truth 4 my murder children and the bookworm
<3: shes so fucking happy in her red right now like faizah means the world to her and dev has always been kinda Scared of red quads bc in slavery she had no time for tenderness and love like faizah gives her but now shes like. here. and living in it. and she sees how faizah looks at her and how she looks at faizah and it makes her so fucking happy… getting to say she belongs to someone and not immediately fearing that shes giving away her independence but no. faizah is hers and shes faizahs and thats it
<>: the same with her pale lmao she LOVES ty and ikky so much and she got to fucking watch them fall in love too and watch them come out of their shells and grow even in tiny ways and shes so happy the three of them sorted it out and are together.. literally like. of anyone on this planet she would die for them…… and shes got some feelings she doesnt quite understand right now about leyton but ty and ikky are still her #1s
<3<: dev is. nervous about this quad. bc she understands its about having a rival and stuff but shes heard lots of bad things about abusive relationships and collaring and shit that basically sounds like slavery and shes like 200% Not About That but shes not. really closed off to it i guess. it just has to be the right person
<3: if anything this is what ikky is most terrified of. he has so many tics and feelings left over from pen that the idea of having a red makes him Hurt because hes so, so, so fucking scared its gonna end up the same way or he’ll ruin something or it’ll turn out wrong of he’ll hurt them that hes kind of resigned to not … have a mate… and he did have red feelings for szabbo for a while and those terrified him!! bc he didnt know what to do and it was totally new territory and sometimes he just felt like running from her and never coming back…… but there is a part of him so deep that needs affection and love and gentleness like that…… im crying
<>: him and dev had that whole fragile thing before and it was a huge breach of trust when she left him but he understands now why she did and he accepts that, even though he still remembers how it hurts. he trusts her so fucking much and they owe a lot of stuff to eachother…. but ty on the otherhand is sooo new to him or at least was and hes only even Fallen for someone once before but ty is so different and made it like. easy. and ikky was scared of his feelings but for once he kinda picked up his socks and did it and hes so happy he did lmao iM CRYING AGAIN they both just mean so much to him and he trusts no one else more than them
<3: whooooo boy. a red is something niravi never really thought about because of her circumstances and her general apathy towards a lot of things and the mentality of ‘i am a slave and a mutant im going to die so why bother’ that has kinda kept the idea of a mate like. distant from her. but recently with cibran she knows they’re courting black rn but theres a little wiggle of something a lot more tender but shes trying to keep that Down
<>: shes kinda open to the idea of a pale honestly? not that she thinks she particularly needs one (although maybe a bit) but she kinda likes the idea of. helping someone else and just that helping her too? but theres no one she really has an eye on
<3<: oh man. oh boy. oh jeez. quads as a whole were in the same boat as a red but recently her feelings for cibran have like SKY ROCKETED and shes like. nervous and excited and anxious about it but its like when youre reading a book and its getting really good and you just. cant stop reading. shes so affection starved honestly i think even in a pitch romance shes like. yes. give me this. even if u scare me just hold me.
