#niidiira

[lorddivides]

It occurs to me that considering she has been known to spend SIGNIFICANT periods of time alone in a (very cramped) space-ship, this is exactly the kind of mental disorder she might develop.  But... then again, she's also an empath, which I imagine would push one away from solipsism syndrome (as well as the fact that turning her into someone with solipsism syndrome would probably require a massive retcon of her personality... unless I decided that her behavior was just a cover for her loneliness and depression >.>).  So... how these things might interact should probably be given some thought XD.  

[celestialmaeve]

Firefly

"What has kept meh goin' durrin' the worst times uh mah life?  That'd probably have ta be mah momma.  Ah mean, mah birth momma.  Not that there's anythin' wrong with mah newer mother, she's certainly proven herself ah worthy spouse, but Ah jus' haven'na known her as long."  

"But Ah've always looked up ta mah birth momma, especially as ah kid, which is also when ah've been through some uh the worst stuff in mah life, what with not knowin' how ta defend mahself yet.  But back then Ah could always trust mah momma would come ta mah rescue eventually, in one fashion or another.  She was mah best friend at the time, but she was also mah guardian angel, as any good momma aut ta beh."  

"Even now, when Ah'm more independent, she still stands as ah shining beacon fir meh.  Mah momma's been ah role-model fir meh, so even if Ah no longer expect her ta come chargin' in on ah white horse most uh the time, just knowin' Ah have ah woman like her as ah parent kin help give meh courage."  

[celestialmaeve]

2,500,000: How do you feel about the world?

"Cheerful, really.  The universe, and the races that live in it, seem ah little cyclical at times, but ah lot uh those cycles are good.  Ah think Ah kin say with confidence at this point that no matter what happens, life will go on."  

[celestialmaeve]

((As long as I'm trolling people with positive but misleading ratings, I might as well let people tell me what they think of me.))  

[celestialmaeve]

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(♠ ♠ ♠:  Three facts about the character:)  

((Ni doesn't believe in monogamous love.  She respects the rights of others to try it, although she tends to encourage them to find their own boundaries about what is supposed to define "monogamy" and what they're ok with letting eachother do outside the boundaries of their relationship, instead of just blindly following society... but as for herself, she'd never want to tie herself down with just one person.))  

((Ni's pacifism and leanings toward "communalist anarchy" stem largely from a combination of being an empath, having spent a large amounts of time around people in varying states of suffering, and having been raised by a responsible mother.  Unfortunately, these same circumstances make it really hard for her to always live by these standards, as well as forcing her to accept that others won't.  As such, she has spent a large amount of time figuring out how to reconcile these varying feelings.  One such result is her long list of rules (such as her rule about, "those who have consented to the risk of death," and the like).))  

((Ni has a complicated history with her biological father.  The two have come to a point of mutual understanding and respect, but it's been a rather messy road.))  

(♣:  Player About Player, Player About Character, Character About Character:)  

((Player about player:  You know I love you to death.  You were probably the second person I started RPing with on here (and the first was someone I knew from off-site.  But... you already know all of this).  More over, you're still one of my favorites, and a very dear friend to me, even if I do get the feeling we're both kinda awkward socializers XD.))  

((Player about character(s):  I don't really feel like I've gotten to know Ren and Challa that well, yet.  Best I can say is they're both cute, and seem to be well played.  I guess I need to interact with this account more.))  

((Character about character(s):  Ni knows even less about Ren and Challa than I do, but she does find them endearing.  They DID make a good call with that whole "bird" suggestion :-p.))  

[celestialmaeve]

[[Her speaking eccentricities. I can hear her voice in my head the way you type it out and I love it. :3]]

((OMG!  YES, THANK YOU, YES!!!))  

((I don't think it's quite the first compliment I've gotten on Ni's voice, although I think a lot of the others have been IC to Ni.  I've gotten more than enough unambiguous "Ugh!  Phoenetic accent?  EW!" responses, though.  So it's refreshing to know that I didn't make an entirely bad call and that there are, in fact, people that like it <3.))  

[celestialmaeve]

✉

Dear Merala, 

Thanks for letting me stay the night.  

And the bugs were delicious {picture of a heart here}.  

Let me know if there's ever anything I can do to help you.  

Love, 

The Celestial Maeve.  

[celestialmaeve]

((First up on the East Coast!!!))