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[aurorasvenus]

Pick a pile : What your future partner/s.o. loves about you... (freaky edition)

Take what resonates and leave what doesn't! Happy reading.🦢

Pile 1 - 'Luxurious' by Gwen Stefani

Ouhh… there’s this vibe of how much your future partner loves fantasizing about you from the moment their eyes lay on you. They fantasize about how addicting you are; the mere idea of you intoxicates them. Being around you brings them a sense of possessiveness they may have never felt before. You’re their drug, and they don’t want therapy. I’m picking up on how much they value and desire privacy, especially when it comes to you. You’ll find them wanting to pull you aside a lot, just to have you all to themselves. They’ll want to spoil you rotten, whether you like it or not—materially, emotionally, and through acts of service. After a long day of work, the first thing on their mind is you. They want to come home to you and drown in your scent and presence. In your presence, all of their worries seem to fade away; however, the moment you're gone, they find themselves back to high levels of stress. Something about you is soothing, like a late-night bath after a long day or clean bed sheets that wrap them in comfort. They love it when you teach them how to make you feel good. I keep seeing images of you worrying about how you look or your insecurities, but they love the way you look. There is something unfiltered and raw about your beauty that turns them on—so much so that even you would be shocked. This feeling of unconditional admiration would be something new to you; they love all of you, even what you perceive as a flaw. I'm seeing that you could be someone with a very different way of presenting yourself in public. Even if you seem extroverted, you have a social battery that depletes fast. A lot of the time, you want to be left alone to recharge. Your partner understands this almost instantly, as you two are very similar in this aspect. It's like they want to be the bonfire to warm your cold hands; even in isolation, they want to be there for you and hold you.

Pile 2 - 'Obsessed' by Mariah Carey

Right off the bat, I'm picking up on your hair. You could have really curly hair, wavy hair, or dyed hair—something about it is significant. This could also imply that your future partner loves running their fingers through it. I'm also sensing that you might be insecure about your torso or chest; regardless, your future partner is obsessed with that area of your body. Your heart and chest are very sensitive, and they would love nothing more than to touch you there. Your future partner loves undressing you. That's their favorite part: slowly unveiling you and your secrets, both emotionally and physically. Something about you also comes off as a bit "bratty" in the bedroom. You might want to be constantly serviced and pleased, but little do you know that your future partner is the biggest tease. They won't give you what you want that easily! They almost want you to beg—to once again reveal those truest desires and emotions that you keep so well hidden. There's a clash of egos between the sheets that turns into a heavy sexual competition—an intense battle over who can get the other to give in first. They will want to see the untamed and raw side of your desires. The way your hands touch them and the way you move above them is a major turn-on for them. They will definitely want to experiment with you, if you know what I mean. Furthermore, push you to your edge constantly. ;)

Pile 3 - 'Fetish' by Selena Gomez

You're a very intense feminine... and your future partner won't be able to get enough of you. They keep coming back for more, insisting on loving you even though you relentlessly push them away. Your words pierce through them; the way words roll off the tip of your silver tongue pains them, yet only serves to keep them hooked. You challenge their ego and everything they've ever believed, unexpectedly capturing their mind and soul. Every day, they find themselves wanting to see into your mind and hear your voice and your laughter—but most especially, they want to see the genuine smile you so rarely show. Something about you reminds them of laying in a sunny field of grass and flowers, the sound of children playing, and the idea of family. This confuses them, as you seem wary of having children yourself; regardless, they may still have fantasies of starting a family with you. You'll be surprised by how they treat you like the only person left on Earth. Even you might become worried by their fixed devotion, but there's no changing their mind about you. Your constant rebuttals and doubts will only make them want to prove their love even more—concerningly so, even if it means giving much more to you than you give to them. There is a sense of blind devotion and worship toward your body; they understand the sacredness of seeing you. They will shower you with praise and will love to stimulate you with their words before making a move. They will never force anything upon you. To them, you are the sun.

[galene-gothic]

𝖶𝗁𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖿𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎?

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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱

It is very much going to be something like love at first sight. I personally think that love at first sight is more so a recognition of attraction at first sight that may or may not grow into something more but there’s going to be this adrenaline rush that you’ll make them feel very early on, possibly even when they first meet you before you even share a conversation. Honestly, it seems very instant. They’ll see you and you may or may not see them but they’re going to feel that excitement, that pull towards you. You’re going to seem fairly put together at all times and there’s something about them observing you without interacting with you. You’re going to appear to them as a more solid and mature person from a distance who they might find a bit hard to approach, possibly even quiet but when they’ll talk to you, their perception of you will shift in which they’ll see you to be more childlike and fun loving. They’re going to find it to be very fun to be around you and they’re going to experience emotions that border on both excitement, and fear, like a tipping point between the two. This is probably not the right time for me to use this example but I’d like to give a disclaimer that I’m not doing so lightly and with insensitivity, it’s like their feelings for you will be the meeting point between adrenaline and adrenochrome, I’m literally getting them being able to feel their heart beat faster, and something fluttering at a point that they can’t even pinpoint - somewhere between their chest and stomach, and then feeling tingles on their shoulders and thighs when around you. The way they’ll feel towards you will be a bit overwhelming but they’ll enjoy all the hormonal rises and sensations. They won’t know what everything is going to lead to but they’ll be enjoying the present moment a lot, feeling like a dumb lovestruck kid. You know how attraction makes some people feel naive and act really young? You’re going to bring out that side of them. I find this reading so cute, oh my god. They’re going to secretly look for and at you but it may be very discreet, and quick. Simply just seeing you is going to make them feel that rush in their veins and also an odd sense of comfort, and they’re going to enjoy that sensation, that feeling. You’re going to make them feel eased up as well as fueled up. For those of you who expose skin, your most preferred area might be shoulders, collarbones, etc. They’ll desire you a lot and might see you with an off shoulder, no sleeve or halter top that exposes your upper body to them and they might have a hard time looking at you because of how it makes them feel. I keep on getting that their blood pressure will literally rise in your presence. I just heard ‘special kind of pain’, the term ‘pain’ in this context seems to be regarding how you’ll strip them off their peace by making them feel so incredibly attracted to you, they are going to feel so many different sensations and emotions, they’re going to get lost in thought a lot regarding you and you may not even be aware of it because one thing about you is that you’re very present in your body so you notice when someone is looking at you, and you might feel as though you’re not really catching their eye but little do you know that looking at you, being around you makes them feel such a rush that it is a bit repulsive. You’re going to seem really grounded when around them, oddly composed which will be in stark contrast with their own sensations and emotions, and they might try to keep their distance from you but you’ll be weighing heavily on their mind.

I’m picking up on them acting really composed as well and reserved but the way they’ll see you is that you are grounded, and do not mind or care about their presence or absence because you are comfortable anywhere you are and everywhere that you are. While you are around people, you’re going to be very caring and in a grounded manner as in you’ll be thoughtful enough to ask if those around you ate, if they received something that was their serve, etc. For example, if you guys are in an environment where you’re working together in some way and there’s distribution of ice cream or juice, you’ll ask if someone who entered the room received their share, and if they haven’t, you’ll try to look around to see if there’s any left for you to give them. You’ll also have this comfortableness to you, it will feel as though you’re in your own body and adoring people, genuinely caring about them even when you’re scolding them or ordering them in some way? Almost as if you’re gentle parenting them. One thing about you is that you truly make an effort to take care of yourself and remain grounded, and try to function with maturity and groundedness as well as are inclined towards soul searching, and self improvement. You spend a lot of time thinking, some of you could even possibly be into reading or/and writing, and who you are in private is what makes you so grounded and mature externally, and you’ll seem very comfortable at all times, no matter where you are or who you’re with, or without and that’s going to be incredibly attractive to them. The thing about life is that change is the only constant and everything changes except change itself so naturally, us as humans cannot defy this law, and while many people are resistant to change, you’re going to be highly inclined towards it for your own betterment and they might not see it right away because I’m getting that you won’t express it to them because I’ve been picking up on a bit of a communication gap right from the start but even without communication, they might get that vibe from you because who you are in private and what you do will inevitably show up publicly but it will become obvious, and they’ll be sure about it only as they get to know you better. You’re going to have certain private thoughts about things they did and said. They may have possibly even displayed a bit of a defensive attitude towards you regarding something they believe in or stand for after something happened but you will not let it move you as in “does ___ look down on me because I was talking about it?” Instead, you’ll remain grounded and will reflect over it, and take from it to learn and change for the better which you may or may not voice out to them but they’ll end up seeing. For example, you guys work together (just an example), if a coworker who does not possess the strongest work ethic blows up on your group for being sent somewhere for work or relaxation from the higher ups because of your high work quality in your recent project and you mention it to them, and they pull a “well, it’s in the past, there’s no point in digging it, I don’t want to talk about it.” Instead of thinking “oh, do they dislike me for mentioning it?” Or “are they mad at me? Do they look down on me for speaking about a situation like that? For gossiping?” You’re going to “I’m going to learn from this and learn how to process things internally, and let it go as well as not speak about situations in a gossipy manner.” They’re going to fall in love with you as a whole. Their initial attraction towards you will definitely play a part in why they’ll fall in love with you but the more they’ll get to know you, the more they’ll like you until they eventually fall in love with you. Actually, I don’t think that the term ‘eventually’ is accurate here because they’ll fall in love with you pretty speedily just as they’ll be attracted to you pretty speedily but initially, there’s going to be a communication gap or/and defensiveness.

Once you move past that, you’ll both communicate in a manner that feels effortless and only further grows their attraction, respect, and fondness for you. They’re going to realise that you possess so much depth and have worked a lot on yourself, and value the right things in life. Also, you’re going to seem very comfortable and will be incredibly comfortable by, and with yourself and will be kind, genuine, and caring in a grounded manner in which you make sure that you’re taken care of as well and will have self reflected, and changed a lot to have gotten where you’re at and become who you are, and that’s going to be a character trait of yours - self reflecting, soul searching and changing for the better, they’re going to love that. You’re going to have really profound thoughts because of how much you think so deep conversations with you will resonate with them on a deeper level, on a soul level, changing them as well. Where you may have made them feel really nervous and defensive, and they genuinely couldn’t even really talk to you early on and only looked at you secretly or struggled with even doing so, over time, you’ll make them feel enthusiastic to live life and engage with you. You’ll bring out a very childlike side of them, a very fun loving side and they’ll enjoy it. You’ll still make them nervous but it will be more so excitement than nervousness, the sensations will be the same, possibly even more intense but you’ll have seduced them in a manner that will make them feel very comfortable with you, they’ll feel like it’s just the two of you when you’re around each other, you’ll be in your own bubble and you’ll touch them mentally, making them think, and changing them. You’re someone who as mature as you are and as deeply as you think, and as intelligent and growth oriented as you are, and as much as you value the right things, you’re also just as attractive sexually. It could be anything - a more playfully sexual and flirty vibe, a more seductive one or a more promiscuous dressing style, or speech. No matter what, they’ll love everything, they’ll love the contradictions and the balance between different qualities of yours - maturity, simplicity, childlikeness, enthusiasm, zest, curiosity, priority of the right things, deep thinking, present living, comfortability in yourself and in every environment you’re in whether you’re alone or with other people, and the way you take care of yourself and others, are constantly growing, and the efficiency with which you’ll be able to connect conversation wise. Also, one other thing that they’ll really like about you is the way you do not get caught up in the waiting game and live life wholeheartedly no matter where you’re at but how despite your zest, and enthusiasm, you enjoy and do not shy away from deep thinking as well as negative emotions, and instead use these as a catalyst for growth and change. I just heard that negative emotions, deep thinking, even being misunderstood and isolated by others is cathartic to you because of the way you experience, express, and grow through it.

If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. The topic being ‘why will you fall in love with your future spouse?’. This pile was 1,923 words, the extended is 2,344 words. Totalling to 4,267 words.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱

One of your quirks is your inability to make minor decisions. If you’re brought to a departmental store and asked to pick something to drink - milkshake, juices, etc. You’ll genuinely be overwhelmed and won’t be able to make up your mind or at least, you’ll not be able to voice out a choice confidently even if you have something in mind. It’s almost as if your mind goes blank and you don’t know what you like anymore, what you usually drink and prefer xD. Your future spouse will find this to be extremely adorable about you because you’ll just look up at them for approval or to choose for you because you genuinely just don’t know. They’re going to daydream about you a lot and will find you to be incredibly adorable yet confusing. There will be so many different sides to you that they won’t know to pick and choose from, and even you won’t pick and choose what to be, what to express, and what to be seen as. You’re going to just be yourself even if it’s confusing for others because of how many different sides of yourself you display and they’re going to find that to be incredibly attractive. “There’s nothing to prove when you know yourself” is the kind of energy that I’m getting from you. One of your traits is going to be your more soft personality. The way you present yourself, you are going to be very mindful of not violating other people’s boundaries or making them feel dominated. Instead, you’ll act almost submissive in the way you present yourself and that will make it easy for people to sort of push onto you. They’ll meet you when you’re still a doormat? 💀I’m sorry if that was too blunt but I’m getting that you tend to mind your own business and don’t try to assert yourself upon anyone but others tend to take it as a weakness, and try to walk all over you and dominate you. I’m picking up on it being more so groups of people doing this to you rather than just one or two people. It will confuse them as to why you tolerate such things at all but the thing is, even if it bothers you, it won’t really bother you? You’re not going to be too ego driven so when people will push onto you, you’ll see it as more of a ‘them’ thing than a ‘you’ thing. You won’t even fully register people’s mistreatment of you because you seem to possess a really underdeveloped ego and understanding of it but they’ll like how you aren’t as try-hard as other people. You’re going to be attacked by people but won’t try to wrong others yourself or assert yourself onto them and will frankly struggle to deal with such situations efficiently i.e. you won’t stand up for yourself because you won’t even fully understand what’s going on but that’s exactly how you’ll deal with it efficiently, you’ll be rising above it all. Also, another thing is that your future spouse will likely have many options but out of everyone, you’ll be the least interested in trying to assert yourself and win them over. You won’t try to fight for them or the connection, or anything of that sort. Instead, you will seem almost defensive towards them and indecisive about them, and that will confuse them because they’re likely used to people giving into them fairly easily while you’ll seem so unassertive yet will not allow them to assert themself onto you but despite the way you won’t be allowing them to infiltrate your mind and your life, and will not be giving into them, you also won’t seem too defensive. Honestly, you’ll seem almost unaffected but at the same time, you will seem slightly defensive and guarded but it will still be in a defenseless way i.e. you will still seem open but hard to reach and get through to, to win over, just unaffected to put it plainly and you won’t show any drive to try to impress them, show yourself to them or fight for them, or the connection. They’ll not be able to understand you but they’ll enjoy the mystery and confusion.

They’ll be one of those people who is so confused about you that they want to discover more about you and when they try, they’ll realise that internally, you have a very strong character, possess a very strong mindset especially and have a crazy solid cut off game. Wait, I think I finally have a way to explain the feeling I’ve been trying to express but have been unable to. So, one thing about you is that you’re a truth seeker and very reasonable. You have always been this way. You do not like lies. In fact, lack of honesty and the feeling of being deceived in any way, even as a joke, you’ve never taken it well ever since you were a child. You probably possess a duality in which you have a strong enough mind to be extremely straightforward and direct as well as very well spoken, and witty. You are focused on your own integrity as well as mental energy, keeping it clean and strong so you do not focus on people exerting themselves on you aggressively. It’s not like you don’t realise or are dumb, you do realise to some extent but don’t let other’s actions and emotions weigh on you because you prioritise your own mind, character, and well-being too much for that but internally, you protect yourself by having a very thick skin, by fighting off the thoughts that make you feel weak because obviously if groups of people are attacking and belittling, it will unsettle you. You’re going to be the living embodiment of the saying “gentle people are the strongest.” It will require so much courage to be as soft as you are but you’ll do it so well. However, because internally you’ll possess sharp intelligence and reasoning, as well as desire for, and willingness to see the truth and will have strong boundaries internally even if externally, you act more meek and gentle in presentation of yourself, they’ll get glimpses of that side of you or at least the feel of it as they’ll clash onto the armour that you’ve built around yourself whenever they’ll try to push themself onto you. You will seem unaffected but they’ll be able to see who you truly are past your more soft and gentle exterior but it’s more so going to be in glimpses, and they’ll be able to pick up on how bothered you are by their tactics if you don’t agree with them even though you do not voice it out directly and even if you are bothered, you’ll not let it bother you instead because of your decisiveness internally, your firmness internally, they’ll feel more of a vibe shift i.e. you growing even more indifferent to them. Over time, you’ll grow more into yourself and confidently so i.e. even externally, you’ll seem like a clear thinker with strong boundaries who will not take any bullshit and knows themself, and cannot be fooled. One thing about you is that you’ll seem to know what you want at some point and even initially, even if you don’t know enough to know what you want, and what you don’t want, you’ll know how to not accept what doesn’t feel right to you because you’ll possess fairly strong reasoning skills. Also, when they’ll talk to you, you will say things that will really stimulate their mind because it will seem as though you have values and morals, and possess a certain firmness that most people these days don’t. I just heard that you’ll operate via a set of rules and you will not ask for approval for them or even feel the need to voice it out to others, you will simply just live by them internally despite seeming very gentle, soft and meek on the surface 💀. You’re going to be a bit judgemental not gonna lie but the thing is, you’re also going to be principled and you’re not going to try to make other people feel lesser than you for not living the way you do, in fact, you’ll try to avoid doing so especially during your early years because despite your best efforts, you will trigger people left or right but over time, you’ll not care who feels how because of you and how they try to belittle you because you’ll have dealt with it enough, and will only be concerned with living your own life well and with integrity.

“Am I judgemental because I’m principled or am I principled because I’m judgemental?” You’ll actually make the effort to think about yourself and your own behaviour rather than falling complacent, and not correcting yourself at all. Due to how principled you yourself are and how you try to correct yourself, and live well, with integrity, you’ll not put up with behaviour that is not up to your standards and taste. You’re also going to value intelligence and mental stimulation, and conversation in a partner because you’ll look to learn and teach to the right people, to become more virtuous, moral, and wise. Another thing is that you will take things personally but also not, as in, if something goes down in your friend group that makes you doubt their loyalty, priorities and character, you will assess well, and will choose to drop them if you feel like it’s not worth it to maintain a friendship with them because of lack of similar values. One of the reasons that you’re confusing is also going to be because you’re highly self assured and will not fight with people despite not being afraid of confrontation, you’ll know how to make decisions, and just go through with them without seeking external validation even if you yourself are not sure about them yet because you operate through your values, not emotions and sentiments. In fact, you’ll often avoid talking about situations with people unless you know that they’ll agree with you because you will not want anyone or anything to change your mind, not that it’s possible anyway 😭💀. Due to how firm you are in your character and loyalty, you will value loyalty, and will not vibe with anyone who seems to be ignorant and not on your team when required of them so you’ll cut them off taking their actions personally but you’ll take it personally as in “they’re not the people for me” rather than hating on them for the rest of your life for not being what you wanted and needed them to be. All of your nuances - your indecision, your unassertiveness, your integrity, your intelligence, your cut off game despite your unassuming and soft, unguarded outer appearance, your sensitivity but also your firmness in dealing with situations that hurt you without drowning in it and making a mountain out of a molehill, the way that you’ll look up at them like a puppy with an innocent expression on your face. All of this is what will make them fall in love with you.

If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It includes more details as to why they will fall in love with you and a separate full length reading on the topic ‘why will you fall in love with your future spouse?’. This pile was 1,873 words, the extended is 2,972 words. Totalling to 4,845 words.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱

Your future spouse is going to find you to be extremely attractive, both on the outside and on the inside. I’m picking up on an instant attraction on their part but the more that they’ll get to know you, the more that it will grow. So you’re going to be someone who is very comfortable with yourself and you will value being treated with care, and being comfortable wherever you’re at so while trying to make sure that you’re comfortable, you’re going to end up doing so for others too. You’re someone who will not feel good when withholding love because you enjoy experiencing it, it’s a big part of who you are and you will know how to experience it unconditionally, in the present moment by then so because of how you’ll be vibrating in the highest energy i.e. love, you’re going to be extremely magnetic. There’s this thing in which, who you are on the inside is out for others to see and feel, and because of that, you appear more physically attractive because all you are is love and warmth, and that makes others feel loved and warm, and so they end up loving you and treating you warmly, and with respect. You know what I’m getting? You radiate a white, almost golden light, a halo but one that is surrounding you, one that comes off of you and wraps around everyone who comes close to you. It provides bliss to those around you. You know how to make people feel at home and loved, and you don’t even have to try, you naturally radiate this kind of energy without having to try at all. “Effortlessly loving, effortlessly loved.” Your personality is epic and you’re so charismatic, you appear to be the best looking person to those around you even if you do not fit into beauty standards. I do get that most of you are very physically attractive regardless of what you look like though but dear, your essence, your energy, your character, your personality is what makes you divine and hence, beautiful. You genuinely appear physically attractive to others because of your soul, your energy, your personality. I don’t even know how to explain it because it’s not a case of ‘overlooking your appearance because of your stellar personality’ thing but more so that no matter how physically attractive you are, you look even more physically attractive and in a close to divine manner, one that evokes emotion, and admiration kind of way? I’m being brought to Aphrodite and how she supposedly appeared like the physical ideal of whoever looked at her so she was literally the most beautiful being everyone ever saw but in your case, it’s more like yes, you are the most beautiful person they have ever seen and you do appear to be their ideal but instead of their eyes perceiving you as their ideal, whatever you are, whoever you are is such a moving force that you are just… everyone’s ideal. Your future spouse is going to be completely taken by you. You’ll be their kind of woman and they’ll genuinely believe that there’s only one of you in the world so they’ll have their heart, and mind set on you and you’ll just take over them completely. This quality of yours is going to be very basic to you as in, you’ll be used to taking over people with your love, energy and warmth, and yes, beauty but you’ll only get more and more beautiful each second that they’ll know you because you just are that way, there’s so much beauty to every aspect of you, it’s almost like you’re too good to be true because of how high vibrational you are. Your world is going to be utterly beautiful and full of love, your inner world i.e. and hence, your outer world, your very self will express it and gosh, they’ll be able to see just how loving, loved, admired, adored, everything you are, and they’ll know that others are taken by you too, that they find you to be utterly beautiful as well and honestly, with an energy like yours, why would they not fall in love with you? It’s not just your energy, it’s your entire being, your appearance, mind, spirit, emotionality, all of it, you’re just beautiful to your very core.

Actually, you are beautiful beyond your core, your beauty can be felt in the atmosphere, everywhere you’re present. It’s just such a divine and beautiful energy, I don’t think that I’m even being able to describe it properly but I promise, I’m trying my best here 😭. Imagine this, someone walks in and there’s a certain warmth that envelops the room, it’s almost as if they possess a golden white light that is radiating off of them causing them to stand out from everyone and the more you interact with them, the more you feel one with them, the more you feel integrated into this light, this warmth and you only want more, and more of it and the more you indulge, the more beautiful the other person appears, and it’s not an illusion or anything of that sort, they genuinely do look more beautiful. That’s you. Your future spouse is going to be insanely attracted to you and it’s not going to be a small crush. They’ll be smitten, in fact, they’ll be completely taken by you right away and when they’ll see your actions, and your choices reflect your values, they’ll like you even more. Despite how attractive and loving you are, you’re going to be on a pedestal. Many people, despite being attracted to you, will not feel comfortable enough to come forth to you romantically because they’ll respect you too much for that. You’re going to be extremely good at connecting with people and due to how present you’ll be, you’re going to be a joy to be around, and people will feel incredibly attracted to you because there’s going to be emotional and mental resonance there. You will know not to make anyone feel less or more than you but despite that, you’re going to be a very private person and will be stingy with true emotional connections, and investments. I don’t think that ‘stingy’ is the right word actually. You are going to be very open to people and will love wholeheartedly but you are going to keep certain things of value to yourself, being very picky with who gets it. Also, another thing is that despite being very loving to everyone, you do not sell yourself short. You will know your own value, your own values and will choose accordingly, where to invest your energy, and emotions and especially, where not to. You’re not going to hesitate to pull your emotional investments back and keep to yourself if you’re put in a humiliating or hurtful situation. You will not compromise with yourself, you will not play about yourself. You are going to be very good at making good decisions and that’s going to be because you’ll value yourself the most. You’re going to know that the end all be all is you and will center all your decisions around yourself, your well-being, values, who you are and want to be so you will be quick to remove people from your life, and pull back into yourself when something makes you feel as though you would have to compromise yourself, your emotions or/and your values. You will genuinely feel as though you’re betraying yourself so you’ll have no choice but to do what you have to for the highest good. No wonder you’re so respectable and admirable as well as just have such a great energy, personality, and character, you have no tolerance for situations and people that try to pull you away from yourself. You like yourself too much for that. Despite how good you are at pulling your energy back out of self respect, you do not take anything personally and will not let it shake you for too long. Instead, you will look at negative thoughts and emotions as something to eliminate, and work with in order to make concise decisions as well as act with more alignment to your own values rather than something to drag you down and make you break or lose your character. You are focused on keeping your life comfortable, abundant, full of love and remaining high vibe so anything that does not align with that, it automatically gets removed from your life or something happens that forces you to remove it. “Vibration so high, all the bullshit falls off my reality by itself.”

You are still going to have compassion for the people involved but you won’t let that compassion move you negatively and honestly, once your perception of people changes, as much as you’ll still be compassionate, it will be more about you, and your own character than about them. You will still be respectful and grateful for everything shared together but not sentimentally, and will be acting like the bigger person because you will know that you kind of are the bigger person. For example, if during a situation when you really needed your friends, they excluded you or ignored the obvious mistreatment towards you, you will be angry as your perception of them will change but you will almost feel bad for them for not having a backbone and the same values as well as as strong of a character as you, for not functioning with as much love, and courage as you do but you’ll let things go in peace. Over time, you won’t resent them, you’ll just look at the situation as you simply just wanting a more even partnership and functioning with self respect, not wanting to be pulled away from yourself or betray yourself, and wanting to exert your energy and resources onto the right things, situations, and people. “If you’re always having to be the bigger person, maybe you should stop surrounding yourself with small people.” You are so respectable. You know your own values, your worth, what you want out of life and what you provide so you are unwilling, and frankly unable to put up with mediocrity and lack of mutual respect, and value. If you feel like the people in your life would not do what you would for them, you do not hesitate to settle the dynamic and make it even. You value whoever values you but you’re very openly loving and do not hold back on love so initially you give love freely, it’s just that over time, you decide whether or not it’s valuable to have people in your close circle and constantly pour into them. People close to you are blessed to have you, you do not reserve anything for a ‘romantic partner’ or anything of that sort, the way you love is very undefinable, you’ll love them just as a mother cares for her child, just as a lover cares for their lover, you’re protective, you hold onto them and take care of them, you’re unwilling to let them be in situations that are troublesome, you’ll bend over backwards for them if you have to so it is also going to be the kind of love that an older brother holds towards their sister. You’ve always been a giver but even if someone isn’t in your close circle, they will still receive your love and warmth when you’re around them, it’s just that they do not receive your time and availability as much as those in your close circle but they still enjoy, and receive a lot from you when they’re in the same environment because you’re very inclusive and openly giving, and loving. How could your future spouse NOT fall in love with you? 🤷🏻‍♀️

If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It includes more details as to why they will fall in love with you and a separate full length reading on the topic ‘why will you fall in love with your future spouse?’. This pile was 1,976 words, the extended is 3,360 words. Totalling to 5,336 words.

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[pac!] what does the universe want you to know about your future spouse

pick an image! [1-6 left to right] ⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ pls remember that this is a general reading so take what resonates and let the rest drift away~

pile one

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the first thing i’m picking up on is your future spouse’s smile! you will love their smile and will be one of your favorite features of theirs. their smile is contagious :)

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting an image of shaggy long ish hair and the color being blonde-light brown.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants you to know that your future spouse is currently going through a painful ending and entering a new chapter in their life. they could be moving, starting a new job/career/school, or it could just be a mental shift.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ communication and honesty is extremely important to your partner because of past experiences. words of affirmation could also be one of their love languages.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ when it comes to school/their career, they are great team-players and people get along with them well. they are also highly motivated and have a strong work ethic.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ their family could be pretty well off, but they don’t appear to be spoiled. they like diving into their career/school and it’s extremely important to them. they are also very intelligent and is/was one of the top students in their school.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ one of your future spouse’s aspirations and goals is to help give you your dream life in any way they can: financially, emotionally, spiritually. i’m getting an image of them gifting you your dream car. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ people find your future spouse charming and easy-going. they easily make others laugh and feel at ease.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i think your future spouse is pretty shy when it comes to love and romance. it takes them a while to warm up and express interest. i’m picking up that they could be a secret admirer of yours. they will steal glances, stare at you a lot, before approaching you.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ there could be some type of miscommunication between the two of you when you first meet. once it’s resolved, your relationship will develop pretty quickly.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could be well-travelled and love taking vacations. they like diving into different cultures and i also see that they would love to travel with you.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is very romantic and that would probably shock a lot of people in their life.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they have strong morals and ethics and they are not afraid to express their opinions. they stand their ground and fight for what they believe is right.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ their favorite number could be 3 or 4.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could be a cancer or have a lot of cancer placements.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ if you’ve been asking the universe for a sign/answer about your future spouse, i see that happening soon.

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pile two

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i'm getting an image of dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. their eyes are pretty intense and i see you being captivated by them. their eyes could also be one of your favorite features of theirs, maybe that’s why you chose this pile ;)

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants you to know that your future spouse is very creative! this could be their hobby or career, but they are visionaries and enjoy the arts.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they are also someone who is religious/spiritual and it’s something that’s important to them. when they make decisions, they rely on their spirituality and their mind.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is a great manifestor! i don’t know if that’s something that they are aware of, but they have manifested a lot of things in their life.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they are positive thinkers and are high-vibrational. they attract a lot of good energy and people into their life.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could be an only child or the oldest sibling and because of that they put a lot of pressure on themselves to be perfect. they are high achievers and strive to do better. because they’ve always been like this, they could currently be going through burn out and feeling dissatisfied in their lives. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ their family could have influenced them to go into a specific field, but they have realized that that’s something they don’t want to do. they are feeling a lot of heavy emotions right now and deciding what they want their future to look like. i do see them entering a state of prosperity soon.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i also see one of their wish fulfillments coming true which will bring a lot of excitement in their lives. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse could be an ambivert, leaning towards extroverted. despite that, they have a rich inner world that they don’t let just anyone in.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they have a lot of energy and i’m hearing “bursts of enthusiasm” i feel like this correlates to their creative interests. like when inspiration strikes, they devote their time and attention to it.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ this is random, but they will be great texters. i see you both checking up on each other and having good communication.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ their energy feels fresh and clean. like clean fresh air, does that make sense lol? they just feel so refreshing and i feel like you need that energy.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m picking up that this is a past life connection, you both have def been together in past lives and are reuniting in this one. i am also seeing that originally the universe planned for you two to meet when you were younger but there was something that occurred that didn’t make that happen. if you feel like you should have met by now, this is why.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they enjoy playing video games and enjoy seeing beautiful scenery and nature.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe is asking of you to trust the process and know that things are unfolding. meeting your future spouse is something that you can’t control and will happen when you both are ready.

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pile three

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting an image of your future spouse with their head down facing the ground. it feels like they recently went through some type of separation (this could be romantic or platonic) that left their heart heavy. i think this person betrayed your future spouse and it got pretty intense. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is someone who always tries to look for the good in people and they have a lot of faith. because of this, a lot of people betray and hurt them. but no matter what, they continue to have faith in people.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they have a big heart and are ready and looking for love, looking for you. they're tired of the games people are playing and they're ready to settle down.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i see their life shifting and them starting a new beginning. their energy feels heavy and sad now, but once they release this energy i see them recharging and feeling lighter. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ this is random but they have a strong spiritual guide who is a woman and this spirit guide checks up on you too. they could also play a role in your meeting.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is extremely romantic and they already have so many dates and vacations in mind and they can’t wait to spoil you!! like they are ready lol!!

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants you to know that your partner is someone new and someone you haven’t met yet. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they may have issues/conflict with their family and because of this they have an idealistic view on how they want their home life to be. i’m specifically picking up that they don’t like screaming and yelling.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i see them focusing on their future and i see a big material dream of theirs coming into fruition soon. if they are not successful now, i do see them being successful and well off in the future.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse thinks with their heart and feelings more than their head.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse isn’t afraid to express their emotions and love to you. their love is loud and proud!

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ this is random but I'm picking up that they have a specific romcom film that’s very comforting to them that they watch when they need a pick me up. i’m also getting an image of you two doing a face mask and watching this film. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your partner will inspire you to open your heart more and express your feelings and love freely.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could wear glasses, have veiny hands, and curly hair.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ there’s this feeling of you taking a chance on them when you first meet. they could be different from your usual type, their long-distance, whatever your situation is, i see you taking a risk and it paying off.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ you and your future spouse mirror each other and the universe is encouraging you both to surrender, to release the past and past hurt. doing so well help open up space energetically and better prepare you for your union. 

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pile four

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants you to know that your future spouse is currently going through a lot of heavy emotions and feelings. i’m getting an image of waves so it feels like their emotions go up and down and right now they’re feeling down. they’re feeling constricted in their life, this could be due to the people around them, their living situation. i’m hearing them say that they feel like no one understands them. 

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they’re feeling lonely right now and i’m just feeling a lot of sadness. i’m also picking up that they listen to a lot of music to uplift their spirits. there’s a specific artist that speaks to their soul and i’m specifically picking up on mac miller (for some of them.) i’m getting an image of them crying, ah pile four your future spouse is going through it right now.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ for their job/career i’m picking up that they can work with their hands, i’m hearing the phrase “tools of the trade.” i’m also seeing that they could be their own boss or be in a higher position. if they’re still in school, i see this for their future.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could have wavy hair and have sharp facial features. i’m also picking up that for some of you your future spouse looks older than their age and for others they look younger than their age, no in between lol.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they could also have a lot of water and earth placements.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is someone who has grounding energy and they are very patient. when they have something set on their mind, they take their time to plan and then they take action.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ physical touch could be one of their love languages and they love to be affectionate and cuddly with you.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting the feeling that you and your future spouse will have a lot of similarities and this will deepen your connection. you have a spiritual connection with this person. a connection that can’t be described in words.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse may have tried or successfully connected with you in your dreams. their higher self has tried to send you messages. if you have had a feeling about this, this is confirmation.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting an image of you resting your head on their shoulder, very cute :3

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse has a strong and loving relationship with their family and they want to have a safe and nurturing home with you, just like their parents modeled for them.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is currently going through a spiritual awakening and you may be too.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants me to tell you to have faith when it comes to romantic love. your person, your soulmate, they are out there. one day you will meet and experience this whirlwind romance.

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pile five

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ as i was channeling the energy for this pile i got a whiff of perfume/cologne lol so to me this is confirmation that your future spouse has a scent that they love and they love to smell good. i’m also picking up that your future spouse takes their self-care seriously and like to keep themselves groomed and clean. i’m hearing the word “health nut.” your future spouse is someone who likes physical activity and nourishing their body with healthy food.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ their physique and body in general may be the first thing you notice about them and i see you both being attracted to each other instantly. their smile and laugh is also something you will love about them.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants to emphasize your meeting for some reason. the universe wants you to know that you will lock eyes instantly with them and there is going to be so much attraction. i know i said that already but i cannot emphasize it enough lol!

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is a charmer and flirt for sure. they’re a smooth talker and they also feel very approachable.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i don’t think your future spouse has been in a serious relationship before, i’m just picking up on flings and them having fun. i don’t think there in this stage anymore, but i’m seeing that you and your future spouse may have similar experiences when it comes to romantic love? like perhaps you also haven’t been in a serious relationship. this is something that i see you two bonding over.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is currently dealing with a fake person in their life and i see them getting an epiphany about this person and releasing them.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i also see success in their future when it comes to their school/job/career (whatever applies to them.) they are elevating and there is going to be a lot of rapid movement in their life.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse is someone who has a lot of people in their corner. they are a great friend and genuinely cares for their people.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse finds you absolutely beautiful and mesmerizing :) they love your inner and outer beauty and i’m hearing them tell you that you are what they have been looking for all along.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting an image of you two talking and agreeing that meeting each other brought you guys faith in people again lol. i think you both have dealt with icky people in the past and you will connect about this.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ this is random but your wedding (if you choose to marry) will be huge like you both know a lot of people and/or have a big family.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse’s higher self is wanting me to tell you that they love you and that they are excited for the future :’)

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wants you to know that you are worthy of love. no matter what horrible things people have said about you, no matter how people treated you in the past, you are worthy of this beautiful deep love. 

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pile six

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ ahhhh pile six!!! okay look i never ever want to give false hope and never will. i am always honest with my readings, both when i see the bad things and the good things. and because i feel it so strongly intuitively and see it in the cards as well i wanted to share this message. i am getting the message that for some of you who have chosen pile six, you will meet your future spouse fairly soon (could be a year or two.) again, i don’t want to breed false hope but this is what i genuinely see and feel. the universe is strongly emphasizing this message and i’m also just feeling so much excitement!! this applies to those who have a strong feeling that something will happen soon. the universe is confirming to me that it has been sending you signs about this. if you have asked the universe to give you signs about your future spouse, i see the universe giving you these signs. i also want to note that the future isn’t set in stone, this is what the current energy is projecting and what i currently see. things can change, this is just what i see! ah i apologize for making this part long i just am getting this message so strongly but i wanted to clarify my intentions and that the future is fluid! and again, this applies to those who just know and have a feeling. i know that sounds vague but it’s that thing where if you know you know. this pile feels very specific so if this doesn’t apply to you, pls feel free to choose another pile!

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i am also getting that some of you may already have contact/communication with your future spouse or you will in the near future.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i am sensing that you have been reassessing yourself and your traits, i’m picking up on a lot of self reflection and healing. i see you recognizing relationship patterns, traits of yourself that you don’t like when your in a relationship, and i see you being aware of this and changing and growing.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m also picking up on a lot of forgiveness, wow your energy honestly feels so beautiful i have to say :’) and i don’t even know if you're aware of this but because you are doing this, you are preparing yourself for meeting your future spouse! your energy and their energy are aligning and i am sensing your energies getting closer and closer.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i see that your future spouse is mirroring you as well and working through their fears and past hurt.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ they are focused on their finances/career and i’m picking up that they either got a new job or got promoted.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ if you are currently going through family matters (specifically with an older woman) this is confirmation that this is your pile. i also see that your future spouse is dealing with family matters.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i see that having a secure and loving family is something that is important to you and your future spouse. (whether you want children/pets,etc.)

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i’m getting a message that your future spouse may have recently moved or will move to where you live.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ your future spouse could be an earth sign or have a lot of earth placements.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ i think a lesson your future spouse needs to learn is to not be as stubborn and be willing to change to create space for new things. i think they can get stuck in their own ways, especially when they get comfortable, but the universe is pushing them to learn this lesson.

⋆❆˚｡₊⊹❅⋆ the universe wanted to send you this message to encourage you to continue focusing on yourself and to prepare your energy for what’s to come. continue what you have been doing pile six!!

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ahhh hello and thank you so much for reading :D i hope it brought you guidance and was fun to read <3 i luv winter and i thought it would be so cute to do a winter aesthetic!! i'm sending so much luv always xx jas

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PICK A CARD: Something beautiful you do not see in yourself (truthful)

Hello and welcome to a new post of mine. This time, I will give you a reading on something beautiful you do not see in yourself because you deserve to be reminded of all of your beauty, inside and out. I hope you enjoy and this makes you cheer up / happy.

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Pile 1

There is something genuinely beautiful about you that you refuse to see even when it is right there, even when it’s reflected back at you through mirrors, screens, other peoples eyes. You have convinced yourself that beauty has a very specific shape, a very specific way of existing, and that you simply did not get the memo when it was handed out. But you seriously did. You just folded it up and hid it away somewhere deep because it felt safer to believe you were lacking than to believe you were already enough. Your face is not something that needs fixing or adjusting or hiding. Your features are shaped with intention, with balance, with a softness and harmony you overlook because you stare too long and too critically. You zoom in on things no one else would ever isolate, you forget to look at yourself as a whole. There is a natural proportion to you; not just your face but your entire body that works together in a way that feels right. It flows; nothing is out of place, even if you’ve spent years telling yourself it is. The things you label as flaws are often the exact things people linger on. Not in a negative way, not in a judging way, but in a quietly noticing way. Your teeth, for example, are something you may barely think about or actively dislike, but others notice the way they soften your expressions, the way they make you look warm, approachable and real. There is a gentleness to you that shows through the smallest details. People see your beauty far more clearly than you see your own. They think it when they walk past you, even if they don’t say anything. They think it when you post a picture and they pause for a second longer than they meant to. They think it when they’re on a call with you and catch themselves just watching you talk. Compliments are not the only proof of attraction and silence is not the same as absence. A lot of people carry their thoughts quietly. Just because they don’t hand them to you doesn’t mean they don’t exist. You are definitely more beautiful than the version of you that lives in your head.

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Pile 2

There are things that are so beautiful that you tend to over look, well, that you have been taught to overlook, minimise, or even apologise for, and that is the way you talk. The way your thoughts spill out of you, the way you connect one idea to another, the way your stories stretch and grow and take up space. You don’t just speak to fill silence, you speak because there is life inside you and it wants to be shared. There is curiousity there, excitement, warmth. You talk because you are engaged with the world and with the people in front of you, and that is not something everyone has. Somewhere along the way, people made you feel like this was too much. Like you were doing something wrong by being audible, expressive, animated. You have memories of being shushed, interrupted, talked over. You remember looks that lingered just long enough to make you self conscious, you remember shrinking mid sentence, lowering your voice, cutting your story short because suddenly you felt annoying, embarrassing, like you were taking up more space than you were allowed. And over time that does something to a person. It makes you associate your natural spark with shame. But the truth is, those people didn’t dislike you. They disliked what they didn’t understand. They didn’t have the same hunger for connection, the same need to express, to exchange stories and thoughts and little observations about life. They didn’t know how alive a person can be when they let themselves speak freely, and instead of admiring that, instead of leaning into it, they tried to dull it. That is a reflection of them, not you. A lack on their part, not an excess on yours. You don’t see how pretty you are when you talk, because you were taught to associate prettiness with quietness. With being palatable, easy, small. But there is nothing small about you, and there never was meant to be. Your voice carries warmth, it carries humour, intelligence, honesty. People don’t tolerate you speaking, they enjoy it. They listen more closely than you think. They remember the things you say long after the conversation ends.

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Pile 3

This pile is for the people who, even when they sit down and try to list things they like about themselves, always add a ‘but-‘ at the end of it. Yes, you might like your creativity, but you don’t think it’s enough. Yes, you might like your hair, or your nose, or the way your shoulders sit when you wear certain clothes, but you wouldn’t call yourself beautiful, you wouldn’t call yourself the ideal. And that’s the strange thing here, because to the people around you, you are exactly that. Not in a perfect, polished, unrealistic way, a very human, very real, and very grounding way. You don’t see yourself as someone people look up to. Rather, you see yourself as someone who is just trying to survive, just trying to get through the day, the week, and the year. And maybe your life has been hard, maybe it still is. People don’t deny that, they don’t minimise it, they definitely don’t think you’ve had it easy. They see how much you struggle, how heavy things get for you, how sometimes you are holding yourself together by the thinnest thread imaginable. But what they focus on isn’t the breaking, it’s the fact that you keep going anyway. There is something incredibly beautiful about the way you endure. Whether you do it confidently or whether you crawl through it on your knees, it doesn’t matter. You still do it; you still show up, you still love, you still care, you still try. And that strength, even when it’s quiet, even when it’s messy, is something people admire deeply. They see you as someone who feels intensely but doesn’t let that turn them cruel. Someone who has every reason to shut down, yet somehow remains soft. You don’t think you’re the ideal because you know all your flaws, all your fears, all your worst thoughts. But other people don’t see you as your flaws, they see you as the sum of everything you are; including the pain, including the survival, including the kindness you give without even noticing. And to them that combination is rare. That combination is something they wish they had, something they wish they could be. You don’t see it, but you embody it effortlessly. Not as in that they wish they would experience all you have experienced, but in the way that if they did, they would be just like you. Even if you cannot fathom some people could see you as a figure to look up to.

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Pick A pile: Your future spouse's love language in bed (18+)

About this reading: In this reading, we are going to explore the love language of your future spouse in bed, which is basically how do they exactly express themselves in bed, their overall energy, how do they show you that they want you, and what do they expect from you as well, and their impact on you, like how their intimacy style affects you emotionally and physically, and what their aftercare after intimacy looks like. All these aspects are covered in the respective piles.

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‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ PILE 1 ‎✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

Lordddd pile 1 😭😭 your future spouse is BIG on kissing!!! It's basically their top love language and also their most favourite thing to do with you!!! Every time they want to show affection? Smooch. Every time they want to soften you up? Another smooch. And they’re GOOD at it too. Like dangerously good. Like “why is this so soft and uhfnjfkdajs?? why am I melting??” They literally express their feelings through their mouth lmao 💀✋🏻. they’re obsessed with the feeling of tasting you slowly😏. But this is not some shy little timid lover. PLEASE. Look at the swords in this spread. this person has dominance in their BLOOD. Their vibe in bed is dominance. The type of dominance where they know exactly what they want and exactly how to get it. They know how to warm you up slowly, build you up, tease you, take their sweet time preparing you lmaooo…and then when they feel the moment is right, They take control. And without even raising their voice. It’s just the energy and also the stare. they love hearing you. LOVE it. they want to hear your moans, your breath you whispering “oh my god” because of something they did. Compliments during sex, Oh they EAT THAT SHIT UP. you telling them “that feels so good” and that's an Immediate power boost for them. They get off on knowing they’re blowing your mind. Their desire grows the more YOU respond. This is someone who wants to hear, feel, see EVERYTHING you’re experiencing.

Okay now, you know how I said earlier that they start all soft and sweet? Let me be brutally honest: that sweetness is the BAIT. 😭 Because baby once the real desire hits, oh they’re not soft anymore. They’re not shy at all. They WANT to see you melt into their touch. They want to see your body respond to them. But the best this here is that they NEVER rush you. Like EVER. Even if they’re dying inside, even if they're imagining 10 different ways to take you right now, they will wait. Even years into the relationship, they won’t push. They’ll let you set the pace until you open up. And that’s when THEIR wild side comes out. They have a loooooot of desire for you, but they hide it behind. You’re gonna FEEL it though. Oh trust me you will absolutely feel it in their stare. and them being skilled? Goosebumps. I literally got goosebumps. Because even if some of yall fs might not have a ton of experience but they still know how to handle you. They know where to touch. They know when to slow down, when to speed up, when to grip your waist, when to grab your neck, how to hold your waist, like they read your body like a language. (Godd this image looks SOOO MICH BETTER IN MY MIND TRUST MEEE😭✋🏻✨)

Now what turns them on the MOST, they’re turned on by DOMINANCE. Their dominance. THEM getting what they want. And by “getting what they want,” I mean YOU reacting. You responding. You giving in. You becoming a little shy, a little (or a lot) breathless, a little “oh my god I can’t handle you.” If you think you're dominant, wait until you meet this person lmaooooo your dominance will literally glitch out. Their energy is just stronger. f you crave them, if you reach for them, if you look at them with that “please” in your eyes… THEY’RE DONE. That’s it.

Emotion matters SO MUCH here too. Sex is not just sex for them, it’s much MUCH more than that. Something they put effort, time, devotion, and presence into. This is the kind of sex that changes your perception of sex. goshhh their Tongue skills, Hand skills, Stamina, Multiple rounds. Multiple orgasms. Shaking, shivering, weak legs, holding onto them for balance… the whole thing. They LOVE pushing you to the brink. Not in an uncomfortable way, just in a “I want to see how much pleasure your body can handle” way.

Their REAL love language reveals itself AFTER sex. This is someone who might be all composed, teasing, during sex, but afterwards they get soft. SOFT. Like suddenly the sword energy melts into water energy and they’re wrapping their arms around you, pulling you into their chest, kissing your forehead, rubbing your back. They show love by holding you gently after.

The queen of cups earlier hinted that you’d feel deeply emotional, and the 4 of wands confirms that this person’s AFTERCARE is their biggest love language. This is where they show the emotion they hid during sex. They’ll check in on you. They’ll stroke your hair. They’ll pull you closer unconsciously. They might not say “I love you” but their body language screams it. after sex is the ONLY time they fully open up.

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‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ PILE 2 ‎✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

Okay so for my pile 2s… listen… your person is NOT the type who’s going to sit there and describe every fantasy in a paragraph. They’re not super vocal about what they want, but omg they KNOW what they’re doing. Like this is someone who may not give you words, but they’ll give you results 😭 I can’t even pinpoint their exact sexual style right now because every pile 2 person’s person comes with their own flavor, BUT the vibe is literally: whatever you personally love, they HAVE it. Like your specific turn ons, your specific preferences… they just naturally match that. It’s kinda eerie honestly. I’m also getting that you might not be super experienced when you meet them, or at least not as experienced as other people your age. And it won’t matter at all because they’re naturally good at making you feel comfortable + insanely satisfied. This person is low key fertile as hell though 💀 so if you’re a female expecting a male partner… yeah just be careful in the early stages unless you want a sudden “surprise.” protection, besties, PLEASE. Also, this person is NOT a casual hookup type. They’re not the “yeah let’s just do it for fun” kind. They need some real emotional connection or at least a clear label before they go into anything sexual. They’re a little traditional like that. Passionate af, but still traditional.

Now the Death card in sexual readings… omg… big indicator that this person is actually very intense and very deep in bed. Like not chaotic or crazy, but the kind who builds everything up so slowly you’re literally vibrating. Foreplay is their KINK. They love the slow teasing, the touching, the eye contact, the warming-up stage, that’s their favorite part. They’re not the “straight to the point” kind. They love to savour everything, take their sweet time, and they make it so worth it. And honestly slow sex with someone like this, that’s where the real fire starts. They’re huge on eye contact too, like they “stare into your soul while doing things” kind of eye contact. And sometimes they might lose control because your confidence turns them on a LOOOOT. When you take the lead sometimes, Oh they’re done for. Completely melted. It’s hilarioussss AND ORAL. OMG oral. They’re obsessed with it. Like this person is very tongue active 💀🔥. Mischievous energy, teasing energy, using their mouth everywhere they can type of vibe. For some of you this person might be into threesomes, Or at least the idea of exploring sexually in that way. BUT if you’re not into that, don’t freak out, because for many they just like involving toys, tools, things to make it fun and playful. They love experimenting. Trying new stuff. Keeping the spark alive ALWAYS. Sex is not “activity” for them… it’s like a whole ritual. They take it seriously but also playfully.

They like leaving a mark… not necessarily literally every time (though maybeeeee hehehehe) but they want each experience to feel memorable, special and just different. And this person is VERY private about all this. They’re not the PDA type. But in private, Yeah. The playfulness, the intimacy, the eye contact, the teasing, it’s all there in them. They won’t say everything out loud but they’ll communicate with their expression and their touch. And they read you SO well. Like they know your body better than YOU know your body. They can literally tell what you’re feeling by one breath. It’s insane. This person loves seeing you surrender, (why do each pile have this kink 😭) not in a disrespectful way, like crossing boundaries or anything, but they love guiding you into pleasure you didn’t even know existed. Death + Devil together in a sexual reading, Bro that combo is CRAZY. This person is super smooth too. Nothing feels abrupt with them. They’re kind of skilled, honestly. They either learned or practiced or studied what they’re doing because they genuinely want to pleasure you as much as possible. Seeing you actually enjoy yourself is what turns them on the most.

And omg the teasing you and actually testing your patience, THEY LOVE IT. The flirting in bed, the whispering, the “I know what I’m doing to you” smirk. If you tease them back, Yeah, they’re going to lose their composure so fast. They’ll grab you like they don’t want you going anywhere. They’re very affectionate bed, lots of kissing, lots of closeness. After being with them, You’re gonna feel boneless but still wanting more 😭 crazzyyyy. Like shaking, overwhelmed, emotional, but also craving them again immediately. They open you up emotionally too, not just physically. You’ll feel… revealed. In a good way. Like you can’t and don’t want to walk away from them afterward.

And honestly, every time you two do it, it might be very spontaneous. Like you didn’t plan it, you weren’t expecting it that day, and then suddenly all the bottled-up tension turns into something crazy. Especially the first time between you both might not be planned, just “ When it happens, it’s going to consume both of you. The orgasm is going to feel like releasing everything you’ve been holding emotionally + physically. Eye contact is going to be insane, like you’re saying things to each other without even speaking.

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‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ PILE 3‎ ✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

Okay WHY does this person try SO HARD to pretend they’re calm?? They’re out here walking around like some smonk, all peaceful, gentle, soft-spoken… but the cards are like “this person is horny as hell but hiding it behind a fake personality” 😭 Like they look unbothered but inside they’re pacing like a wolf in heat. And the funniest part is that they actually think they’re being subtle. They’re not.

And the sex with them Oh. god. This is the “best friend you accidentally start making out with and then suddenly the vibe changes” type of intimacy. like it’s friendly, warm, cooperative, and so balanced that sometimes you’ll literally sit there like, “How is sex THIS cute and THIS hot at the same time??” You two don’t fall into strict roles, you’re not the designated sub, they’re not the designated dom, none of that rigid dynamic stuff. It’s so interchangeable. One day you’re the one taking over and pinning them down, and the next day they’re the one pushing you against the pillows. It’s all about mood, energy, and what feels natural in the moment. That’s the magic of this pile, equal give and take, baby. Both of you get to be the main character.

And foreplay, PLEASE. This person LIVES for it. Like they consider foreplay an entire sport. A hobby. A lifestyle. They are not here for “let’s get straight to it.” No. They want to build the tension so slow and so deep that you’re literally SQUIRMING by the time anything happens. They’re big on kissing, slow, lingering, teasing kisses that make your brain glitch. They’re obsessed with touching the sensitive spots of your body and watching you react. They want to explore every inch before getting into the heated stuff. And the funny thing is… this person has FANTASIES. LOTS of them. Silent ones. Hidden ones. the kind they’d never openly admit in conversation. They keep them locked in, but the moment they’re actually in the mood? Ohhhh baby those fantasies COME OUT. Suddenly you’re seeing a whole different side of them and you’re like, “WAIT A MINUTE, WHO TAUGHT YOU THIS??” They go from “aww soft boy/girl energy” to “I’m about to show you what a starving wild animal looks like.” It’s unhinged in the most attractive way possible lmaooo

But here’s the twist: they’re only like this with YOU. To the outside world, they are the most composed human being imaginable. Calm. No dramatic . They look like someone who doesn’t even think about sex (only if they know our pile 3 person) But behind closed doors they are a whole different creature. And they’re very physically expressive once the privacy kicks in. They’re super open with what they feel, what they want, what hurts, what they need, what they crave. They communicate honestly with you, about problems, feelings, everything. They don’t hide anything and also expect the same from you.

You’ll feel this happy, warm, sunshine type of energy with them. They actually enjoy intimacy. Like they’re not performing, not pretending, not acting sexy for aesthetics, they’re genuinely, wholeheartedly, stupidly happy to be there with you. You’ll notice it in their eyes, especially during sex. They maintain constant eye contact, the kind of eye contact that says “I’m enjoying this more than I can say" and then there’s their face. You know that little smile people have when they’re not actually smiling but their whole aura looks happy? That’s them. Their face glows. They look like someone who’s fully at peace and turned on at the same time.

And oh my GOD, the confidence. They aren't cocky or arrogant, but just this warm, stable, grounding confidence that makes YOU feel even more comfortable and that makes you relax, open up, and enjoy things more intensely. They love knowing what you like, they actually ask, listen, and ADJUST. They’re not the “I’ll do what I want and you’ll deal with it” type. No. They genuinely want to make sure you enjoy every second. They get turned on by YOUR pleasure.

And your reactions?? YOUR reactions are their kink. Babes, they will literally BLUSH if you so much as moan their name with an ounce of sincerity. They love seeing how you touch them, how you treat them, how you appreciate them. They don’t need grand gestures, something small and honest makes them EVAPORATE. They like being treated with affection. They like being seen, they like being valued.

This pile is honestly the cutest mix of sexual tension + gentle softness. It’s spicy, yes, very spicy, but not in a harsh, sharp way. It’s sensual, warm, melty, flowy, communicative. It’s the kind of sex where you feel both horny AND emotionally safe at the same time. Nothing is forced, nothing is rushed, nothing is awkward or performative. It’s two people who genuinely enjoy each other’s bodies and just love each other's presence and want to make every expereice of their life fun without too much stiffness and seriousenss.

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⊂⊃﹑18+ PICK A CARD : your sex appeal; fantasies people have about you

mdni; strong mentions of sexual content.

little bit of a different format since i don't have the time to do my usual one. this is my first nsfw pac as well as the first pac of the year since i've been crazy busy with academics. hopefully, i'll be able to be more active soon.

pile 1 ₊⊹

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Quite a few of you have a very difficult relationship with your sexuality. In fact, the phrase "stilted seduction" came to mind. You could have been conditioned to believe that any self-expression even remotely sensual, not even sexual, is almost equivalent to "asking for it."

Most of you have a difficult time imagining you have a sex appeal at all and could have chosen this PAC to get validation that it is not the case. However, I honestly don't feel comfortable diving into the sex appeal of this pile because there's so much resistance and discomfort, that I sense you just want to force through instead of doing the work to deconstruct the shame you feel around sex. If you identify as a woman, you could not feel like a "whole" woman or a "real" woman because you can't access being sensual or seductive. You feel that you don't have the charm your peers easily wield nor can you get the person you have your eyes set on as easily as the others.

There's also a lot of anger and resentment underneath it all due to being unable to express yourself this way. Anger at the people who've instilled this shame in you, anger towards the people who have it easier than you and get what you want, anger and disgust towards yourself even.

Once again, if you identify as a woman, you might have had a phase where you thought it's easier to be thought of as "one of the boys" rather than a genuine romantic interest. And you really leaned into this, because it was the only way of getting attention from the people you liked. Some of you might have had a pick-me phase too. Growing up "ugly" or attracting unwanted attraction could be something you faced that also added to this stunted relationship with desirability.

I know that the PAC is meant to get into your sex appeal, but there is far too much fear and anxiety surrounding this topic and I do not feel comfortable forcing it. I've already tried to work on this pile for weeks but it just isn't happening so I'm going to take that a sign. Even a scenario I channeled was quite sad and from your end, rather than what others think about you. Some of you feel that even if you do get chosen, you're only the consolation prize and your person will always imagine someone else in your stead.

Pile 1s, what you need is a whole lot of healing and kindness towards yourself as well as others. I'm sensing some of you could have been quite nasty or passive aggressive to those close to you during rough patches due to envy or jealousy. You've judged others for being "overly promiscuous", for freely enjoying even pieces of media that depict sensuality/sexuality, but now that you've somewhat found in in yourself to explore it yourself, you fear others will do the same and get defensive in advance.

We all have moments we are not proud of but it is important to forgive and move ahead.

The messages for this pile are quite blunt and I don't feel called to sugarcoat it. Normally, I'd provide suggestions on how to go forward from here but Spirit merely wants attention to be brought to these patterns so that you are aware of it. And to do the work required to overcome this. Some of you have a habit of spiraling into shame & resentment, followed by quick fix of some kind to make yourself feel better. There's a whole lot of denial going on within that needs to be looked into.

Even though this wasn't what I intended for this pile, I still hope it provided some helpful insight for you all.

channeled messages : "it is easier to be competent than sexy."

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pile 2 ₊⊹

It’s giving Higuruma from JJK. Would not be surprised if y'all had dark circles that added to your appeal. Something about your tired expression, or the somber tone could get people going. Sex could be a huge part of your wind-down or stress release routine.

Also, the way you guys refrain from giving in way too easily. Not necessarily playing hard to get, but you don’t mind waiting. It’s like an unaffected mountain of patience and calm while the other person is deep into their desire. Even if you verbally affirm something (like yeah I'll come over to your place at 7) the other person could read it as simply another appointment to you because you don’t react to specially to it. You’re constantly busy and some of you could have pain in your shoulders or back.

I just heard “I could fix that.” The people you attract with your appeal are very eager to please or want to be of use to you in bed. They seek acknowledgement or praise or some evidence to see that they affect you too.

I feel like you come off as apathetic to most people. Because of this, whenever someone sees you passionate about something, whether it's for work or a hobby, they find that incredibly alluring and dare I say, even sexy.

I feel like if someone communicates this to you, you’d be a little amused and tease them. If you aren’t confident in your sexuality now, then perhaps this is later on in your journey, or just your admirer’s obsession (less likely), but I imagine you teasing them like “aw, my good girl/boy doesn’t see how affected I am by them, hm?” while touching them and getting them worked up. I feel like you’d tease them mercilessly through actions or words, before letting them take control as a way of apologizing. You’d whisper into their ear about what they do to you, about your arousal and take pleasure in their reactions.

Your sex appeal is coming through as chill, laid-back and confident. Primarily, you use it as a stress-relief or at least that’s what your partners perceive it to be. Some of your lovers do end up feeling a bit neglected/ not getting as much care or attention as they need, so pay attention to that and try to open up a dialogue.

You could blurt out sexual stuff quite bluntly (with tact ofc) that gets others flustered and you enjoy that reaction. You prefer it aa your method of flirting because it takes less energy and still has quite an effect them. 

They’re very eager to please you. I feel like most of you have arrangements for sex rather than a committed relationship.

Idk if you set the boundaries properly, but communication doesn’t really seem to be going on unless it’s for a booty call. But it’s a 180 during sex, you’re more attentive and all that attention is finally present now. It’s very flattering for other person and they once again want to please you. I feel like you could get head often or people definitely fantasize about giving you head often. 

Going to be honest pile 2, you should communicate with your booty call cause they ain't getting all that from their sex life with you when it comes to the emotional part. Maybe the aftercare isn't quite meeting all their needs or something else. It’s on them to communicate too but I feel like they place you on a pedestal and are a bit intimidated. It is the same if you're in a relationship. They don’t want to seem too difficult “otherwise you’ll stop calling” is what I heard.

Your strengths lie in prolonging the softer moments, long make-out sessions with you where there’s loads of sensual kissing, setting up the atmosphere, edging, etc. A wilder side is unleashed that your admirers are enchanted to see and want to be the only one who gets to see such a side of you.

channeled messages: "i wanna ride," cross-fading

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pile 3 ₊⊹

It's giving forest-recluse-faerie who’s happy with their animals, doesn’t go out into town much and is a bit skeptical of people approaching their, especially with romantic intentions. But a hunter who catches sight of her is bewitched by them.

There’s something very pure about you and I don’t mean it in a virginal sense. Pure of heart. You could be very kind to animals and have lots of compassion for beings or causes that people normally overlook, but when it comes to humans you could view them with a natural distrust and keeping your distance. This fascinates people. Especially someone who’s seen you be so kind to strays for example is a bit confused when you’re standoffish and cold when they approach you.

It’s not as if you’re completely closed off. You have a rich inner world that you have painstakingly cultivated (and brought back to life is what I’m hearing) People in the past have trampled on your heart so now you’re very careful about who you bring into your inner sanctuary. There’s this one specific memory where you show someone something really precious to you and then they sort of dismiss it like “That’s it? That’s what you wanted me here for?” For some of you, they could have also tried to get into your pants right after that which made you really jaded. For the ones you do care about, you share freely with them and others wonder why they can’t get that with you. You might find that people are even more insistent on getting with you ever since you imposed stricter boundaries as they view it as a challenge.

But even when they can’t get past the wall, they can still see the sharp wit and intellect. It’s something most of them struggle to keep up which is why these sort of people don’t usually impress you.

Which leads me to the sexual fantasies— they want you to touch them with wonder. They want you to direct that gaze of curiosity and awe when it comes to them. They want to "train" you. Hear you. They want you to trail your hands all over their body. They dream of you approaching them and then seducing them, like some sort of fairy nymph that just sits don on their lap one day, teasing and playing until they finally can’t bear it anymore.  They're very in awe of your body. Most of the fantasies are just unabashed checking out and exploration your body, being able to touch you and to gaze at you when you’re at your most intimate. Some of them want to watch you masturbate. They want to look at that blissed out look on your face so that they can have something for their spank bank.

channeled messages : "There you are again," hide and seek, roleplay, CNC, impact play, voyeurism, peeping tom roleplay/fantasies.

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i had originally planned to do written scenarios for each pile but i was practically writing smut so i scrapped it. i'll save that for future readings.

like i said, this is my first nsfw reading so i'd love to hear yall's thoughts on it!! pls do comment and reblog if you enjoyed it xx

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