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Surprise! @arisukingdom I hope you enjoy your @kogkagsecretadmirer gift! (つ≧▽≦)つ
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
@darlinglum Hi! I was your secret admirer! I hope you enjoy your gift! ^.^
🎶Brain won't focus
Cha Cha Cha
Want to play
Cha Cha Cha
Can't force work
Cha Cha Cha🎶
🎶Well, the work starts coming
And the brains not running
Read the tasks but I just keep stalling
Didn't make sense I just want to run
Work pays my bills, but it's all too much🎶
Tomorrow
I'll
Remember
Everything
Definitely
Don't have the energy to keep having the same fights
Only option I am offered is to just magically know what to say to deescalate in the moment because "there are no magical bullets" and "every situation is different" and "[I] should just go based off the vibes of the situation"
Nothing I do is considered enough as either everything is laid down as my failure or we are both considered equally at fault
Even as the full responsibility to fix it lands on me and I just can't keep doing this
🎶Anxiety, anxiety
Please leave me fucking be,
I don't have time for your shiiit!🎶
I need to
Get through
My day without yoooou,
Making me fucking weep all over my shift!
Roughly 400 words in the rough draft of the prologue of my "Shameless Villainy" original piece. I'll probably do some light editing when I type it up tonight. I'll block out some time to write more each day this week tonight.