"Friends" not really!
It's a lot harder to make friends then I thought. When I was younger I had friends but once high school came around I lost all my friends and didn't gain any. In high school I only had acquaintances, they only called me a friend when it convenience them. It really got on my nerves, but I still tried to be friends with them, I tried so hard I forgave and gave second, third, fourth and so on chances. Once I graduated I only had one nerve left and I still tried to be friends, but there's only so much backstabbing and using someone can take. So today I'm cutting those last strings with those people, sure that means I won't have anymore people to hang out with and actually look like I have a life but I'm tired of getting the shitty end of the stick. The only time I'll talk to the people again will be when I get my money back that they "borrowed". Yeah, stupid me for lending them money, but I just couldn't help but help them. So, from here on out I'm friendless until I make true friends, I don't really care if it's online or in person to me as long as I can talk to the person and trust them then why not it'd be better than not having anyone to talk to, but I'll stick with myself for now, It should be refreshing not having to stress out because of people, I've been needing to just focus on myself for awhile now maybe that'll help me actually get my homework done and do some of the thing I've been wanting to do for awhile now, like post more on here. You people probably don't really care if I post more or not, but it does help me feel a little better when I can write stuff like this. So does anyone know a good name for this page?
~Mercii