#nat vents

[natliecole]

If you try to come in my space and police what I choose to ship or what is solely fandom for me, I will call you out and/or troll you. You will be blocked instantly and your comments will be deleted.

We are in no way trying to be disrespectful for the actual survivors or their families. We are not causing any harm. This is fandom. Society of the snow is based on a book that, believe it or not, wasn’t written by any of the survivors themselves. In a sense, the movie and book is fiction.

I have always loved and respected this story since I was 15. It holds a special place in my soul. I greatly admire the real Nando and Roberto.

Please do not interact if you don’t like it. It’s that simple.

[searenbound]

It’s funny when you simp for characters you kin.

It’s like hey I love this character so much and I absolutely would date them if I could I adore them!

Don’t they have terrible daddy/mommy issues from the physically or emotionally abusive or just absent parent that created a lot of odd behaviors and personality quirks they have?

Buddy, I’m an emotional wreck that doesn’t immediately trust cishet men for a reason, shut up and let me simp for my kins in peace.

[searenbound]

My dad is actually trying to get under my skin about a blue cat collar because my cat is a girl. One she’s a cat she doesn’t care. Two, why do you? And three, she is a cat and it doesn’t matter.

[searenbound]

I’m feeling a lot better now and don’t have anything else to do for today so let’s do something fun. Give me some dialogue, a scenario or both if you’re feeling nice + a character and I’ll give you a blurb trying to work with it. It can be sfw or nsfw I have no preference here

[searenbound]

I just had to argue about why these protests/riots are happening with my father. He doesn’t understand why police in general are being treated like they’re guilty of the same crime as one cop. How the death of one man caused this to happen.

George Floyd was murdered, but he’s not the only one. He is one of the way too many victims of a police force who is complacent and compliant with brutality and that’s what caused this. That’s why they are protesting.

Not the death of one man, but because of a corrupt police force who’ve taken to many lives with no just cause.

A force who rather turn their head and look the other way then stop another cop. A force who swore to serve and protect, but only when it’s convenient for them. A force that keeps repeatedly slapping violent criminals with in their own ranks on the wrist before trying to hide the bodies under the rug.

There is no innocent police officer when they willing allow this to occur because they’re afraid of what they’re peers would do or say.

There is no good cop when you see what’s happening right in front of you and you say nothing and pretend not to hear.

You are not innocent just because you didn’t commit the crime when you allowed it to happen without even attempting to stop it.

[searenbound]

Hi time it is time for me to vent about an event that happened a long while ago but thought I was over, but apparently I’m not because I just realized it still affects to this day!

I’ve only ever been to one con in my entire life and just realized that my first experience is the reason why I haven’t even bother trying to organize another con trip since even though I would actually really like to go to another one.

I’m not saying that this kid is the only reason why that trip didn’t go well, but she was the majority of the reasons and if I listed everything then this post would be way too long. Anyways I basically got tricked into spending most of the day watching a very problematic 14-15 year old.

We had a big group including my at the time new boyfriend who I was hoping to hangout with and take a bunch of couple cosplay pics with, but that didn’t happen because I ended up having to watch this kid instead.

I had just turned 18 and knew this girl because we had drama class together and her mother was a teacher of mine that I was close to and that’s why she was invited to come with. She convinced her mother that it would be fine if she went by herself because I’m an adult and she trusted me to be responsible.

No one in our group knew about this until she met up with us. She didn’t understand how irresponsible that was and whined that she thought it would be ok because I was 18. I couldn’t and still can’t drive, I didn’t have her mom’s number, I only had enough money for myself to get something to eat and buy a small souvenir and was not aware that I’d be and wasn’t willing to be responsible for her. What if something had happened? What then? At the told I thought it would’ve been mean to make her call her mom to get her so I decided to suck it up and humor her, it couldn’t be that bad right? But it was

She was incredibly clingy with me the whole day. To the point that I couldn’t spend anytime with my bf without her getting upset about it because she didn’t like him. She claimed he was a cheater because he was a flirty person and she didn’t understand the difference.

She would demand I walk around with her so I could take pictures of her with other cosplayers and didn’t understand, even after they and I explained why it was inappropriate, why grown adults didn’t want to accept her hugs or take any pics that could be considered shipy with her. Again she was like 14 or 15.

She also kept trying to get me to talk about very nsfw ship stuff with her and would not drop it no matter how many times I told her to and would complain that she ‘talked about this kinda stuff with her other friends so why wouldn’t I talk with her about it?’

In conclusion, I have a slightly irrational fear of being put in charge of literal child without my consent or knowledge again and that’s why I’ve never been to another convention.

[searenbound]

I don’t know what about quarantine that’s causing my life to be filled with the strangest drama but could whatever bored deity is currently playing with me please stop? I just got through explaining to a former friend why our one date like three years ago ended up with us not talking for a while.

Bright side is I remember why I cut him out and am doing so again. He hasn’t changed any and refused to understand my point and focused on the one part that makes me sound ridiculous so clearly he’s not worth my time.

If you’re curious, he took me dancing and only knew how to salsa, this is what he harped on. My full reasoning is that when a bachata song came on and I told him that it’s ok if he doesn’t know how because I do and can teach him he ignored me and tried to lead me in a salsa anyways and got mad at me when I asked if he’d let me teach him again because I thought it be a fun bounding experience and assumed he just hadn’t heard me. I ended up hurting my ankle and he had the nerve to be annoyed with me because I wanted to leave earlier then planned.

My point here is if you’re aggressively unwilling to allow me take the lead here, what are you like with more important things? If you can’t trust me when I have more experience and stubbornly refuse I know what I’m doing then why should I trust you? If you make something that affects me about you and how you’re the one who’s really suffering then why would I bother with you at all? Clearly you only see me as a doll and I’m no one’s toy

[vampires-hurt]

This kinda sounds edgy and corny but i think if i died no one would miss me. Like, i have no irl friends who would come to my funeral. Its seriously sad how lonely i feel. I have my online friends, i have my mom and grandma, yet i feel really alone and miserable

My mental health has affected my day to day life so badly that i cant even do basic things sometimes, i fear that one day i might snap and kill myself, die alone and miserable