#negative yohan

[shslclashingtrio-blog]

I really don't know why i keep trying to come back on this blog.

only a couple of people really rp with me.. but that's because I constantly bitch for it.

I really love my ocs and I don't want to give them up.. but everyone here is so...

man fuck this there's really no point in this blog anymore.

[highschoolfirebreather-blog]

i think i've embarrassed myself enough in the past 15 hours. I think I'm going to..............

[shslclashingtrio-blog]

god i don't know why it's always at night that i start thinking about what I really need for myself.

i just hate seeing my sister so happy when she's talking about her boyfriend.

i hate just knowing that i'm going to be alone.

that no one would like me no matter what i do.

that my sister is always texting or talking to someone

and i could barely hold a conversation.

i'm scared on thinking that maybe i was born to be alone.

[shslclashingtrio-blog]

I think I'm just developing deeper crushes everyday

[shslclashingtrio-blog]

i hate hATE HATE BEING SUCH A HOPELESS ROMANTIC.

No one should be allowed to even think about me or talk about me.

hATE HATE HATE haTE HAte

[highschoolfirebreather-blog]

LIKE 5 OCS ALL SOUND THE SAME. I DON"T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME LIKE GOD DAMN I'M SO SORRY I GET REALLY CONFUSED AND IT FUCKS ME UP AND I"m SO FUCKING UPsET LIKE IT HAPPENED TOO MANY TIMES LIKE GOD DAMN. ESPECIALLY TO LIKE THE SAME PERSON AND I FEEL AWFUL. GOD DAMN I REALLY DON'T MEAN TO

THIS PISSES ME OFF. I"M NOT MAD AT OTHER PEOPLE, I"M MAD AT MYSELF BECAUSE I KEEP EMBARRASSING MYSELF.

[highschoolfirebreather-blog]

I feel so useless...

[highschoolfirebreather-blog]

......................

Maybe I really am worthless....

I'm sorry, Mom, that I don't have a job.

I'm sorry that I don't have my SS Card

I'm sorry that I'm busy trying to keep up with school.

I'm sorry that I'm going to school.

I'm sorry I'm 'mooching' off you.

I'm sorry I'm here.