The way I perceive myself is not as a human, but as a doll. I don't feel like I can hold an identity on my own, and instead form one based on fragments of the people around me's souls, and what I'm told to be. Being told what to do and who to be isn't a bad thing to me, it gives me a lot of happiness and comfort. Despite being a doll, I do believe myself to have a soul. My soul formed due to receiving so much love from the people around me, absorbing pieces of their soul, that I ended up synthesizing my own organically. But it feels the only way to maintain my soul's flame is to receive an impossible amount of love from the people around me.
