#new numbers

[finalscore]

[1-800-iluvhockey]

so excited

[sashosasho]

It’s what we deserve

bye kakinic I guess??

[rorycassie]

I’m back in the gutter again.

What a surprise.

It’s not the first time.

Flip flopping on foreign pavement in an unsustainable area.

It’s here, in the gutter, that several things are highlighted:

The stars. The faults in them.

The roaches wanting to eat me alive as they crawl up my legs and between my thighs

The memories of the cold concrete me — shadowing walking on curbs, kissing pavement beneath my bare toes

The leaves ruffling in the wind

Wool clouds. A runny nose.

A street sign where a street lamp should be.

His episodes are numerous

These headlights are glaring eyes running wild on me.

Each footstep feels like a gunshot in the wrong direction

Constantly drifting nowhere knowing

Can a man sneak up behind me and choke me out here

Would it even matter

Dark thoughts. Scary hours.

I walk leisurely because my urgency is mute.

I’m tired of being tired of being tired of being tired.

Part of me just wants to hide away.

[rorycassie]

Slowly, as I stormed home around six am, my body began to turn to jello. Runny, obnoxious, watery jello. In fact, I'm struggling to type this. My fingers are trembling as I'm typing this. Let's go backwards for a second, okay?

[observando]

Come to the edge. We might fall. Come to the edge. It's too high! COME TO THE EDGE! And they came And he pushed And they flew.

Christopher Logue, New Numbers

[bobabbyy]

literally every time I get a new contact on my phone the first thought I have is that i now have another person to prank call one day (: