5. Getting baptised next week!!
Today, a happy entry. I am going to be baptised next week, full immersion. I feel honored and relieved. There are ofcourse many reason to be baptised into the Christian faith, however the most simple and fundamental reason is that you have faith in Jesus Christ, Son of God. I have waited for 2 years before being baptised, I have visited many different churches. Protestant, orthodox, Catholic. and everything in between. It is something I take very serously. For a very long time I have not felt at home in myself. I have not felt home outside of myself. I do feel at home with God, The universe, however you want to call it. I felt the desire to carve a road for myself, feeling at odd with the world so much. Now I understand, that my purpose never really was in the material world. It is far more spiritual. Each time that I let go of spirituality, because I felt dissapointed or depressed, I felt completely lost. I felt something was missing. Now I feel excited that at 33 years old, I know myself enough, to know that the magic is in the journey and not the end goal. being baptised is not an end goal. it is the beginning of a journey. to be born again. starting anew, but now with faith in the Most High.
