The one actually gay girl I develop a crush on is taken great I fucking hate myself

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The one actually gay girl I develop a crush on is taken great I fucking hate myself
I regret it I regret it i regret it I regret it I regret it and I'll never get a second chance I regret it I regret it I regret it I regret it
What if I live an entire life full of regret
Feel fucking stupid and pathetic cause I got all dressed up and worked myself up and then couldn't even bring myself to talk to him and I lost my chance
What if I never grow out of this and I have to live with myself forever
Im panicking lololol
Fuck I'm pathetic