Okay okay okay. Helloo. This is Nettle. I've never introduced myself in this kind of setting before! I want to make system friends and maybe we can chat, as long as you're not like, super rude to people who have different opinions because we literally can't handle that; it's a trauma thing.
But yeah! Angus was fronting for ages but we wanted to give the front over to me for a while because, ya see, I'm the original. I wasn't given much individual responsibility at all until recently. I was an age slider but settled down around 12, but only in a partial sense because we're a median system so we are the host and the host is us. I got up to 18 but then dipped back to 12 once I was in the front and shit got real. But I wanted a chance to grow up, and to grow into myself in a way I was never allowed to before.
Nobody knew I was being repressed, because there wasn't a proper sense of me or them. Plus I didn't talk to anybody in a way that would make clear I was an "I" until a few years back. I'm 17 now and still aging and I think I'm less likely to regress in age now that I've spent more time actually developing, or maybe realizing, who I am. The body & host are 29.
But enough about my depressing past. I love pastels but also dark shit. Animated stuff is the bomb. I love literature but struggle to actually read anything because of ADHD or some shit. I write stuff too. I like essays.
If you read to end oh my god thank you so much you've made this gaybie so happy. Maybe hit me up and I can't promise anything but maybe we can chat? Oh, and if you do, just ask for me by name. It's Nettle.
