#need courage

[khamyaa]

Ludovico Einaudi is a god of music.

I always listen to his album “In a Time Lapse” while writng and it helps me sooo much ! Now, I want to learn piano but I know I will never have the courage to learn solfège before being able to play correctly. 

This makes me sad...

[memyselfandmargaret-blog]

Writing has been difficult.

I want my voice to emerge, but old habits are poisoning the process. I don’t believe in myself. I over-edit. I picture an end-result of fame, fortune and at long last, approval.

Even as I write this, I question, is it good enough? Is it smart enough? Will people like it? Will I finally be someone worth knowing and loving?

What do I do? I don’t want to stop writing, but this is not how I imagined it would go. It feels too difficult.

[carry-on-wayward-bitch]

I hate that feeling when you love to do something and you're really good at the thing, but your anxiety tells you that if you do that thing in front of others you will be shunned and laughed at for being able to do the thing. Anyone else??

[sarahdipity93]

Breathe in . .. ... .. . Breathe out Frightened by all the possibilities in this world - because I don't know how to take advantage of what I have, because I feel like I'm always staring out the window through the rain like a character in some drama. How do I live life to the fullest? How do I trust myself to live life to the fullest? Like that Mindy Kaling quote from The Office (I think), "I feel like my life is buffering." Forever buffering, like the good stuff is always on the horizon. I don't want to settle for endless buffering - I want to do and create, but I don't know how to live with fear...take it by its roots and teach it to sing. Well, this post turned out to be longer than expected. Lame late night musings, amirite?

[infinite-paradox]

Thinking about posting a topples Tuesday then realized the demand for man boob selfies is really not very high. Happy Tuesday!

[my-mistakes-my-thoughts]

Do you want us to be an 'us' where there is no me or you just us ,together? Holding hands walking down the beach looking into the distant waves across the ocean wondering what will happen after the next wave an seeing me popping round yours with a dvd an food an just watch it till we fall asleep or until we just kiss and make-out and forget about everything else and just have to not care about anything but us... god I wish I had the courage to send this to her

[ghost-cloud2]

Things I want to wear but am still nervous about

garters in public (where it’s visible, I usually have them under my skirts)

my fake septum 

red eyeshadow

my chokers

my highest heels

my ripped tights

[goriaangelique-blog]

How do I turn my life around?

I am not happy in the field that I am studying right now, studying to become a nurse was a good idea at first and it was all right in the beginning. But now I realize that it is not for me and my true passion is to become a make up artist, but I do not have the courage to stand up to my parents and tell them what I want to do. I let them convince me into studying in a field that I have no real interest, even though it is a good job and a noble career. It is just not for me, yeah I will be making money once I get a job, but I will not be happy. So I either finish my studies and become a nurse or find the courage to stand up for my real passion? The only problem is that I do not know what to do or say to my parents, I am so confused! Go for my dream or stay safe? :(