#nanofail

[lhs3020b]

NaNo or na *NO*

I figure an apology is due: despite all the confident statements, NaNoWrimo has totally failed to happen this month. As in, epic fail - zero words written. And no likelihood of anything being written in the next few days.

So: sorry :(

For what it’s worth, I hadn’t counted on spending the month of November in a state of full-on existential stress - the Great References Bungle of 2015 was an eye-wateringly unbelievable debacle. It did for a while look like I was going to lose the new job before it had even started, as the way the bungle played out made it look like I’d lied on the application form. And lying on the form is something that will cost you your offer, of course.

(I hadn’t lied - even I’m not that foolish. Rather, it was that my unlamented former employer was literally too incompetent for their HR department to have realised that I’d ever worked there. Because it’s not like managers ever need to talk to other managers, amirite? So it seems Former Team Lead never sent the new starter form to HR when I began working there. Hence the insane saga that kicked off once said HR department got asked to pass on a reference...)

And one thing that evaporates completely when I’m existentially-stressed is any ability to write. So November has been a bit of a wasted month, basically.

Given that we have less than a week left ... yeah, there’s no way it’s going to happen.

I’m hoping that maybe I’ll have enough equilibrium back to function normally come January or February.

And here’s a question mark to allow replies: ?

[tumblethemuse]

NaNo - Week 2 Wobbles

And now to ramble about the week two nano wobbles...

[autisticstannis]

let's write porn for wordcount

[autisticstannis]

I DON'T THINK I CAN GET MY REMAINING 9000 WORDS WITH THIS BUT OK

We could go to the moon, or far away to the stars, but I could go anywhere as long as I'm with you. The Doctor, Rose Tyler and the Tardis. 

I thought it would never end, or maybe I refused to think that it ever would. I refused to think that I would get old, and you would never, and I'd die while you'd stay. You'd be the same, the Doctor, the center of the universe. You'd burn like a star, forever and ever, even while I'd be long gone.

I am long gone right now. Did you forget me ?

You love me and I love you, and I will never give up. Because there is a way. It has to, and I don't care if I destroy the universe while trying to find you again.

A word. One touch of your hand. Anything. I just want to see your face, I just want to see you smile and laugh and travel forever, and I think only death could take me away from you.

And while we're away, I'll carry on. I'll fight. Watch this.

Rose Tyler, defender of the Earth.

[halbermonstern]

railgunner replied to your post: railgunner replied to your audio post: Started...

ayeee my username there is “decembered”!!! LOVE ME UP so that i can love you up

Done!! <3

I'm Hover on there! And pffffff you're waaaay ahead of me! I NEED TO START WORKING ON THAT THING!! XD