Dec 31, 2025
The way my heart sinks when i realize i'm about to hate a show i really wanted to like should be illeagal 😡
As in, i want to press charges against my heart for how Bad that feels
#Niche struggles#Tfw u realize smth extremely innocuous might be a trauma response from way back when#As in you remember the reason youre uncomfortable is probably bc u used to get yelled at for enjoying movies wrong as a kid#Among other things#And Bc its so innocuous.. i simply have not made an action plan to tackle it ?????#Like??? Its so dumb??#Do i just.. watch movies i hate until i dont hate them anymore????? Sounds hateful#Probably better to like... give me smth ekse to do Instead of being critical of media like iunno#Maybe i couldddd... do smth while watching ... liiike ... man what do i usually do when ive anger management issues..#Urgh whatever ill have to figure it out tho...#The kinda trauma postong u post in ur late 20s btw#No longer about how theres deep evil in the world .. NOW its just.. fuck this learned behaviour in particular#Personal