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anything for you

@nchyorin, past, 2044

jung yunho is a fool. stupid. pathetic. he knows it and he can hear those words as he drives, heart pounding, mind split into two scenes he can’t stop going over and over:

1. the girl he is dating looking at him with wide, teary eyes, asking him to not go. 2. the girl he loves, drunkenly crying on the phone, asking him to go find her.

and now here he is.

he parks the car, slams the wheel, angry - not at her no but at himself. angry because he is stupid, dumb, pathetic, a fool. because it’s a thing when you’re deceived by someone who is smarter than you and you only find out you were being manipulated after it happened. but it’s another whole thing to know you’re being played for a sucker and still going, still accepting it, almost saying thank you for it. he remembers his girlfriend holding his hand, asking him, pleading him to not go. she loves him, she really does. yunho doesn’t deserve her.

when he finds her she is sitting on the sideway, the music from the club she was in blasting just behind her. yunho sighs, kneels down, gives a nod to the security guy who seemed to be keeping an eye on her.

“hyorin,” he says, and even though just a few seconds ago he was so angry his voice leaves his lips in a soft tone, one he knows it’s all, all for her. he hates it. he really does. “it’s me. come on, stand up. i’ll take you home.”

[krjiyong]

✉

Send ✉ for an 2 AM text 

   [tx; devil wears prada] ok so i know its like 2 and ur probably sleeping but i finally got those reports you wanted !!!   [tx; devil wears prada] also ur drycleaning is ready and i’ll pick it up in the morning, no worries noona~

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all texts

✉ for an 2 AM text

[ kkt  →  hyorin ] why did you go back to your apartment tonight?[ kkt  →  hyorin ] can’t sleep without you

✘ for an unsent text

[ kkt  →  hyorin ] can’t you just quit that place? i’m scared i’ll lose you.

☠ for a threatening message

[ kkt  →  hyorin ] hey. min hyorin.[ kkt  →  hyorin ] next time you leave my bathroom floor all wet[ kkt  →  hyorin ] i’ll swear i’ll be mean[ kkt  →  hyorin ] real mean[ kkt  →  hyorin ] i’ll tickle you until you pee

❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message

[ kkt  →  hyorin ] hey. i bought wine.[ kkt  →  hyorin ] lots of it actually.[ kkt  →  hyorin ] and you bought that new lingerie you sent that pic of [ kkt  →  hyorin ] i think we should introduce our new purchases to each other

♣ for a drunk message

[ kkt  →  hyorin ] babe look. i know. i know ok.[ kkt  →  hyorin ] i’m fine.[ kkt  →  hyorin ] there’s only dudes here only men i’m not cheating i’d never cheat you know me babe[ kkt  →  hyorin ] what do you mean i could be gay and not know it[ kkt  →  hyorin ] i think i’d know it[ kkt  →  hyorin ] can i not know it???[ kkt  →  hyorin ] ok ok i’m going home

[ncjongin]

+ heretics

the clearview hotel looks exactly the same it did the last time he set his foot in there; luxurious, lavish and just generally too fancy for jongin’s taste. 

he arrives with a purpose, wanting nothing but to get it done and over with— but some things have a tendency of turning to dust right between his fingers. jongin can feel the vestiges of irritation resurfacing with the appearance of a familiar figure from while back.

when he met her few years past, he was in deep waters; foolishly gotten himself caught by the police at the worst moment possible. a mission just as any gone wrong, with this one instant that turned things upside down and forced him to his knees in the middle of a war zone, and left his back open and vulnerable. he never quite grasped what exactly happened; what had acted as a trigger that had lead to him losing focus of his surroundings— it had happened once before, during that night when death had failed to catch him, only to miss him by the fingertips and settling for another victim.

there hyorin stands, and with her presence surfaces a memory he would rather leave untouched in the dustiest corners of his mind, right where it belonged. he doesn’t like thinking about that raw vulnerability; about his own inability to stay focused that it would have ended… catastrophically, if it weren’t for her saving his ass. 

he sighs, sticks his hands into pockets and gives her a cursory look as he approaches. he's going that way anyway.

“well i haven’t seen you around.” his lips curve into a transient smile that is screaming fake. “can’t say i’m happy to have stumbled upon you now, though.”

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