Don't get me wrong, I have always been and always will be a girly girl, even when I didn't entirely understand it, I knew that that's who I was. I love getting dressed up for a girl's night, taking way to long to make sure my hair and makeup are perfect, picking out the exact right heels (which all partially depends on whether I'm going out to just spend time with friends or if I might end up ditching them if Mr. Right Now shows up, we've all been there right? 😘) And even most days you'll find me in a cute little sundress or skirt. But for those days where I just don't feel up to maximum effort, I am SOOO glad that I can slip on my favorite jeans and tee knowing I look WAY better than I used to! Ultimately none of that matters much to most of you, all you gorgeous, brave ladies have your own style. It took me a while and cost me a lot to get to the point I'm at but I'm so glad I chose to be ME!!💖 Sure I have bad days, but even my worst days now are nothing compared to what I put myself through for far to long. I'm happier, and healthier (mentally) than I have been in my life. I lied to myself for far to long. Now, regardless of what I'm wearing or how my 'bare minimum' makeup job looks, who I'm with or what I'm doing I feel comfortable and natural in a way I never have. But the best part of this whole journey (aside from maybe cute clothes and hot guys 💖😘) is the level of self confidence I've found. So now, when those bad days come, and they will, I have the confidence to be able to look in the mirror, put on some lipstick 💄 and go out a show this world what a badass bitch I can be!
If you couldn't tell, I got a little in the feels tonight and just started looking back over the last couple of years. If you made it this far.... Thanks for reading and don't be shy. I had help along the way from some very unexpected places so message me if you have questions about me and my transition, need someone to listen or you just wanna show off the new dress and shoes you just got. Anything at all I can do to help, I'm here.
