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[theosymphany]

That fic! My heart... my small heart... :'(

;_; I’m right there with you. Will get back to fluffy fics soon!

[theosymphany]

Pure Nivanfeels: Queen- No one but you.

[theosymphany]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Piers Nivans/Chris Redfield Characters: Chris Redfield, Piers Nivans Additional Tags: Short, Emotional Hurt, Memories, Nivanfeels, Reflection, Angst Summary:

A small flashback is enough to trigger a lasting memory.

[theosymphany]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/? ‘Pure Devotion’ Fandom: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Piers Nivans/Chris Redfield, Sherry Birkin/Jake Muller, Leon S. Kennedy/Ada Wong Characters: Chris Redfield, Piers Nivans, Jill Valentine, Claire Redfield, Moira Burton, Sherry Birkin, Jake Muller, Leon S. Kennedy, Ada Wong, Carla Radames, Original Characters Additional Tags: Post Resident Evil 6, Post-Canon Fix-It, Character Death Fix, Nivanfield, Fluff and Angst, science and technology, Research, faithful to gamelore and gameverse, the most reasonable and scientific explanation of how Piers survived RE6, Romance Summary:

'The Last Weapon' is the title of a cutscene in RE6 where Infected!Piers was the subject. There has never been a satisfactory explanation why that cutscene was named as such.

The questions are answered in 'The Ultimate Weapon'- the ultimate Piers Nivans rescue and rebuild fanfic. Drawing heavily, and relating as closely as possible upon game lore and data files, this fanfiction explores the events Post RE6 towards the recovery of Piers and his significance in righting the many wrongs of Carla Radames and exploring the many open plot holes left unanswered in the game.

Ch 4.  Alone at the underwater facility, Piers reflects on his feelings for Chris at the last moments between fire, water and the explosion.

[theosymphany]

puppypiers69 replied to your post:puppypiers69 replied to your post:I shouldn’t...

Well that’s a bit relieving, I still don'y want my Piers sad though. but at least it’s not Chris

>.< I ended up writing an additional Chris and Piers farewell scene.  It tore me apart.  I cried.  It has been one month today since learning about Chris and Piers and it hasn’t gotten any easier.  The more I learn about Piers and Chris the more I like them, and the harder it hurts to see them apart.

[theosymphany]

He had once thought that the spark in Chris’ pupils would never go out. He had once thought that he would always be led by that spark, following the other unto the edge of time. But he saw Chris’ form in the escape pod became a fading dot across the sea. But he saw the spark quietly extinguish amidst the god forsaken waters...   He sent out balls of livid colour and sparks, blossoming as flowers in their short lived glory against the dark, gloomy ocean. He has burnt up every last trace of his life’s essence in the lone hope that it might rekindle the eternal spark in the pupils of one man.

-Excerpt from The Spark by ltfox, http://archiveofourown.org/works/3793795 This paragraph slayed me.  Piers....

[theosymphany]

Take my badge.  Captain.

Joining the BSAA gave my life a purpose where there was none.  

It gave me pride in serving the most noble course.  One my parents may never realise, but a path I knew to be my destiny.

It gave me strength knowing my skills as a marksman could protect and cover my comrade.

It gave me hope that my life matters.  If not for the citizens and soldiers I protect, then for my squad, my brothers, my captain.

It gave me light that I am needed, that my presence brings joy to my team and trust to the one man who matters the most.

It gave me a future where there can be peace.  A future where nothing is in vain, a cause that is worth throwing asunder life and limb, hope and dreams.

It gave me partnership with the one man I hope to be. The one man who represents all of humanity’s hopes and salvation.  The one man for whom I will lay down my life for a million times over.

Captain, take my badge, remember me as I was.  Remember all that was good about me.  All that Piers Nivans had meant.  

I did it Captain, for the BSAA

...for the future

...for you.

I am not the first you lost.  I am not the last.  I will join the ranks of my faithful brothers and sisters.  We stand as one on the far side of the sea.  We believe in you, Captain.  My work is done.  I went through heaven and hell to find you and bring you back.  My proudest achievement is to have brought Chris Redfield back, safe and reinstated, and now I, Piers Nivans can rest from the burden of leadership that I almost could not bear.  Believe in yourself, Captain.  As I have believed in you.

You will never know just how much I cared for you. How much strength and comfort I sought behind those broad shoulders and square back.  How I think of you at the evenings and how I vowed I’d do everything to protect you.  How hard I had to control the adrenaline from shaking my trigger arm whenever you go in danger.  

It’s my honour to call you Captain.  Captain.  My Captain.  Farewell.

Take my badge Captain, so you don’t have to hand in yours.  Fight the good fight, for me, for us.  I will keep you safe from the skies and from the seas.  

Take me with you.  

Take me home.

 -- 

“Take my love, all of me

Take my memories, take my warmth

Take my heart and take my soul

Take me wherever you will go

I love you, with every cell

More than words could ever tell

I must leave you now, but

In your heart will I belong”

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The last few lines are the chorus of my new song.  I just well up with emotions each time I sing :’(.  Piers you are such a good man.  Can’t wait to share the song with all of you. Edit: The song is ready- http://theosymphany.tumblr.com/post/116461975746/in-your-heart-will-i-belong-authors-notes