#nkhan

[im-that-random-girl]

I wish, I wish,

I was more.

More than who I am today,

To do more, to be more,

To help more, to love more-

To give more and to receive more.

I wish, I wish,

I knew how to be less.

To take less spaces,

To be less loud,

To be less of a problem.

I wish to do everything and to fade away to nothing.

I wish to be freed from this pity party I'm hosting.

[acollectionofwordsunspoken]

2021/07/15

Rage

A fit of anger-

I might step out of line.

I may spew crude words to you,

Before my tongue found the time to refine.

Sharp truths laced with my pain,

May find you before you can defend.

But please forgive my actions,

I only cared about you till the end.

But today you fill me with rage-

And all you will witness is a smile.

I take all control back from you,

And all beautiful moments intertwined.

If you thought you could ever see my cry,

Oh, I regret to say- for you, misery lies ahead.

I'll make sure you see me happiest, my dear,

While all I see is red.