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I think there are a lot of ways I romanticize myself in my head. I think too highly of myself. I want too much from people and life. I hope on levels that makes everything feel lesser. Still, I think, I want, and I hope. I guess I’m holding onto dreams still. I should learn to let go.

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결국엔... 당신을 알고 싶어요.

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I just wish things were different. I wish things I could be redeemed. I wish and wish, but I think I need to give up that. Hope is the cruelest thing that comes from wishing, and letting myself down is getting tiresome. Tonight, I am grateful to the moon for taking me from these warbles and woes.

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There are so many things I want to say that I don’t say. I don’t see the importance in saying them anymore. 네가 더 가까이 있었으면 좋겠어. 

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Change is inevitable. If you don’t allow room for other to change like you so effortlessly do to yourself, you will be missing out on opportunities that may have been for the better.

Or I could be wrong. I’m starting to doubt myself a lot more.

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Sometimes I meet people and instantly fall in love with them. She was like that for me. I can feel the heartache already and my stomach tightened...

There aren’t words for it that I could say really. Her hair cascades messily over her shoulders so carelessly as if those lovely locks weren’t aware their subtle wave and silky gloss were taking me. How could they not know? They paired with her lips. Whether they were bare or nicely coated, her lips knew how to make me fantasize about them. I hate her hands, though. When they casually brush against mine, I scream inside. Completely she has me, but she will never know. She will never see how I look at her, because truly, she will never look at me. 

I wish I wasn’t like this...

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Me at all times of my life: Oh, wow, that person is obviously too cool, too put together, and too like awesome for me to talk to. I don’t mean that in a quirky sense. Like, I won’t just word vomit. I will ACTUALLY vomit on them, and ruin my fantasy of possibly being their best friend or even their wife. IDK. I just can’t talk to them. I’m going to cry if you meant it again. Oh, wait no one is asking me because I have no friends. Maybe I should make some friends... 

Me after that moment:*internal struggle repeated*