I cant wear red again. I was getting so separated, but I cant even wear red again. Blue, purple, orange and green hurt to look at. I miss the way Sneeg had the best big brother hugs, and how Charlie always made all of us laugh. I miss Vinny's rambles distracting me from the blood, I miss Ranboo, the way his eye’s would crinkle whenever charlie made us laugh, I miss Ethan's ablility to keep us all grounded whenever we’d start to slip. To all of the genloss fictives and kins out there, I miss you, even if you arent as I remember you. I hope you can wear your colors without hurt, and I hope I made your time at showfall, even just a little bit better