#natsuasu

[manikas-whims]

Same Oshi? Or not? | Utage and Asuka

[hidamarirecord]

[manga spoilers?] I love how the two main canon ship (?) of this manga so far is just respectable fangirls who knows their boundary x idol boys who is also Yearn-a-tron-9000 towards them

[hatono]

i’m sick to my stomach ohhh asuka has always been his number one fan since the very start when he was busking on the streets they are soooo 💔💔💔💔

[oikatzo]

the more i think of it the more valid is Natsuki's crashout after the terrible breakup with Asuka, I mean if I fumbled an older girl who could wrestle me to submission and that said girl pretty much saved my life from being a homeless fella and giving me dreams to do better for AND it's all just because of my deadbeat father wanted money to gamble i would be on the news for different way than natsuki did

[hatono]

the way natsuki went from someone who considered himself not that hard of a worker (unlike asuka) to deciding he’s gotta do his best for auditions because asuka inspired him… i’m gonna die

[hatono]

natsuki went from watching asuka’s judo competitions and envying the way she excels to being the one on stage and having asuka in the audience… natsuki the hardest worker there is……….

[hatono]

asuka and her avoidant behaviour when it comes to speaking to natsuki honestly abt her feelings… not in a WOW SHES SO SHIT WAY obviously but asuka 💔💔💔

(manga spoilers)

never reached out to natsuki after what happened in the hospital

preferred showing natsuki her fan page instead of sharing her feelings in person

got a boyfriend after natsuki and her made up

^ didn’t tell anyone about it and chose to eat alone…

i think she doesn’t like speaking abt her feelings… i mean there are good reasons for the first two but it’s just sooooo…. does she think she was unworthy of reaching out to natsuki after the hospital scene? was she afraid that natsuki wouldn’t want to see her?

and after natsuki became an idol, asuka is now just a fan and no longer a friend so it’d be weird to reach out again…

but the third one it’s like. of course she likes being with him and they never really broke up properly but asuka choosing to run in the whole other direction to avoid confronting her true feelings for natsuki. hmmmm. thoughts. prayers even.

(more manga spoilers)

by the way isn’t it so crazy that this time natsuki chooses to reach out first. to ask her what’s wrong. because she’s been mia and he’s worried (about her no longer being e/yes… lol). because he doesn’t want a repeat of what happened in the past. guys.

[hatono]

he likes her so bad i’m going to die