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not me (2021) rewatch | EP 11: you’re not the black that i love

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not me (2021) rewatch | episode 11

“you know what’s worse? whatever you say, i’m willing to do it for you as long as you stay by my side.”

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black being almost murdered by his best friend and waking up from the resulting coma to find out that his stranged twin brother has come back to the country after 10 years and, taken his place, is doing his activism a lot more efficiently than he ever did, and everyone thinks of him as a better version of black

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that's very baby of him

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everyone please cheer for sean

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nothing is more attractive to me that gun playing black

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black being the only one with a braincell re: dan... personally i think they needed him back sooner

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"why are you doing this to me" can you imagine what must be going through sean's mind after his former frenemy and inspiration to fight for a world worth living turned out to be a better person than he thought, made him feel so seen and understood and safe that he opened up about what happened to his father maybe for the first time, managed to make him fall so in love with him that he became his reason for wanting to be safe and to stay alive, seemed to reciprocate his feelings and made him the happiest person for approximately a day, and then ripped out his heart from his chest and spit on it just came back a few hours latter as if nothing had happened? must be fun