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Highly recommend everyone gets skin-safe markers. I love drawing on my hands to make them look like my drone hands! Only bummer for me is I don't have yellow, so I can't color in the triangle or the caution pattern on my wrists. But it's still so awesome and euphoric!

And once you have 'em, the possibilities are endless. You can draw scales, fur patterns, anything to make you look more like yourself. And obviously you can also just draw anything on yourself for fun! It's great and I've not seen many people talk about this kind of thing

I don't know exactly where you can get them, mine were a gift, but there are probably places to order them online! Or maybe in craft stores :)

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lowkey miss my wings so much lately and it's so annoying cause I get so melancholy about it

Cause like no matter what I'll never be able to have 'em back. No amount of gear is going to make me fly. And no amount of swinging or running or anything is going to make them sprout out of my back. And it sucks that there's nothing I can do.

Though if anyone does have any tips for wing dysphoria then throw 'em at me and I might give it a try

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going full cat today (got my tail and ears and even the bell collar my friend made me >:3) and I'm very happy about it. My cat identity is such a regular part of me that sometimes I forget to actually engage with it for a while, and I forget how happy it makes me <3

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my biggest question from the new short is where the hell is J's office space. There's no way that all fit in the landing pod

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being shifty is both a blessing and a curse because on one hand yay! I'm myself! I'm a creature, a beast, a mechanical cryptid, a little guy!!

But then there's The Aching. This Isn't Right. Surely there's something I can do to right things and become fully myself. But there's not. I'll never be able to let out what's inside of me.

But also wow I'm a robot and a kitty and a dragon and other critters!!

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Choosing something to eat is so hard, I should be able to just devour some worker drone and be done with it

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got to spend my weekend at a fun event being a dragon! I even got to see Uzi and Cyn and some other friends there! It was dragon euphoric to be seen as myself and spend the whole day with my gear on, and I even got some disassembly drone euphoria along with it from following Uzi around and feeling like I was her "scary dog" like in Canon ehehe (Despite the fact that I'm sure I didn't actually look scary at all X3)

And like Cyn said to me it's awesome to spend a weekend where everyone seem more "normal to us," people with horns and ears and tails and wings. And everyone just accepts what you are, even if it's pretend for most of them. Everyone who saw me saw me as a dragon and rolled with it! It rocks! I am a beast of the skies and sea!!

It was so much fun but now my scales and talons and hardware are sooo sore and tired .

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sometimes I get annoyed seeing cosplays of myself, not because they're bad or wrong or anything, but actually because they're so good and I am jealouss

They are so much better than most of the gear I've got and I'm like awhh man! C'mon that's me! I should have the cool stuff!

Plus it's waay to hot out to wear my coat right now.. maybe I should remake my mask or something, I've never really liked how it came out lol ooh and I need to get my hat! That'd be something I could wear more regularly!