#ninnie talk

[dakweennie]

i ordered me a deluxe resin statue of satoru last year! it arrived today!!

and mannnn, he's gorgeoussss

[dakweennie]

why hello, yes i do infact live! rEJOICE!!

[dakweennie]

i've started to do tarot and what not for myself, to further help me to heal myself from trauma and what not. so i have like two decks of tarot cards, and two oracle card decks.

and more or less, each time i pull cards for myself, it's like "go for it!", "time to take the step!"

and i sit here sweating, because i'm a scared and anxious bean (tm)

but also, liking the inner child oracle deck so far. i think it'll help me heal more from childhood trauma.

[askgoyuu]

gosh the 5U wedding zine is so nice! so many good fics and art!! <3<3

[askgoyuu]

Totally ignoring canon because - what the fuck was that? Poor Gojo is getting his corpse puppeteered like a new suit. This is disrespectful to not only Gojo himself but also to Yuuta, Yuuji (I'm afraid the Fraud MC allegations may come back now) and the narrative and us fans as a whole 😭 😭😭

And the only people that cared for his autonomy and personhood are Yuuji and Yuta - even Shoko seems to gives no care about this - like what?!

you're so right tho 😭

like admittedly, i haven't read the chapter, say i've not caught up with it since like half way through the culling games. but i know what's happening enough to know that shit is fucked.

the fact that that happened is appalling on so many levels. many said that shibuya arc was when jjk peaked, and i will have to agree with them at this point, because as much as i liked to keep an open mind about how the series was after the shibuya incident, it's honestly just getting ridiculous.

my heart aches for satoru on so many levels, and i'm disappointed with the other characters as well. just the thought, that he almost expected, hoped, that someone would be against the idea, and then no one was. not even mf shoko. so he just accepted it like that. satoru is so unbelievably kind, putting everyone else before himself.

him realising that no one saw him as anything else as a weapon??? a tool??? that hurts me so so much.

as the MC yuuji should have been present. given his character, i could imagine he'd been against the plan immediately. because remember this page?

satoru was FIRST and FOREMOST his teacher. yuuji wouldn't have let this happened, that's what i want to and will believe.

i've followed this on twitter, from my fellow goyuu moots and also seen some korean and japanese fans be sick, and man. they all raise some valid points. how satoru's body is being defiled like that, how his character has been butchered to something unrecognizeable, and again, i have to agree!

the satoru that's been in the recent chapters isn't the one we met in the beginning of the series.

legit. ended up crying on friday, 45min before work started, because my heart just broke all over again for satoru.

he died, thinking and feeling like he's nothing but a monster and a tool. how there's no one who'd understood him or saw him as a human.

and it hurts me.

it really does.

fuck canon.

and now the bish is on a break?? when i catch you gege---

[dakweennie]

i'm on sick leave this week, because of horrendous anxiety and probably beginnings of burnout. i'll have a call on thursday where they'll be mapping my issues out more and to see what can be done.

asking for help was so damn scary. i was anxious the entire time.

[dakweennie]

so i'm a ns.fw artist, and i draw a bunch of stuff, ranging from whatever to some-ever. anyway. over the past few days, while drawing the dickening, i have been listening to youtube vids about people being eaten alive. hubby thinks this is funny af.

the contrast between sexy and unsexy.

it's hilarious.

[askgoyuu]

don't know if you guys have been following what's happening with tumblr. i will post here again, yes, but i also have a bsky, so come say hi!