#no.6 ask

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Eve, Cravat, Tsukiyo, Fenec

EVE: If you could change your appearance/voice to become somebody else, who would you become and why? Do you enjoy crossdressing or wearing clothes that don’t fit people’s typical perceptions of your gender?

I would (figuratively) kill for Katy Perry's body.Nope, I like girly stuff all the way. Lace and sequins and ribbons and textures and dresses and flowers and glitz.CRAVAT: What is your favourite pastry/dessert? Do you know how to make it yourself?

I like mint ice cream. And no, not really sure how to make ice cream at all.

TSUKIYO (name means “Moonlit”): What is your favourite thing to do at night? Do you you like the night or the day better?

I like to star gaze at night and imagine just how big the universe is. The stars are so interesting always moving in the sky, some debris from the sky into our atmosphere, the moon glowing and moving the tides. The colors and the depth; I've always loved the night sky the most!FENEC: What is your most distinguishable physical feature? Do you love it or hate it?

I don't really know if I have a distinct feature about me, some people have commented on my high cheekbones or that I have a nice nose. I personally think my almond shaped eyes are pretty distinct. 

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Shion, Nezumi, Safu, and Inukashi!

(You guys are awesome! Already 7/24!)SHION: Are you an altruistic person? Do you enjoy helping others? What’s the nicest/most selfless thing you’ve ever done for someone else?

It's not something I'm very good at. I enjoy giving more than I enjoy helping; perhaps this is related to me being a nurse and helping others is something I do to make a living. I enjoy my job, it gives me a new perspective on living daily, but being a caregiver is an exhausting job.I remember about a year ago a friend was in need of money and I literally paypaled them an entire paycheck of without a thought on my bills or food.

NEZUMI: Have you ever walked away from something and then regretted it later? Do you have trouble admitting/understanding your own feelings? Who do you wish you could go back to?

I've regretted a lot in my life so far, but I'm getting better at following instincts and impulses. As Tennyson wrote, "I hold it true, whate'er befall;/I feel it, when I sorrow most;/ 'Tis better to have loved and lost/ Than never to have loved at all."

My own feelings are the worst. My heart and brain are constantly battling it out and I'm only just learning what it means to follow your heart. It's terrifying not being rational.I wish I could go back to my twin. I miss her dearly and the twin time we'd have to do stuff... I feel like I've lost a piece of myself.

SAFU: Where do you get your clothing from? Do you like to sew/knit? Do you shop second-hand?

I like to shop at places where I'm not going to see someone else wearing what I'm wearing too often, so TJ Maxx and boutiques.I sew! :)I do look at second hand shops, but I'm a bit wary since I'm a bit paranoid of "where has this been."

INUKASHI: What is your favourite animal/ideal pet? Have you ever wished you could be another animal?I like cats, always will. They are a lot less maintenance than a dog or caged animal. And anything that can drool or slobber from overstimulation is not ideal for me (sorry dogs but I cannot stand the saliva).I would like to be a bird.

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rikiga, rou, yoming!!

RIKIGA: What are your vices, and how do you support them?

Manipulative, selfishness, and impulsive jokester. I manipulate by a lot of flaunting, I think. It’s not completely on purpose and it is something I’ve been better at stopping myself. Money is how I support my vice of selfishness. I make a decent amount of money from my job, but I have a hard time sacrificing any of it for others (at least I feel that way).And my devious and dark thoughts somehow overpower common sense, and I normally will impulsively trick and prank friends without realizing that it’s not sociable acceptable to do so.

ROU: What is your biggest regret? What did you do to try and make it right?

Not living how I wanted to when I was younger.I’ve since adopted a lifestyle of doing what I want as long as I’m comfortable with it and it doesn’t bother other people. I’ve since enjoyed dying my hair purple, moving around the country, meeting some wonderful friends, and questioned a lot about what I was taught from a young age so I could reinforce ideals I like and discarded ideals I didn’t like.

YOMING: Power fantasies. Got any you’d care to share?

Being incredible good at one particular thing.I always wish I could be a teacher for a class like Bar Method or pilates. I may still get a certification in something health wise soon! I’d love to do massage therapy or get certified in alternative wellness.