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[debrogliebitch]

Day 13/100 2nd feb 2024

I am absolutely AMAZED at how long i studied, that was insane!! Was practicing trig and falling in hate with it once more <3 why is maths like this? I have my 6 hour test on Sunday and because I hyperfocused on maths for too long, I now have 28 hours give or take to study chemistry and physics. fuck me god.

[ben-learns-smth]

I was looking for signs of spring but I only found wintery grey and muddy puddles. please 4 minutes of winter sun, save me... at least my new hat provides some whimsy <:)

mary oliver activities as of late:

went to the park to look for flowers

watched a bunch of ducks

delighted when I found a bunch of crocus leaves

vowed to go back every day to check (went to check today! ...no blossoms yet)

stood with my face turned towards the sun for a few minutes whenever I could

watched a squirrel be cute (their paws?? adorbs!)

delighted by watching the blue little birds in the yard (they look tiny)

wrapping up: nie, nie, nie - linn strømsborg, 5☆

up next: the shadow cabinet - juno dawson

[debrogliebitch]

Day 3/100; 19 (it's 20 now by a couple minutes but whatevs) Jan 2024

Couldn't do jack shit today; i mean I completed my homework but couldn't do jack shit to further the test prep so it was a really disappointing day

-> I've got a full week of daily 3 hour subjective tests, alternating 3 hour mains objective tests for the whole of February and then the final exams for the whole of March, during which at the inst. the next sem will start. It's gonna be a hectic ( times 10) 3 months and I'm regretting all my life's decisions but anything for the best college eh?

[debrogliebitch]

Day 21/100, 10th feb 2024

Ok so I've been MIA for a week because I've been pulling SO many allnighters, I think my stomach is mostly coffee at this point but it's fine and so, in between sleeping at 4 am then waking up like 4 hours later to give the test I haven't had time to update the old studyblr. Gonna atleast try to hold myself responsible for updating a bit more lmao. But!!! Only 13 more tests to go and then a written exam series during which I'm supposed to attend an early placement class while my classmates get to chill and prep for the exams and THEN I'll be free!!!!!! HOORAY!!!!

[debrogliebitch]

Day 2/100: Jan 18, 2024

Two consecutive all nighters and I'm really tired but at least my syllabus is on track now, so that's something

-> all in all a very hectic day and my teachers refuse to give the test schedule for next week; so I'm flying in all blind without any planning or anything and it sucks but what can you do right

[debrogliebitch]

Day 12/100; 31st Jan (well it's 1st feb now anyways)

Feb has begun and I'm scrambling. Did a bunch of work. Had a bunch of breakdowns and all in all feeling pretty prepared for the test tomorrow <3 let's hope it goes well!!!

[debrogliebitch]

Day 7/100, 23 Jan 2024

I need to never study geometry again. It sucks so much. Also I hate practice problems. I hate maths. Why does it even exist.

[debrogliebitch]

Day 37/100: 25 february, 2024

It was a very productive day (that is still ongoing), gonna pull an allnighter today cause exams begin the day after the day after tomorrow!! Let's hope all goes well and I somehow manage to come out unscathed lol