Apr 14
I hate knowing I'm right about a lot of stuff so there's no hope in ways
#no doiii#maker of my opportunities but a fucking loser idiot#yeah. obviously if I did that and did some more and said that and kept with the program it would have been me now. but I didn't because I#don't want to force wrongness of myself at any poor unfortunate souls that come across me. why make them suffer#but then again it's stupid and self stopping because it's a one in a thousand at the very best case but then again it's just a choice it's#all obituary and stupid#♪we're not special. we're not different.#we should die this is going on for too long