#neowhinings

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i drew my new faerie aisha, durqz! he's a real grumpy fellow!

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i want to like... donate a bunch of nps and wanted items or wearables to people ..but then i remember im poor and neoprts and havent even gotten my first dreamie [dramatic trumpet sound]

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im finally back from hiatus!

....and i missed draik day FUCK 

I WAS WAITING THE WHOLE YEAR FOR THAT

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and its not even like i want this to be about me i just dont want anybody to talk to that person

i dont want anybody to go through the same shit i did because that was a really horrible and all of those times made my self-esteem really shitty

nobody should have to go through that

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im so fucking frustrated rn

bc i already typed this whole rant and THEN MY COMPUTER RESTARTED BEFORE I COULD FINISH

anyways theres this one disgusting person in my friend group who is excessively ignorant, manipulative, and racist

they have been so rude to me over the past year to the point where i have cried multiple times and was over the edge once though i covered it up and said 'oh it was because of my mom' my moms shitty but she didnt even do anything to me that day

ive explained to everybody in the group how horrible this person is but everybody has disregarded my feelings and continued being friends with her like shes never done anything

like shes never dehumanized me because of my race, like shes never made me feel like complete shit, like shes never laughed in my face when i tried telling her my feelings once, like shes never antagonized me for being in the right and turning everybody against me

man i know i cant make everybody stop being friends with her because of our problems but

are you guys seriously gonna ignore something like this?? 

im really confused if all of these people are really my friends, or theyre delusional, or im just fucking delusional i mean 'we're best pals and this person has treated you like shit 100% and manipulated you but im gonna be friends with them anyways even though i know theyre gonna manipulate me too'

am i seeing the same person that everybody else is?? because i dont know whats captivating about someone as gross as this

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hey can anybody tell me how much a chokato chia is worth trading wise?

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nice to know you instead of talking to me you guys go and talk in other jms like i wasnt here in the first place

i told you guys not to come until the other jms are done so im not talking to corpses and expecting a reaction

you dont want me to invite any people to my jm because youre tired of people but youre talking on a jm full of people right now

are my friends serious

no its probably just me being a jealous asshole

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never in my life have i felt so lonely

i just feel like all my best friends are tired and bored of me

including my girlfriend

i cant blame them im just not interesting at all