Info: A long time after the movie, Kirk/Spock Prime.
The USS Enterprise gets called to the Vulcan colony on request of the Ambassador (Spock Prime) who is on his death bed. Kirk reflects on their recurring meetings (and the subsequent mind-meld sex thing they do) and stays by Spock Prime (alone with lots of hand-holding and touching and just plain natural intimacy, and also really very private as Kirk is the only one that Spock Prime wants to see) and they do one last mind-meld kiss as Spock Prime dies (do a bit on where Kirk finally leaves Spock Prime's room to tell someone that he died).
Lots of angsty sadness on Kirk's part because he felt that Spock Prime was the only one with whom he had any meaningful relationship- who never doubted anything he did from the moment they met (mention how he had no doubt that Kirk would be captain and how he seemed confused that he just wasn't), who always believed and loved him, regardless of what he did- and this carries on for the entire time they are there for the funeral. Lots of reminiscing here, about all the mind-meldy sex and the lovely, fuzzy emotions they induced, please.
Then, the night before the Enterprise leaves again, Spock v2.0 seeks out Kirk because he doesn't understand why he's all sad and basically wants to absolve the issue so his captain can work properly. He finds Kirk alone on the bridge, sitting in his chair. He attempts to talk to him but Kirk doesn't respond.
Finally, after a while of accomplishing nothing, Kirk stands up and just kisses the hell out of Spock. A long, drawn out dirty kiss. Then he pulls back and storms off without explanation because it wasn't the same as kissing Spock Prime at all- there was no mind-meld thing, no connection- it didn't even physically feel the same.
Ends with Kirk walking back to his room on the Enterprise (not to the place the colony gave them), vowing to never return to the Vulcan colony if he can avoid it, because really, what's the point anymore? The other Vulcans don't like him anyway.
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Okay, I am aware that the prompt is long and that the resulting fic will be long too. But I just need this fic and I'd really like to see someone put the prompt into prose. I meant what I said in the title. I will write any prompt the writer for this prompt wants.
SOMEONE JUST WRITE IT PLEASE.
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