ZANKA'S INTERLUDE
'claiming i'm just not as serious as you. shawty if you only knew, this is serious'
bf!zanka who asked you out after a nearly fatal mission, claiming in his own cute and flustered way, that he couldn't imagine moving on without you knowing how he felt about you.
bf!zanka who stuck to your side like tape. who wasn't fond of pda but made it known to everyone that he was yours with quick pecks before missions and secret handholding during meetings.
bf!zanka who showered you in kisses behind closed doors. if he was clingy in public, then he was like a koala to a tree privately. he loved to nestle his face into the crook of your neck and pepper kisses along the nape of your neck.
bf!zanka who slowly became obsessed with the idea of your relationship being "perfect". you found starting to become a bit constricting, but your love for him exceeded the pressure you felt, so you endured.
bf!zanka who began to explode at you privately for the simplest of things. who found himself in his head more than he was in the relationship.
bf!zanka who started to distance himself after he realized that he was doing more harm than good to the relationship. you both agreed that you'd dial it back and focus on your personal lives.
bf!zanka who never made time for you after you both agreed that you were ready to continue with the relationship. even after the countless times you'd begged him to spare you a sliver of his affection.
bf!zanka who brushed you off, cursing under his breath when you got too touchy, rolling his eyes when you spoke too loudly. the stoic front he held in front of you was replaced with pure anger.
bf!zanka who spoke awfully about you behind your back. he wasn't aware that you knew, of course. when enjin teased him about you during missions, instead of him getting boyishly defensive and flustered like usual, nonchalance emanated from his slim built figure. it was even worse if the both of you got into an argument prior to the mission. he'd make nasty comments about how you laughed too loudly, or how you were probably cheating on him anyway.
bf!zanka whose own friends had to confess to the spiteful comments he made about you behind your back.
ex-bf!zanka who was left confused when you finally flipped out on him. after concealing the information you were privy to, with rude comments made in between frequent arguments. he pretended not to notice, but the remarks wounded him slightly.
ex-bf!zanka who didn't stop you when you stormed out on him.
ex-bf!zanka who appeared to not be phased by your breakup, but wallowed into his pillows at night, leaving his eyes red and puffy the day after.
ex-bf!zanka who hasn't thrown away the little trinkets and garments you left in his room.
ex-bf!zanka who refuses to discard of them.
ex-bf!zanka who bores holes into the backs of anyone you speak to at hq, even if it's just to ask you the simplest of questions.
ex-bf!zanka who finally confronts you the same way he got you in the first place. he was unusually anxious and nervous with shaking hands and breath. he sounded like he wanted to break down right in front of you. you almost pitied him for it.
ex-bf!zanka who realized soon after that the world doesn't work that way and regrets letting you go every single day.
