The worst part, for me, of having days where I'm home alone all day is that I find it extremely difficult to distract myself. My mind wanders. I dream, which is awesome, but I also work my self up. I don't even realize it usually until I realize I've chewed my lips raw, fingernails bleeding, and lock-jawed from clenching. And it's all internal. It's not about anyone but me. I see visions that I know are just in my mind, it they seem real. They feel real. And my reaction to them is real. Distraction can be hard, especially when no one is around. So here's to today!! Anyone who wants to drop off coffee...I will not complain. I promise. #bored #homealone #whattodo #thisiswednesday #distractionsdistractions #needdistractions #orcoffee #thatwouldworktoo #nothingtodobutdream