Fire Rising
Well, here we are again. As my little odyssey comes to close, I realize that I have been on the rise. My mood, my confidence, my strength of will...all of it has grown exponentially. The sjws are feeling the full offensive of those who are tired of their shit...and my own rivals have been quelled. Mostly. It really hasn’t been a better time to be me and alive. Confidence? Or arrogance? I still believe that only weak-willed people believe it’s the latter. Well, before I get into what has made get hyped and why things are good, I need to address a downer development...
Well, despite my instincts, friends, and others advising against this...I decided to give one last gesture of civility to the “dragon” arch-nemesis. Which for those interested...she’s like me but the opposite. The anti-me, if you will. Anyway, I tried giving one more compliment and advice so that the events of how our cold war schism happened dont have to happen to anyone else. That is tragic...because all of that could have been so easily prevented. But I already detailed that one, so I wont get into it here. Anyway, I was hoping to start a dialogue in the hopes that maybe...just maybe...a reconciliation could be made. But sadly, and predictably, her own shortsightedness and stubborn need to never be wrong and accept any responsibility or criticism kicked in again. Once again, blaming everyone but herself for what happened. And once again, finding a convenient excuse as to why. We can add “oh, he’s telling me something that doesn’t fit my narrative...so he must be a belittling asshole” with “oh I dont believe in labels” and “I didn’t want to hurt your feelings so I said nothing” as far as excuses go. It’s both amazing and tragic that all this time has passed and yet hasn’t learned anything from it. Though considering that same M.O. that I was victim of happened again to some other poor sap...well...it’s not surprise really...Really though it takes some talent to do kind of shitty things, and then when confronted, turn it around and say “I’m not the problem, everyone else is just being a meany bo-beany.” She did now with the post I left. Which is funny, because as someone who claims to not dwell on the past, she sure loves to dig it up for her convenience. I think that’s what sucks the most...I thought of her as a friend...more actually...a kindred spirit. But this last year has shown that is willing to betray me and everything we stood for, for the sake of being right. And well...isnt that what SJW behavior boils down to ultimately. Now, I’m not saying that’s what she’s become but if the shoe fits...
Also, she mentions that I could have just said hi and everything would have been fine. And I had to try to not burst out laughing at that shit. One, you could made a move too you know? Two, That was tried before...before you actually belittled me and then when confronted about it predictably got very stubborn. Which boils down to the core of it: You can’t handle being confronted with the truth/facts/arguments/debate. You would much rather sever ties than admit that maybe...just maybe...it might have been you who fucked up. But I’m done. I tried...I really did. Like many of the sjws out there, I tried to listen...I tried a dialogue...I tried to understand and reach an understand. But I learned that you all simply dont care. Your NEED to be right, trumps all. You’ve played your part, as the monsters you swore to never become. So i must play mine, as one who fights the monsters. Not the rival though. Friends have asked why not pull a coup-DE-grois? The simple answer is because I don’t need to. I already gave her a harsh truth, I showed her the mirror. And she reacted the way she did then like she did now because somewhere in there it bothers her that someone called her out on her bullshit. It happened and she knows it and will always know that. And while she stewed and made her choices...i moved forward. I continue the good fight against sjws and the corruption of nerdcore, I continue to love my nerdy things, but best of all, I found someone who is everything I hoped for. Everything the arch-nemesis is not. And my heart warmed and grew. My fire...it used to be just embers...now roars in a mighty flame. I feel invincible. I feel that any adversary I cross, I can overcome. And I have. I did not stew in the past, nor did I use it as a way to excuse myself. I rose, I propelled forward, and I am winning. I traded a rotten peach for a sweet one (the joke is that their both from Georgia). Other wins? I am leading a Based group to fight sjws on the internet battlefield. I fulfilled a dream goal. I went to Britain, I visited London...I went to Wales for the freaking Doctor Who Experience! I made it. I’ve been to places that made me feel alive. The baptism of fire I went through over this last year...I feel cleansed. I feel things are coming together. I feel I can rise higher still. All because I did not choose to stop, but run forward. So folks, to answer the original question, I dont do anything definitive because I already won. The life paths for both this past year should make that clear. And futhermore, after speaking to folks that have crossed paths with her, has only vindicated that which I already realized on my own. Basically, it’s all over but for the white flag. Which she wont wave. Which is fine by me. I stand by my take...and the truth.
Now, I just want to return to my sweet and beautiful girlfriend who is waiting for me. And continue to live the life I lead. Fire burns, and is not for the weak-willed. So much to do when I get back. She’s my life now. And the photo of me in front of the Doctor Who Experience, a monument to my wins. One more thing, to other sjws out there. Nerdcore is protected. You will be beaten. That is my role because I am a goddamn nerdcore icon who stay true to his community and isn’t desperately trying to prove that unlike others. Thanks for the forum internet. And thanks for proving my point for me yet again my dear arch-nemesis. Peace oot!