismatic and in this deck: has a mask on. So it’s like the top row (Priestess to the King) stands for these figures in your life whereas the rest of the cards represent the effect it had on you. So it’s interesting that between them we have conflicts, possibility of them talking down to each other, lack of awareness of where/when they’re doing it (as in their surroundings). I get a feeling of them keeping the relationship for physical matters (financial, responsibility, etc) instead of breaking it off to save stress. There’s also another element here that the King has a mask and his back is turned, but he’s facing us as if we stepped in on him doing something wrong, so of course that’s combined with The High Priestess. However this card has a little ‘animal’ with her which seems to be a messenger. So it’s like getting caught but not in the act, so no grounds to attack leaving someone to just pick at them. Onto you; this leads to an unstable environment. It just sets precedent that this is the norm, but if it is you don’t want it. It doesn’t really make you feel ‘safe’, or happy, or gave you any pleasant feelings. There was a video I watched about this, but it spoke of children dealing with forms of abuse having poor health due to always being on alert. While this may not be exactly what you’re dealing with, I think you were pretty much set up in the same way because I get the feeling of someone never really wanting to relax because they’re always waiting for that next argument or picking up on tones. I’m also consistently hearing ‘if this is what love is then I don’t want it’ over and over again while I’m trying to decipher this.

Advice

Cards: Page of Pentacles, The Fool, Queen of Pentacles, Say It Out Loud, Cozy up with Risk, Celebrate Your Wins, Gazelle

Gazelle personalities are often hyper-aware of their surroundings (bordering on hyper-vigilant)

Yeah. So if you’ve seen Skinamarink it kind of reminds me of that? It’s not my movie but people describe the tension as being…well, the gazelle personality, which is why I’m bringing it up, and of course those types of fears can start to become physical pains. I really recommend watching these two videos because it’s something to think about. To start off with this spread, it’s asking you to either speak to someone, or to journal which might be preferable to a good amount of you. I did this a few years ago but when I was in a good headspace, I just started from the beginning and made it to the present so I could do my best to unravel where my issues are stemming from and try to work on them little by little. It’s like untangling hair, it’s frustrating and you might just want to chop it off but if you go slow, you can carefully get the mess undone and figure out where the core of the issue is. The rest of this? Just grounding. It’s asking you to get out of your head and get out of survival mode and to just breathe and live. Always a lot harder to practice, but you have to catch yourself when you’re doing it and step back and knock yourself into doing it haha. I’m not necessarily picking up on trust issues or problems relating to people – at least they’re not highlighting it – but it’s more about getting stuck in your head and trying to play chess with the world and how things play out. You can’t do that. That’s like trying to fight the wheel of fortune, you’re going to lose. So spirit wants you to slowly learn how to relax and get more into the physical world. If walks help while listening to podcasts to get out of that routine, go and do that! I believe the key here is to figure out what the trigger is for overthinking and anxiety so you can catch yourself. From there, it’s just a day by day process of nurturing yourself.

Pile Three

Cards: Judgement Rx, III of Pentacles Rx, Temperance, The Fool Rx, II of Pentacles Rx, Combustion Rx

Control? Which is interesting because I feel like Judgement should be upright. However. Okay it feels like self-contained chaotic energy. Not to bring my Wife Swap binging into this, but there was a relationship between a wife and her daughter where the kid would…be a kid? And the mom would call her a misbehaving brat and label her ‘The Bad Child’. That dynamic seems like you’re implementing it upon yourself. You don’t have to have these, but I’m seeing the habit of chewing at your nails and other anxious fidgeting that’s usually picking at yourself. For some actually it reminds me of children who are neurodivergent and the family doesn’t properly know how to care for them so the child has to like…’tame’ it? I hope that makes sense. Anyway, I’m getting a lot of self-control, anxiety, frustration, foot tapping/leg shaking, and self-criticism. There’s also a piece of solitude. It’s not a choice but with the three and two it’s like…it reminds me of the eight of pentacles. Working endlessly at the same thing but this ‘thing’ is yourself. It’s keeping you in check. This ‘three’ situation might’ve been that you just simply didn’t get along with a lot of people so now you’re more introverted/isolated but I don’t get that it’s who you are? Because the ‘two’ feels like someone who is constantly watching a pot boil to make sure it doesn’t spill over, like it’s a 9-5 job for them. It’s not fun. I don’t get chaos with this externally, it’s a lot of control and it doesn’t feel fun. This could honestly just be an external routine that’s inflicted upon you but it feels more like experiences that you went through and you’ve learned that ‘ok I have to be like this in order for people to like me’.

Advice

Cards: Knight of Swords Rx, X of Wands Rx, IV of Cups, Strength, The Spark of Hustle, Ambush Fear with your Ferocious Dream, Stage of Play, Firefly, Crow

Not surprised by these cards so I have to go deeper here. Also, the Barbie soundtrack started playing in my head, take that how you will. Okay so, directly interpreting these cards is just telling you: don’t be scared, be yourself, go big or go home. Basically. That’s a bit difficult knowing the energy I picked up so. Knight of Swords can be a bit brash or rude, immature, and messy. Not the most welcoming energy, but you’ve already been locked in a cage and taught to be a type of person that you never were anyway – so it’s telling you to unwind a little bit and be more comfortable with letting that out every now and again. Especially with the ten of wands to back it up. If that voice in your head tells you to mind your actions or words, think about what an unlearned Knight of Swords would do. Obviously, don’t actively hurt people’s feelings or be a dick, but you don’t have to walk around as someone else. Four of Cups is pointing towards throwing away this mindset too, but it’s more like…not minding people’s opinions? Because obviously it’s a bit difficult to just throw all this away in one swoop. So (taking into account what I said before) if there’s some whispering or side-eyes thrown your way; treat it like the four of cups. Someone wants to say ‘oh the way you’re doing that is a little…’ cool give it the four of cups treatment. Again, this advice is a little grey if this is a case of attitude behavior and having to figure out how to interact with people, it’s a bit difficult, but Intentionally messing with people is a pretty clear line so. Strength is pretty clear; it’s just inner love and care for yourself. Trust that you’re not ‘broken’ or ‘wrong’. Now the rest of these I find to be interesting. Spark & Ambush speak more to inner child energy and being most honest about yourself. It’s like being loud and proud and embracing who you once were – which I hate saying once. It’s just finding yourself again and bringing that back out. Being comfortable with it again. Stage of Play is embracing…just that haha. It’s a lot of inner child messages, I think you would benefit from seeking out that type of healing or looking into those readings currently. I also find it cute that you got two air cards for the energy to bring in? Air is mental stimulation and sociability. If you have hobbies or interests you enjoy, talk about them. Enjoy them. Don’t hide things you enjoy. Air is about engagement in a sense, but I also find it cute that these two cards in particular speak to creativity but also an inner knowing of the self. Firefly speaks to little bursts of energy and insight, meanwhile crow is worldly knowledge. I’m really picking up on neurodivergency here but it’s a general reading so (but it Does start with an A). Honestly? Go watch some kid movies you used to love, play with some colored pencils, just enjoy yourself man. You deserve to.

Pile Four

Cards: VI of Pentacles Rx, The World, III of Cups Rx, Knight of Pentacles Rx, The Sun Rx, The Spider Rx, Backstabber (Ace of Cups Rx)

Okay this pile was a bit confusing so I had to pull one more card. I’m not getting many messages, which can sometimes be a sign of major blockage. The only few things I got were ‘not enough’ ‘want it all’ and ‘consumption’. I thought the six of pentacles was the four, so there’s also a feeling of self-preservation here. I can’t pinpoint it so the theme might connect but the specifics will differ for all of you. The things I can pick up on are: themes of depression, themes of friendships, or themes of self-worth. Regardless – motivation, ego, and self-worth pops up in all these stories. It’s like…someone feels like the cup they have has a hole in it and it’s leaking. They never have enough water so they’re always trying to fill it and no matter what they do they can never manage to do so. Trying to explain it to other people makes them seem like they don’t know what they’re doing or they’re just filling their cup wrong, so they just struggle to drink from their damaged cup. It could be depression. Since we have a card speaking to betrayal and then also the ace & three of cups reversed, this could be a specific relationship that has scarred you and causes you to struggle to reach out to other people (similar to pile one but this energy is different). It’s just…not enough is the only thing being repeated in my head and I’m not getting anything else and it feels very vacant, I’m not feeling anything else which is why I keep circling back to depression despite the cards here. I mean the three of cups can speak for a lack of interacting with…life so combined with the other cards there’s a definite possibility? So there might just be a mix of you here. We’re going to move on.

Advice

Cards: Queen of Pentacles, VI of Swords, The Trickster, Fall in Love with Your Own Story, Lighting Your Path, Cobra

This is a beautiful spread. There’s a small message that I’m going to get out of the way, which is to take care of yourself. I wouldn’t be surprised if that fell to the wayside. Get small things back into your routine like having healthy eating habits, even if they’re snacks. Going to bed at a good time, going on walks, complimenting yourself daily – things like that to make yourself feel better little by little. Pamper yourself essentially. Now the rest is much deeper. It wants you to have or embrace a rebirth of yourself. My personal suggestion, since I haven't been listening to music for this reading, is to listen to Icon for Hire. They talk about these themes, but there’s always the very long era of sitting within the old shell of yourself where it’s comfortable and being scared to break out of that and move on. Where you want to be happy or feel better but that step includes letting go of everything that you’re doing now. It brings you to the trickster (fool) which is new beginnings, and it means even more with this deck because it’s about Sun Wukong (which brings another level to everything because I wanted to use the other deck and I was just told a blunt no lmao). Anyway, you’re being encouraged to find the light within yourself. Find meaning to yourself by going within – which is much easier said than done I know. It’s beautiful that the Cobra mentions being similar to a spirit guide and talks about showing up when you’re ready to be a student of life again and then it will appear. Very similar to the fool that got pulled for your reading. Plus it’s a snake? Serious about shedding that old skin of yours (Snakeskin by Rina Sawayama? This is the only pile where songs are coming up, good for you). Last but not least, this falling in love with yourself card? Very serious. It can be difficult but there is only one you. No one is going to be able to replace that. Yes, people will be share your pain, resonate with your issues or give you advice because they’ve walked that path, but they will never shine like you can. You won’t be able to replace them either. That’s why we’re all here. Using myself, I went through the worst time of my life when I was officially diagnosed with my biggest medical issue along with everything else that I already was self-conscious about. I hated myself for a good minute before I realized that did quite nothing for me and a lot of people found it quite easy to hate on my too so why should I join them?  Look at everything you’ve done. It doesn’t have to be amazing. You’ve existed, you’ve helped others in your life whether you realize it or not, you’ve made an impact during your time here. Celebrate yourself. I hope the next time we see each other you can say that you’re beautiful because you guys are. (also? If you have a favorite piece of jewelry, you should wear that more)

[sixthwater]

Back with another yearly review! This time it's just seeing how the beginning of your year went vs where you are now. This is mainly for those who aren't sure if they've made any progress, or to see what lessons you've learned. Maybe to check what the theme of this year was? Either way, it's difficult to see where your tracks begin and end when you're the one walking the path, right?

Left → Right / Pile 1 → Pile 4)

Decks Used: Archetype Cards, Animal Spirits, Rider Waite, Sacred Creators Oracle, Fairies Oracle Deck

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Pile One

Beginning of Year

Cards: Virgin, Zebra, IV of Swords Rx, Shift, Sacred Treasure

Very straight-forward! In the beginning of the year there was a lot of external energy present; you had a new beginning or you were very open to a lot of new experiences. I’m not getting a change in mindset because this feels more action oriented, but it’s like being very excited and rejuvenated to try new things and get back into a groove after a period of rest. Before this you might have been questioning a path or why you were doing certain things, because some cards are asking you to keep reminders of your goals or your inner child with you if you start to doubt yourself again. Also Virgin speaks to someone who keeps their innocence with them regardless of what happens, as well as a new beginning. Overall, I see you being very excited and somewhat giddy about the new opportunities around you and I keep hearing ‘getting back into it’, so a return to the external world basically! For some it could’ve been an external block but I also sense just trying out new activities and experiences (food, cultures, friends, etc).

End of Year

Cards: Queen Rx, Fox, VIII of Cups Rx, Spark of Hustle, Divine Hustle

I figured something like this would happen. I wanted to pull up a playlist of a group I can’t fully listen to on spotify, and their discography is going backwards in this video. This is what your energy feels like somewhat. I also want to note that your first pile was very earthy and there were a lot of blue-greens, meanwhile this pile is red-yellow, but feels stiff and cold. Right now it feels like that energetic and passionate energy has turned into a survivalist one. It reminds me of an earth mindset where money and finances are the driving point — which in these times I’m not too surprised. Instead of passion being a driving force, it’s about what can keep you stable and what gets people interested instead of what you enjoy doing. There’s still external activity, but it’s like clocking in/out of a job. This can also extend a bit to relationships. For some, molding parts of your personality so they enjoy your company. The other group needs to reach out and spend time with loved ones and also listen to their advice/opinion if you vent to them about your stress regarding the first portion of this reading. A piece of you is testing out things, understanding they don’t work, and trying something else out but you’re not actually processing the lesson. It’s just go go go. You need to take care of yourself as much as you can and get back in touch with things like spa days. There’s a difference between reaching deadlines and pumping out content; so which one are you doing? Come to that understanding and make sure you rest your body appropriately. Also someone needs to hear this because it keeps popping up: you are not using all the skills that you have, but are still holding onto the possibility that it’ll work out. If you work at it, there’s a higher chance it’ll work out, but simply dabbling in it won’t give you the results you’re seeking. Don’t obsess over the results if it is a hobby (they should make you happy), but if you want it to work out, you have to try harder.

Pile Two

Beginning of Year

Cards: Priest Rx (Light Attributes), Unicorn, VIII of Pentacles, Divine Masculine, Joke’s on You

You are new here or you discovered a new system. I also Never take the empty cards from the Archetype deck but it wanted to come out, so I don’t believe you did anything I’m about to explain with ill intent. It could lean to just friendships for some but it’s definitely spiritual for most of you.

There’s a feeling of superiority here. Equating it to material goods, let’s say someone got into an AP class or has a higher degree. A few percentage of them will subconsciously have a tendency to exhibit some classism (ex; this person didn’t go to college therefore they aren’t as smart as me). So specifically, it can feel like the usual case of finding this new world and realizing that some people just ‘don’t get it’. So there can be some cases of trying to explain/share this newly found knowledge but being a bit intense, or distancing from old connections in favor of those who are closer to these subjects. I see someone taking in a lot of these topics and wanting to find out as much as they can immediately which is why it feels like something is new here, because that’s usually what happens. However there’s a misleading energy so it’s like...so I wanted to have TMG on in the background for whatever reason before I pulled cards and I understand why now. Some songs are poking fun at people; usually from the pov of someone who’s a disaster talking shit about other people (ex; deadbeat, no flex, clout, etc) and that’s immediately what clicked in my mind. So it generally feels like the energy of someone at a podium shouting about the good word but they barely know it themselves? That’s the general energy I have here. As I said, for some it could be about relationships and a betrayal of some sort, possibly regarding that, but that was a flicker of a message — it’s not that strong.

End of Year

Cards: Angel, Hummingbird, Ace of Pentacles Rx, Living Poetry, Gold at the end of the rainbow

Oh this is cute! I knew it’d go this way but this is more adorable than I expected haha.There is some control on the previous energy from before. You’re still expressing yourself and communicating with others, but it’s more organized? It’s when people come to you instead of you going to them, or you post stuff online. Perhaps you have a separate account to help mitigate those urges to express all the ideas in your head! So you can still share how you feel, but it’s not gaining the previous reaction mentioned before. As I said, there was never ill intent and you do want to legitimately help people. It feels like you found solace in whatever practice it was and you just want others to be able to feel the same, thus you’re trying to find the best way to do so. The Gold card mentions that you should stay focused, as you will soon reach your goal. I don’t believe it’s monetary. I’d be shocked if you weren’t new because you have the same progress that most of us have haha. When you start off, you want to express these feelings to people, you make a lot of connections and you just say them, and sometimes people just find it annoying if it’s the wrong crowd. Eventually you will find a good balance, and usually you want to start off doing it for free and to help people because it makes you happy! That’s what I’m seeing here. There’s a sweet energy coming from this section and I can see you trying to reject people’s offers to pay you for something. I’d be a bit surprised if you weren’t active in the community somewhere (whether that’s in a discord server or actively posting).

Pile Three

Beginning of Year

Cards: Victim, Beaver, King of Cups Rx, Fearless Expression, Time to tinker

Shadow work. Definitely going through negative traits you have, and confronting any past demons that have been holding you back. Enforcing boundaries, standing up for yourself, and doing your best to try and put yourself first. I don’t see you closing yourself off or becoming more cold, but it’s more like wanting a better life. You have a future that you want, and you know the steps you need to take in order to achieve it. It’s like the order of the cards; The Star comes after The Tower — that’s what I feel like happened to you but more like internally/emotionally before you started enforcing it. There’s a possibility that a few of you might be going to therapy considering some sort of expression is here, but for a majority of you it’s just placing boundaries down for what you will and will not accept into your lives.

End of Year

Cards: Hermit, Beaver, Knight of Pentacles Rx, Bliss, Sacred Treasure

Special Note: Hermit wanted to come out from the tarot but it flipped back in

Veerrryy slowed down. Focusing on yourself, your loved ones, and what’s important to you. Self-care is super prominent here. There’s a pinch of health issues for someone (you being the care-taker?) but that’s a very specific message. The point however is that you’ve basically gone into the woods to do some rebuilding from the ground up. To find your inner child, see what’s upset them and make them happy again. You want to feel peace purely from within, and you’re trying to create healthier habits around your spiritual practice or your mindset. I can see meditation, however there is also a big piece of re-framing how you see yourself and talk to yourself. Instead of negative talk it’s being more patient and reaffirming your positive qualities. I feel very calm and it’s a beautiful energy here, so if you feel like you’re not making progress don’t be fooled, you are. There’s a lot of realigning with yourself until you can head back into the over-stimulation of what society can bring. I think it’s important to note that I wanted to watch a supernatural ghost hunting youtube channel while doing this, and they have a halloween special which is heavily edited and has clips of ‘high activity’ — I can see this connected to doing shadow work when you think about it. If the caretaker message resonated with you, I can see that this time to focus on others might make you rethink your path or what you want in life (usually seeing someone run into health issues can make you think about your own life). Ah...I think also with the current transits going on (Saturn), you might be wondering what you’re even doing here. That can explain why your energy feels so intense. Please be patient with yourself, things like this are a lifelong journey. There is a chance you could get things wrong, because it’s more rare to get things right the first time around. Take time to understand what you want to do, what gives you happiness, and go for it. Just recently Andre 3000 said that a friend had told him that it’d be over if he released ‘Hey Ya’, and that most of his friends don’t like his music. He makes things that he likes and you should follow that same mindset. Yes, outside feedback is helpful but not if it imprisons you.

Pile Four

Beginning of Year

Cards: Addict, Owl, The Moon, You are light, Showing up

Interesting...in the beginning of the year there was a lot of reflective energy going on. It’s a bit difficult to explain, but it’s similar to how sometimes we can attract those that show us what we need to work on within ourselves? You were that person for others for some time. It might have been that you were outgrowing a few people in your life as well and that’s how this is showing up. It isn’t coming off as doing work on yourself, it’s more like you’re telling others about things they need to work on for themselves. Maybe some of you are tarot readers/astrologers lol. I don’t think many remarkable things happened for the first quarter of this year for you (at least not for it to show up), but you showed up for others. As I said, people probably sought you out for advice, or you subconsciously were highlighting a lot of people’s insecurities. This can sometimes make people act out, so I wouldn’t be surprised if there was a little animosity during this time due to this.

End of Year

Cards: Destroyer, Panther, The Lovers Rx, Fierce Serenity, Wayward Paths

Ah, the relationships probably started gaining traction during the middle of the year? Your energy still seems peaceful? Usually with these cards it seems a bit thrown off or frustrated but I’m getting the image of someone dusting or cleaning. You’re just simply sorting out what should or should not be in your life. The main theme is relationships, but I think it causes you to sometimes think about jobs, hobbies — what your energy is going towards. Is it worth your attention and love. You give off fixed sign energy. You have an idea of what you don’t want in your life. I don’t think you’re set on what you allow in, but once people/things cross boundaries then they have to go. You have a set of standards and right now you’re doing a spring cleaning of sorts. As I said, I don’t see it as being aggressive — I don’t see any door slamming. It’s just like...distancing? Or prioritizing different people and things that give you more happiness. I think in the beginning there was a bit of confusion or you were giving some extra chances but you realized it was throwing you off kilter which you didn’t appreciate. You’ll be entering a ‘new’ stage of your life come next spring? At the latest.

Ahaaaa, looking back at both of these piles, there was a high chance you were pulling in a lot of relationships to teach you lessons. Let’s say you had 3 friends back to back and they had varying ways of abusing your kindness. That was happening until you realized something needed to change and that’s where you are now. That’s where the subtly and slight animosity was coming from.