I should start off with a "thank you".
With this semester coming to a close, I was under a lot of stress last night... stress that I had placed upon my own shoulders for no reason. Grades, moving out of the apartment, running errands for my roommate because she re-sprained her ankle, being sick, being yelled at over email, and not being able to keep a good sleep schedule had worn me out more than I'd realized.
My defenses come down when I'm too tired to hold them up, especially my defenses against myself.
I got up this morning to watch a rather disappointing YJ and Korra, but I think it would be a good idea to go back to sleep right now.
Thank you guys for your patience and support. It really means so much to me, and while I wish I could thank you all individually, I don't think I have the energy to, haha. You guys are the greatest, even those of you who didn't see my posts or didn't feel like you knew me well enough to respond. I'm so lucky to have you.