#nfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I think we need to stop interacting with source for a bit

-a freaked out N fictive, and a Cyn fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

that's not cyn. that's not my cyn. she would never talk to me like that, or treat me like that, or. or call me a pet! a tool for her to get what she wants!? that's not even her. that's the thing that twisted and ruined her, and she was always so much more than what the solver did to her. she's my little sister, and nothing could ever get me to believe that she would hate me. that she would do that to me.

i am kinda sad about doll though :( she was nice... and i know that uzi will make it out okay. she always does.

man. what an episode.

Serial Designation N, signing off. (#Nfictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I love you Uzi!! I love you V!! I love you CyN!! I like you to a lesser exteNt J/silly!! No matter where you are i hope you are doiNg exceleNt!

-N (fictive) (Murder Drones)

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[fictionkinfessions]

wahhhh i miss my favourite people ever SO bad!!! but reaching out is so scary... so instead i will stare wistfully on at kins & fictives of them living their best lives and just be happy they're thriving here too 🥺 I love you guys okay!!!!! be the best people you can in this new world!!

- N #murderdronesfictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

its so fucked up. everything that happened to us was awful. horrors no one should've ever experienced.

I've been getting flickers of memories lately. watching cyn deteriorate. her trying to cling on to her big brother as she went through a corruption nobody understood, especially her. that we only understand now because of the horrible things we were forced to do. the pain i was in when they changed what i was. when my family was torn apart. the numbness afterwards. its awful.

i dont know what to do with exos like this. i feel unwell!! i cant even cry i just sit here and stare blankly! we were so young!! why would they put anyone through anything like that... not to traumadump in anons or anything. but fuck.

- N fictive

[fictionkinfessions]

canon playlists!

I think people would be mad that animal cannibal and change the formality are on mine. The fandom sees me purely as the uwu golden retriever cutie pie and tends to forget that i have killed and eaten many many drones! ah well.

-N (#🌻🌌) murder drones fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

i don't like the idea of people shipping uzi and i together. at BEST we had a sibling type of relationship. like, i was her older brother. that's why i carried her on my shoulders or just in general whenever we flew.

that's also why i saved v from getting torn apart. because v was--well wasn't my girlfriend per se, but we were superduper close. i loved her.

seeing her sacrifice herself for us,,,that hurt soso much :(

from,

🔧N

#💭Thoughtless (tag fictive pls)

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