Do you know if I have any deadlines? I don't think so. But life itself is the deadline. I too enjoying this life without think the life what I want to do. What will be I am. Life is short. So, make your life meaningful. You always regret about what you've been through. You should take the action that can avoid the mistake repeat. You know that procrastinate is not good, but you always do it. Today your student has grown up and will go to the national university. and you still don't change your behavior and your habits. how will you go to university and study with them? You have imagination that it will be cool If you can take the master study while your student take the bachelor. Then why you do not try to make it true? You actually have potential that has been given by god. You know it and you still not use it properly because your lazyness. I know that you not a genius person, but whenever you know your weakness and you can analyze it, it is an inteligent that not all of person god give it. So, starting now, you have to make the difference and make a productive activity. The first steps is making an observation and determine the step will you chose and what you want to be in the next 5 and 10 years.