Neshimo insight
Insight under the cut!
1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?
He is always afraid that he isn’t perfect enough and if someone brings it up he’d dismiss it entirely - well, in words at least.
2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?
Currently, it would be a firearm with a stun setting, so he can stun and beat the crap out of a certain Jedi.
3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?
Yes behavior depends on where he is. He will be relaxed and be ‘himself’ if he is with like-minded people. These usually work and move around close to Inquisitor Craiken.
4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?
He already considers himself involved in humanitarian work, except on a rather large stage. Y’know, a galaxy-wide thing... So no, you won’t see him spending time in a soup kitchen on Nar Shaddaa.
5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?
He would be calm and maybe even smile a little - but again, it depends on the circumstances and his own state of mind at the moment.
6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?
Yes. He is very aware of what he can and can not do.
7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?
Ew Jedi. I’m kidding, he does not have any phobias as such.
8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?
Classified.
9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?
He does feel a certain amount of pressure to become that which he was destined to become, and it weighs upon him. However, he feels that he is within the approved range to grab said destiny, so it isn’t something that leaves him sleepless.
10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?
Emotions are always guarded, but ‘tough’ is not how he could be described. More a calm neutrality.
11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?
He wouldn’t be surprised at all.
12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?
He isn’t fully aware of it, but he is very lonely. Being taught that you are ‘one of a kind’, tends to make you step out of the social circles because you have nothing in common with them.
13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?
Aggressive encounters and party-people that wants to...party.
14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?
He would be the first to apologize - in fact, he’d start the apologizing mid-fight. He is very diplomatic.
15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?
Yes, very. Savior of the Galaxy after all.
16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?
Yes, except, this seems to be a challenge with a certain few individuals.
17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?
No, but if this keeps up, he might end up with something.
18: What kind of intrapersonal values does your OC have? (values about their self, what makes them feel like a valid person)
His role in this world makes him feel valid. Whatever that role is. Can’t go into more detail.
19: What boosts your OC’s confidence the most?
When Inquisitor Craiken praises him, and/or an assignment goes as planned.
20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?
No. And Jedi don’t count.
21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?
No. And again, Jedi don’t count.
22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?
What is affection? He usually does not have a reason to show affection towards other people (animals on the other hand...). Those types of feelings could get in way of ‘the project’ and that’s bad.
23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?
Yes - and pretty much everything that makes him, him.
24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?
He would outwardly be calm, but probably on the edge of something darker as he wills himself to remain in check. He would probably leave the group - especially if his diplomatic words can’t save the day.
25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?
There is only one person that he ‘loves’ and if that person dies, he would be utterly lost.
26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?
Physically, it would have to be a battle with a Jedi Shadow, and mentally, a battle with a Jedi Shadow and certain conversations with a Jedi Padawan :|
27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?
He sometimes goes into the wilderness and hangs out with animals for days at a time. Less judging.
28: How would your OC react if a bully stole their lunch money in high school?
Release the hounds.
29: How does your OC behave on the face of a conflict?
Diplomacy, diplomacy and even more diplomacy. If it turns violent he isn’t afraid to turn and run if he thinks he can’t win.
30: What makes your OC defensive quickest?
Talk shit about Inquisitor Craiken.