Camellia 🌺 (this question Ive been asking myself lately haha)
hiiii Linda~ <3
camellia ⇢ what were you like when you were younger? do you think you’ve changed a lot? it depends on how young we are talking haha, i think i have changed a lot all throughout my life. when i was a kid i was really unapologetically outspoken and loud; i love running and jumping and climbing and singing and dancing and making jokes - i had a lot of energy, generally. when i got a bit older, into my teenage years, i think i became a bit more calm and shy. also, because of repeating experiences i became very insecure, so i wasn't as loud and open. it wasn't that i didn't have this urge to be - i still had very strong opinions; wants; needs etc - i just kept them to myself, or expressed them with the right people. the sort of 'wildness' that i had as a kid was also still inside of me, but it only came out when i was alone because i knew that now that i was older, i shouldn't behave in such a childish way. (boring) right now, i would say i am a little bit in between those two versions of myself. i'm trying to be more who i was as a kid, but it's hard... haha. i think as we grow, the previous versions of ourselves will always live inside of us, and if we try, we can return back to those. i hope one day i can be as unapologetically outspoken again as my younger self and not worry as much about the judgement of others ^~^
thank you for asking me xx
