♡ + what he would eat as a last meal, fears, sleeping habits, and what he would bring to a deserted island if he could only pick one thing
INFORMATIONAL / accepting .
01. LAST MEAL . something plain , unassuming / common & easy to make . he won’t select anything with sentimental value , because dwelling on the past never bode well for him ( also , he doesn’t want to be caught up in the moment before his inevitable death – all about preparation ). it will be fulfilling , a dish to give him enough energy to last through the cold night or early morning .
02. FEARS . intimacy . bondage . powerlessness . claustrophobia . memories . becoming a god ( he who fights monsters … ). meaningless death . drowning . suffocation . abandonment . not being good enough .
03. SLEEPING HABITS . damaging . oranius cannot remember when he had 8 hours of sleep . the voices from indoril nerevar slamming into the walls of his cranium & resulting migraines , nightmares concerning dagoth ur / ALMSIVI , & other personal matters robbed him of any hope for a comfortable night . sleeping droughts are an option , but he does not want to wake up to a bombardment of bygone whispers . at most he receives an average of 4 - 6 hours – with power naps : oddly enough , he doesn’t dream during these naps . he hates dreaming , for none of them ever meant good in the long run – all of them are omens .
04. DESERTED ISLAND . oh , he’s been on numerous deserted islands , with only vicious wildlife & flora to keep him company . if anything , oranius would bring a blade with him : dagger , sword , etc – something to cut through the foliage , hunt for food , construct makeshift shelter , etc . he also has magic to his disposal , so there is a high probability of his survival on the island . the nerevarine is resourceful in these situations .
